I've had nothing but bad days lately. I don't know what to do. Maybe it's just because of the holidays or stress, but I am so tired of being so down. I asked DH to take me on a vacation, but it's not really logical financially. I'm so tired of this. I just want my little girl back. I feel like I've reverted to the week everything happened.
((hugs everyone)) I'm so thankful for you all.
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Married the love of my life 7/11/09 - Our first baby, Peyton Mark, was born sleeping 10/25/11 at 33 weeks - Our second baby, BFP 2/4/12, welcome to the world Raylan! Holy Moly, BPF 2/4/14, please be safe and sound little one!
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BFP #2 - EDD 2/26/12 M/C 6/28/11 @ 5w2d
BFP #3 - EDD 4/7/12 M/C 8/2/11 @ 4w2d
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BFP #4 - EDD 12/09/12, Lucille arrived 11/26/12
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IVF#1 BFN IVF#2 BFP, loss at 19 weeks FET#1 BFN IVF#3 BFP, m/c FET#2 BFN
Missing our twins Zachary and Madison, lost at 19 weeks on 11/13/09, edd 4/9/10
BFP 7/17/10, m/c 7/25/10, edd 3/25/11
Ectopic, lost left tube 4/20/11, edd 12/6/11
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T1 diabetes diagnosed 11/95 due to severe pancreatic injury
BFP 1 1/22/10 EDD 9/30/10 Adria b. 9/11/10 d.8/9/11, Transposition of the Great Arteries,
Pleural effusion, Kidney Failure
BFP 2 4/26/12 EDD 1/3/13 M/C 5/13/12
BFP 3 10/3/12 EDD 6/17/13 Twins! Preston and Juliet b. 5/22/13
I felt the exact same way last week I cried ever day last week at work and then at home this week has been better which is so odd to me I figured I would be crying all week this week. I think a lot of it has to do with the holidays and what we all had planned in our minds for our babies and none of those plans are coming true. I'm sorry you are hurting it truly sucks to be going through this.
Hugs- Heather
Callan George and Bennett Charles born and died 11/7/10
FET #1 April 2011= BFN
FET #2 July 2011= no transfer because my lining sucked
FET #3 February 2012= BFP! 1st beta 9dp5dt=314 2nd beta 11dp5dt=977 1st U/S 3/20 Twins- Heart rates of 111 and 138
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I feel the same way. Maybe b/c of the holidays, maybe bc Connor was due in a couple weeks, maybe bc my period is late but I keep getting bfn - I don't know - bu t I'm a complete mess these day. I've been having "ugly cry" incidents all week. I haven't had a good day in a while.