I was never formally diagnosed with PPD, but I knew I had it. Bad. I was naive and stupid for lying to my doc about my feelings. I honestly am coping really well with this pregnancy. I am nervous how things are going to go after this baby arrives, but I think I will be ok this time around. Even if I'm not, I know it's nothing to be ashamed of and telling my doc the truth is what is going to help me, not lying.
I am terrified that I will suffer like I did after Nathaniel is born. It was never diagnosed for me, but at least I know what to look for as far as symptoms. Mine was less depression, more crippling anxiety. I think my biggest fear is that I will somehow hurt either the new babe or Nathaniel.
This exactly. For me it was "I never want to leave my house b/c something could happen or someone will touch Gabriel".
I was never formally diagnosed with PPD, but I knew I had it. Bad. I was naive and stupid for lying to my doc about my feelings. I honestly am coping really well with this pregnancy. I am nervous how things are going to go after this baby arrives, but I think I will be ok this time around. Even if I'm not, I know it's nothing to be ashamed of and telling my doc the truth is what is going to help me, not lying.
EXACTLY! I was diagnosed and took Zoloft for almost 2 years. Now that I am off my meds, I am struggling here and there. Today is an off day and it sucks. I am terrified of going back to "that" place once this baby is born. But at least I know the signs this time.
I was never formally diagnosed with PPD, but I knew I had it. Bad. I was naive and stupid for lying to my doc about my feelings. I honestly am coping really well with this pregnancy. I am nervous how things are going to go after this baby arrives, but I think I will be ok this time around. Even if I'm not, I know it's nothing to be ashamed of and telling my doc the truth is what is going to help me, not lying.
EXACTLY! I was diagnosed and took Zoloft for almost 2 years. Now that I am off my meds, I am struggling here and there. Today is an off day and it sucks. I am terrified of going back to "that" place once this baby is born. But at least I know the signs this time.
It definitely sounds like we have ourselves a little support group I'm sorry today is an off day for you. I definitely still get those, but they have become less frequent. Hang in there, if you ever need to talk/vent just let me know
I was never formally diagnosed with PPD, but I knew I had it. Bad. I was naive and stupid for lying to my doc about my feelings. I honestly am coping really well with this pregnancy. I am nervous how things are going to go after this baby arrives, but I think I will be ok this time around. Even if I'm not, I know it's nothing to be ashamed of and telling my doc the truth is what is going to help me, not lying.
EXACTLY! I was diagnosed and took Zoloft for almost 2 years. Now that I am off my meds, I am struggling here and there. Today is an off day and it sucks. I am terrified of going back to "that" place once this baby is born. But at least I know the signs this time.
It definitely sounds like we have ourselves a little support group I'm sorry today is an off day for you. I definitely still get those, but they have become less frequent. Hang in there, if you ever need to talk/vent just let me know
Re: 2nd time/PPD moms
BFP#2: 8/14/11 M/C 8/30/11 6w1d
BFP #3: 10/26/11
Beta #1 @11dpo: 22 Beta #2 @13dpo: 90 Beta #3 @17dpo: 480
Missed m/c 12w3d 12/28/11, d&c 12/30/11
dx Homozygous C677T MTHFR
This exactly. For me it was "I never want to leave my house b/c something could happen or someone will touch Gabriel".
BFP#2: 8/14/11 M/C 8/30/11 6w1d
BFP #3: 10/26/11
Beta #1 @11dpo: 22 Beta #2 @13dpo: 90 Beta #3 @17dpo: 480
Missed m/c 12w3d 12/28/11, d&c 12/30/11
dx Homozygous C677T MTHFR
EXACTLY! I was diagnosed and took Zoloft for almost 2 years. Now that I am off my meds, I am struggling here and there. Today is an off day and it sucks. I am terrified of going back to "that" place once this baby is born. But at least I know the signs this time.
It definitely sounds like we have ourselves a little support group
I'm sorry today is an off day for you. I definitely still get those, but they have become less frequent. Hang in there, if you ever need to talk/vent just let me know 
BFP#2: 8/14/11 M/C 8/30/11 6w1d
BFP #3: 10/26/11
Beta #1 @11dpo: 22 Beta #2 @13dpo: 90 Beta #3 @17dpo: 480
Missed m/c 12w3d 12/28/11, d&c 12/30/11
dx Homozygous C677T MTHFR
Thanks! It is nice to know I am not the only one.