Trouble TTC

This is NOT a "am I pregnant post" I promise ;) *long*

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So the past few months have been tough ones. We tried to start follistim and iui cycles three months in a row. Last attempt in November. I had cysts alternating ovaries even on birth control. The last U/S in Nov I had three(on both ovaries).

I got on the birth control pill and the plan was to be on it through the holidays. But 10 days in, I was AWFULLY depressed and the bc was seriously screwing with me. I wouldn't get out of bed, that is how bad it was. Hubs and I made the decision together to stop the birth control and try natural alternatives for the cysts. I did 1 day of castor oil packs and then got af. It was short, but I wasn't too surprised considering it was a withdrawal bleed.

Then right around cd 13(my birthday weeked!) I started spotting, spotted for 3 days. I was so confused, but I finally determined it was breakthrough bleeding. I was super confused because even though I have annov cycles, I will normally get a "patch of ewcm" right around the time that a normal person ovulates. Instead I got spotting.

The next weekend I started having ALOT of ewcm. So much more than normal. Like wiping 7+ times just to get "clean". Now I'm grateful I have good ewcm, but honestly, sometimes its annoying because in over 5 years I haven't ever ovulated on my own. Probably even longer than that. I even made a facebook status about it on my "ttc facebook".

And I quote, "I wish having ALOT of beautiful stretchy EWCM meant anything to me LOL".

I started getting it Sat night, and I hadn't been temping ALL month...I was taking a relaxing approach and since its the holidays and we weren't on any herbs or meds, I pretty much was like "I have no hope this month so don't bother". Well that night, I got this OVERWHELMING gut feeling to take the next mornings temp. And it was pre-O...which is not abnormal for me. So I just kind of blew it off. But then the EWCM just kept coming to the point where I casually mentioned it to DH. Of course his reaction was "well I guess we should have sex then..JUST IN CASE". ;)

I decided to take my next day's temp, but it wasn't at the right time. But I recorded it, and it was elevated..but I didn't take it seriously because of the different time. We went to Colorado that day, and changed time zones. I didn't temp the rest of the week until Friday. I didn't know what I should do regarding the temp change. So I just marked it with the temp from the original time zone..so its an open circle because it was an hour late. Anyways, the next days temp was "on time" and even higher. Same thing happened on Sunday that happened on Friday.

Since we have been home I've set my alarm at temped at my normal time in my normal time zone. You can see my chart here!

It honestly DOES look like I ovulated last weekend. Which would put AF being due ON Christmas. Which to me is nuts. I honestly couldn't have timed it better myself. I did have twinges in my left ovary that weekend..but Im the person who will have every sign of O but no O.

Ever since my boobs have been SO SORE. But in a different kind of way. More like a burning/tingling sensation, but every day its getting more and more sore. They are REALLY sensitive. Ive had tons of creamy cm, and my emotions are honestly driving me nuts. The mood swings are RIDICULOUS! So even if I didn't O, SOMETHING is going on...and I don't like it lol!

I promised DH I would wait until Christmas to test, because that would make it WAY better if it was positive. But with my temp spike Im dying LOL..I haven't ovulated naturally in years. Probably over 5 years, maybe longer. Im wondering if the pill actually helped me ovulate. Even though it was a late O(Cd 23) thats better than ANYTHING.

Le sigh.
Im obsessing and I dont even know if I Od for sure! LOL...oh what a supposedly surprise O does to a person. Especially during the holidays! I still have my maternity shirt from last year (we miscarried on Thanksgiving) that says "Tis the season to be pregnant" and I REALLY wanted to be able to have a reason to wear it this year. Granted we are NOT going to announce that soon, but for me and DH it would be really special.
 
Ok daydreaming vent over about how amazing it would be to get a Christmas miracle ;)
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  • Can you get into your RE or OB for a p4 draw? At least then you'd know for sure if you ovulated! I hope you did hun and you have a great surprise. Sorry it's been so frustrating. 
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  • Of course I'm hopeful for you, but a single temp (or a week's worth) isn't going to show O. You have no idea what the temps look liked before that to know if there was an actual shift or CD 23 was a dip from a much higher temp or what. You need a pattern to see ovulation (which I'm sure you know, rationally)

    Like I said, I do hope that you get your surprise. Even a natural O would be a wonderful thing for you. I'm not trying to be a downer. Just honest :) Good luck :)

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    Of course I'm hopeful for you, but a single temp (or a week's worth) isn't going to show O. You have no idea what the temps look liked before that to know if there was an actual shift or CD 23 was a dip from a much higher temp or what. You need a pattern to see ovulation (which I'm sure you know, rationally)

    Like I said, I do hope that you get your surprise. Even a natural O would be a wonderful thing for you. I'm not trying to be a downer. Just honest :) Good luck :)

    Oh I definitely know that. ;) Its hard to be rational sometimes! LOL but I do know from 2.5 years of charting what pre-O and post-O temps look like for me. And since my temps are so high and staying high, that is a pretty good indicator(for me) that it did happen. 

    and your right, I know that a every few days teh week before before that temp that I took on Sunday I had pre-O temps, but since they were low and I wasn't having any O signs, I didnt even bother to record them. I wish I had.

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    imagebrookelynpaisley:

    Of course I'm hopeful for you, but a single temp (or a week's worth) isn't going to show O. You have no idea what the temps look liked before that to know if there was an actual shift or CD 23 was a dip from a much higher temp or what. You need a pattern to see ovulation (which I'm sure you know, rationally)

    Like I said, I do hope that you get your surprise. Even a natural O would be a wonderful thing for you. I'm not trying to be a downer. Just honest :) Good luck :)

    Oh I definitely know that. ;) Its hard to be rational sometimes! LOL but I do know from 2.5 years of charting what pre-O and post-O temps look like for me. And since my temps are so high and staying high, that is a pretty good indicator(for me) that it did happen. 

    and your right, I know that a every few days teh week before before that temp that I took on Sunday I had pre-O temps, but since they were low and I wasn't having any O signs, I didnt even bother to record them. I wish I had.

    Gotcha :) I hope you O'd. A P4 test was a good suggestion :)

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  • I'm confused - do you have a separate FB acct just to talk about TTC? 
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    I'm confused - do you have a separate FB acct just to talk about TTC? 

    Yep! Sure do :) 

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  • Believe it or not, I'm going through the same thing! Almost 2 years of temping and I've never seen a temp shift, but this morning, after my third day of higher temps I finally got my crosshairs!! I think I ovulated! I had a p4 draw done a week ago when my RE thought if be 7dpo and it was neg. now I'm out of the province so I can't have a blood draw done. I hope for us both that we have ovulated and are in the running this cycle! Good luck!
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