I'm sitting here watching Hadley in her jumperoo looking at our Christmas tree and had I sit in awe that I'm a mom! It normally hits me at the weirdest most simple times, finding a pacifier in my car door handle, a teether in the washer or just waking up to check on her with the monitor... simple things that just take on all new meaning.
All I have EVER wanted in life is to be a mom, nothing else mattered growing up, then we suffered from IF for years, and ended up with a surprise adoption so I sometimes wonder if my being so amazed to finally be here has to do with that or not, but wow... just so thankful!
I know this post has no point, but I just wanted to write it down since my dh just looks at me funny when I go on and on about it all.
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Re: Ever sit back in amazement that you're a mom?
Yes, especially when my first was around your child's age. I was so proud, too. I wanted everyone to know. lol
I still find it pretty amazing. To think that I've kept another human being alive, healthy and mostly happy for two years. Holy cow.
Yep. I have moments at bedtime or when Miles is particularly cuddly that I look at him and think, "Wow. This is my son. I am his mom-mom." And just stare at him wondering how I have been blessed to have this little miracle in my life. I, too, always wanted to be a mom, but put it off until we were financially ready. At the end of a long day, I have to remind myself how lucky I am. I have everything I ever wanted - a wonderful, loving husband, a sweet, adorable child, and a job I adore.
Too Funny! I remember on DS 1st bday that my friends congratulated us that we all survived the first year.
I feel this way mostly when he is snuggly or I catch a glimpse of him in the right way and realize that he looks so much like I did at that age.