I'm so use to having no real hope and I hate it when I get a glimmer of hope- I only feel 100x worse later.
IUI #3 this morning with the best SA MH's ever had.. 29mil/ml, 4ml total, 60% motility .. Post wash 23 million, 95% motility, grade 3!!
But apparently my cervix was really curvy??? He had to straighten it with a special tool (that hurt like a b!tch!!) and now I'm spotting/cramping pretty good. It'll all be worth it if it works though.
FX for lucky #3!
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 4 failed IUIs, 1 failed IVF || 
Re: I hate when IUIs give you hope..
IVF #1 with ICSI - ER 1/20 (16R, 12M, 10F), ET 1/23 (1-10 cell and 1-8cell transferred), BFP on 1/31 Beta #1 on 2/3 = 68, Beta #2 on 2/6 = 261 EDD 10/12/12
Me = lean PCOS;DH = poor morphology (3%)
3 IUI/TI cycles = BFN
IVF #1 with ICSI: antagonist protocol = BFFN
IVF #2 with ICSI : Lupron downregulation = BFFN...FML
IVF #3 with ICSI and AH (Antagonist) = IT'S A BOY!!!!
IUI #1=BFN
IUI #2=BFP! Beta#1:87 Beta #2:1050
~It's a GIRL!~
"Anyone can give up, it's the easiest thing in the world to do. But to hold it together when everyone else would understand if you fell apart, that's true strength."
Positive for HLA-B27, I'm a mutant
Testing - Me ok, gluten issue? DH - borderline count, low motility
4/28/11 IUI#1 = BFP!(5/25), EDD 2/2/12 - m/c 5w3d
7/3, 7/31, 9/25 - IUI#2-4=BFN
IVF#1 - 1 blast = BFP!! (12/30), EDD 9/9/12, confirmed c/p 4w2d
FET#1 3/2/12 - 2 blasts =BFP!! EDD 11/18/12, us#1 = twins! Confirmed m/c 5w6d
4/20-surprise BFP and another c/p 4w2d
FET#2 7/16/12 - 2 blasts = BFN
FET#3 8/20/12 - 1 blast - BFP!! Beta #1-2=177, 354
1st u/s 5w6d, one beautiful little HB
baby girl born 5/10/13
TTC#2 since 12/17/2014, Cycle 8
Repeat Testing...FSH=12, AMH=3.8, AFC=28.
IUI#5 5/10/15- c/p?
IVF#2 8/19/15 - cancelled due to cysts
IVF#2 take two 10/2015 - 5 blasts frozen
FET#4 12/11/2015 - BFN - 4 blasts remaining
FET#5 2/18/16 - BFP!!! Beta1-3, 126, 250, 745!!
Tons of love and ((hugs)) to my IF sister NMscubagirl
I'm suddenly thankful that my boobs are too big to see what's going on when I lay down.
I have IUI#1 tomorrow and I was just talking to my husband last night about where I should be mentally... hopeful or just real about the situation. Being him, he is an in the moment guy so he said just be in the situation and whatever happens happens. However, I think he lacks the body issues that women often have where fertility is involved. I think its just fine to have some hope!
I hope everything works out! Good luck! I'm glad to know there is someone else that is cycling around the same time as me!
Nov - March 2010: no period
April - November 2010: Prometrium then clomid - BFN
April 2011 - Finally moved and settled in new city
June 30, 2011 - Ruptured Ovarian Cyst
August 2011 - Met with RE - Bloodwork, etc = Dx PCOS, 1700mg of Metformin
September 2011 - HSG/SIS - shows tissue in ute = Hysteroscopy
September 2011 - Clomid + trigger + IUI #1 - cycle cancelled at baseline US - cyst on left ovary = 8 weeks of BCP
December 2011 - IUI#1 Re-do- Clomid + 12/19 Trigger + 12/21 = BFN
January 2012 - IUI#2- Clomid + Estrace CD13 + trigger + 1/22 = BFN February 2012 - IUI#3 - Clomid + Estrace - Failed to respond to Clomid found on CD 13 monitoring.
Feb - Being of RE break-up!
March - Being of crunchy phase aka Accupuncture
June - Random Positive HPT!!
Due February 17!
Right? I felt bad enough for my husband who went. Between turning red, looking nervous for me, and those feigned ouch faces I thought for sure he was passing out. Afterwards he told me about the blood on the end of the speculum. Nice.
Married 11 years. PCOS; TTC since 2009; 3 unsuccessful IUIs;
New RE. First & Hopefully Last IVF November 2013.
"I prayed for this child and the Lord has granted what I asked of him." ~1 Samuel 1:27
"Whatever it takes, we walk together." ~Pittsburgh Penguins
My IF-turned-baby blog
Right? I high fived him the second I saw them. Haha! I'm in disbelief that they were ours. I'm not going to be shocked if my baby ends up Asian or something from a mixed up sample
 Kidding, bad joke. 
Thanks, girls! Soo excited and it's totally going to make this 2ww hell.