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Just waiting for miscarriage

APRIL1003APRIL1003 member
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Its been crazy. A week ago Wednesday I read the positive sign on the test and was scared; a little person growing in me relaying on me. That's a lot of responsibility. But by the afternoon I was excited but knew something wasn't right. Friday the Doctor had me come in, they couldn't find anything on the ultrasound and blood work wasn't what they were hoping for. Sunday more blood work with HCG levels up just a little from two days before. Tuesday the numbers went down. I knew it, my body felt different. I really wanted the baby and my husband was so supportive I wanted him to have the baby also.

Today I got my blood done again and now we want the numbers to go down. I'm just waiting to start the miscarriage part. When does that come? Is it going to hurt? Now all I can think of is I want a baby this baby and where is my Fairy Godmother who's supposed to make this all better? Why can't I just go back to last Wednesday and be excited?

Sorry I'm blabbing.

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Re: Just waiting for miscarriage

  • bumpuser2669861bumpuser2669861 member

    You're not babbling.  I felt the same way - a million thoughts going through my head at once but mostly - why did this have to happen?

     I'm so sorry for your loss.  I hope things progress smoothly for you and you can move forward.  I try to focus on the future and getting well so I can concentrate on trying again.  

    BFP#1 10/30/2011,MC 12/4/2011 9w2d,BFP#2 3/6/2012,m/c 4/18/2012 9w1d D&E 4/18/2012 BFP#3 8/12/2012 EDD 4/25/2013 Stick baby!! Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers BabyFruit Ticker
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  • newly_nauglernewly_naugler
    I'm in the same boat as you. I don't know any of the answers, I wish I did. we just found out this morning. I'm a little scared, but numb at the same time, if that makes sense.
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  • beth_bischkebeth_bischke

    I does make sense to be numb. My miscarriage has been happening since Monday night. I couldn't stop crying for the first two days. I finally decided to try and get some Christmas shopping done yesterday and I just feel emotionally numb. Physically the severe cramping has become a constant mild ache. The occasional cramping I get now is no worse than menstrual cramps.

    I didn't know I was going to have a miscarriage. I was making dinner for DH and I was just standing in the kitchen, no signs of anything to happen, and I just started bleeding, a lot. I knew what was happening, and so we went to the hospital.

    I was scared at first when I was bleeding and camping. But when I was told that my health was good and I would be fine, I was just really sad. Sad that we lost our first baby. I feel numb because I know that these things happen and I don't want to be sad, but I just wish I knew why this happened.

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  • mrsfourniermrsfournier member
    I am so sorry for your loss. I have been going through the same thing. I hope it's over for you soon. Mine has been 24 days of bleeding. I have sever cramping early on but nothing now. Good luck I hope yours is not that bad. 
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