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There should be 2 Targets

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One for me and one for all the happy moms pushing strollers or with infant carriers in the cart. Most days I can handle it. Honestly most mom's with singletons I can handle.

Last night the glowing happy mom pushing a double stroller with 6 month old twins killed me. THAT SHOULD BE ME!!

And of course no matter where I went in the store she was right there.

I want to be celebrating my boys first Christmas. I don't want to do this anymore.

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Re: There should be 2 Targets

  • Petunia844Petunia844 member
    Big hugs, I wish none of us had to do this anymore.  And yes, there should be 2 targets...and the new one should not have a baby section where every time I walk by it I see the adorable "babies first Christmas" outfit Peyton was given at my shower.
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  • roxyttandmeroxyttandme member
    (((hugs))) You are not alone. I am so sorry, hun. 
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  • DesiraeSunshineDesiraeSunshine
    Seeing twins hurts my heart so much more then a singleton.
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  • krysiahamatykrysiahamaty
    Big hugs. I'm sorry you had to deal with that. :-(
    TTC since November 2009. DH diagnosed with sperm antibodies. IUI #1 = BFN IUI #2 = BFN On the road to IVF.... Egg Retrieval Jan 21, 2011 16 eggs retrieved Egg transfer Jan 26, 2011 Only 2 viable eggs transferred. 1 IVF, 1 ICSI IVF #1 = BFP :-) 10/3/11 No heart beat at 38 weeks: Our baby Jack became an angel 12/14/11 = natural BFP Rainbow baby Samantha Jacklyn born8/8/12. Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers
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  • magdalina.hmagdalina.h member

    (hugs)


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  • mdluv21mdluv21
    I feel all those things - I hate this!  ((hugs))
    TTC since 07/2009
    Me: PCOS, Blood/Immune Issues DH: Low all 3
    Jun.- Sep. 2010 IUI#1-#3 = BFN
    Oct. 2010 = IVF #1 = B/G Twins (passed away Feb. 2011)
    May 2011 = Myomectomy and trans-abdominal cerclage (TAC)
    Sep. 2011 = Surprise BFP = C/P
    Feb. 2012 = sFET #1 = BFN
    Feb.2012 = Hail Mary IUI #4 = BFN
    April/May 2012 = FET #2 w/our last two embies = BFP (Please let this be it!)
    Beta #1 8dp5/6dt = 234 Beta #2 10dp5/6dt = 695 Beta #3 12dp5/6dt = 1796 Beta #4 17dp5/6dt = 17,888 U/S #1 May 17, 2012 = Twins
    Baby B's heart stop beating at 9 weeks 5 days
    Our little miracle baby is a boy. :)

    Baby Boy Owen and Baby Girl Avery were born too early on Feb. 13, 2011 due to a pedunculated fibroid, incompetent cervix and suspected placental abruption.
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  • mrssopranomrssoprano member

    imagemdluv21:
    I feel all those things - I hate this!  ((hugs))

    Ditto all of this. 

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  • CaroleeCarolee member
    Sometimes I hate Target.  It can be really hard to go in there.
    Mom to Eliott Alexander, born sleeping at 37 weeks on 8/13/10. Most of us only dream of angels - I held one in my arms.
    BFP #2 - EDD 2/26/12 M/C 6/28/11 @ 5w2d
    BFP #3 - EDD 4/7/12 M/C 8/2/11 @ 4w2d
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    BFP #4 - EDD 12/09/12, Lucille arrived 11/26/12
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  • Jackie2200Jackie2200 member
    Tell me about it.  I saw newborn twins at the Dr. this afternoon.  The nurses were going nuts over them.  I never even looked! Ugh.....I miss my boys. 

    TTC Since 10/08 4 IUIs=BFNx4
    IVF#1=BFP!! Twins!!
    Bradley and Billy born and lost on 2/2/11 at 19w2d due to pPROM/PTL. I miss you, little angels.
    IVF#2=BFN
    IVF#3=c/p IVF#4=Empty Follicle Syndrome; 1 mature, fertilized, & made it to blast. 5dt of "the lone ranger" on 9/6. Please stick, little one! Image and video hosting by TinyPic Lilypie First Birthday tickers
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  • lovemymaddylovemymaddy
    I'm so sorry. :(  It hurts so much. :(
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  • butterfly843butterfly843
    Sending hugs, I wish there were 2 Targets. I had that experience a few months back in the mall I couldn't seem to get away from this lady with b/g twins around the age mine should've been.

    Jenn

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    Missing our twins Zachary and Madison, lost at 19 weeks on 11/13/09, edd 4/9/10

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  • starrkitten89starrkitten89
    (((Hugs)))

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    T1 diabetes diagnosed 11/95 due to severe pancreatic injury
    BFP 1 1/22/10 EDD 9/30/10 Adria b. 9/11/10 d.8/9/11, Transposition of the Great Arteries,
    Pleural effusion, Kidney Failure
    BFP 2 4/26/12 EDD 1/3/13 M/C 5/13/12
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  • weddedwifeweddedwife member

    imagecookie_queen:I don't want to do this anymore.

    THIS THIS THIS THIS THIS

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