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Pregnant after 35
javanut
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Goodbye :(
javanut
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I may delete this later. I was supposed to be 13 weeks yesterday by ultrasound age estimate. We had our nt last week and things looked great. But yesterday I felt a bit off all day like I was coming down with the flu. I started spotting a little bit of bright red blood last night. I called the after hours number and the on said it was likely nothing but to come in for ultrasound this am.
I kept staring at the screen during the ultrasound looking for any sign of the fluttering heartbeat or crazy moves we saw at the nt scan last week. I knew. I knew. But I was hoping I didn't understand what I saw seeing.
The tech began I'm sorry and I bursted into tears. A d and c is scheduled for the am.
Ladies rub yyour bellies and hug your babies for me. I don't post much but you all are a wonderful group of ladies. I wish you happy and healthy nine months.
I am trying to remember I'm lucky. I have a 19 month old daughter who is the light of my life. Sorry to ramble.
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Re: Goodbye :(
((((hugs)))) and ((((more hugs))))
I am so sincerely sorry for your news. I'm glad you had the chance to see your little one's heartbeat and moves earlier, and that even at that stage you were the perfect mother for that little baby. May you find solace in your grief and rest in your 19mo's hugs.
So sorry.
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3/11 Clomid-Ovidrel-IUI #1-progesterone= BFN.
5/11 Femara-Bravelle-Ovidrel-IUI#2-progesterone=BFN.
6/11 Femara-Ovidrel-IUI#3-progesterone=BFP!
Beta #1 7/1: 39. Beta #2 7/5: 301 U/S 7/19 - saw HB!!
EDD 3/12/12
DD born 3/5/12
Baby #2 Beta #1 12/16: 439. Beta #2 12/18: 1240
EDD 8/22/15
IVF #1 ET 1 d3 embryo 10/30/11 BFP
3 Embryos frozen (1 d5, 2 d6)
DS born 07/29/12
FET #1 ET 1 d5 embryo 02/10/15 BFN
FET #2 1 d6 embryo didn't survive thaw, transferred last d6. CP
It was hard, they were due their first U/S within 3 days, so the first time they got to see the baby was bitter sweet ..and she also had to have a d & c. I lost a pregnancy at the start of the year too, but it was very early and less traumatic.
Hugz ..
Thank you everyone for your kind words. They were vary comforting particularly since we hadn't told many people about the pregnancy. I had the d&c today -- well actually they said it was a d &e because of gestational age. It could be the morphine talking but I feel better than expected.
I will be lurking to look in on you guys from time to time. I saw the BFP and heartbeat posts above and I was very happy to hear the good news. I love hearing about AMA babies.
Hugz don't give up believing. I never thought I'd be where I am right now.
I am so sorry you are going through this, I too don't post much but find so much comfort and support in reading the posts on this board. I am 39 and went for my first u/s at 8w on Monday. There was a hb but the baby is measuring at 6w. My Dr is not optimistic but I go back on Tuesday to see if lo has grown any. If not, I'm looking at a D&C unless I miscarry before then. I know the pain and I'm so sorry that so many of us have to endure this. I want so badly to give DS a sibling but I fear I am running out of time. Hug your little one, I know that's the only one that keeps me going right now. Lots of hugs and prayers your way!