I am frustrated with life. My pregnancy was a surprise. I was very hesitant about continuing, but my boyfriend insisted. We now have our baby, and I thought things would click by now. I feel disconnected from our child. We argue a couple times a week. I cannot shake this depressed feeling. I stopped working last week. I just cannot do it anymore. I'm not sure I want to go on like this, but am unsure what my next step should be. I would like to pack everything up and go to my fathers home, but he is nearing foreclosure, and will likely get a one bedroom apartment once he loses his house. I don't make enough money to support myself, much less me & my child. I feel very stuck. Honestly, I don't even want to celebrate Christmas. It will be my child's first Christmas, and I know I should want the best for him, but I just don't. I don't feel like mother material.