So my daugther was born last week Friday 11/25 at 36 weeks... She has been in the level 2 nursery ever since..She was under the oxygen dome up until last night and then she was breathing room air WOOHOO or so i thought. today she was doing well, got her first bath and were gonna start regular feedings instead of through the nose. well when i went back down to the nursery she was back on jst a tiny bit of oxygen i couldnt stop the tears.. i know she is gonna be fine but it just felt like such a set back.. i have 2 boys at home and its soo hard bouncing back and fourth between hospital and home im starting to get so worn out and its only been a week. I hate this feeling like i have to choose between my boys or my daughter.. thank god the boys understand completely but its still so hard.. my mom has been staying the night with them so i can be here and i feel so guilty shes had to change up her whole life and plans for me.. i guess i just needed to vent to someone who understands.. I just feel like what if there was smething i did or could have done to keep her in longer.. and now with all this stress and me trying to pump i think its really affecting my milk supply.. blah wish could stop the tears..