Hey ladies -
I figured it was about time I come back up for air.
After some heavy soul-searching and a horrible night spent as a crumbled mess on my bathroom floor, DH and I decided that TTCAL is just not something we can do anymore.
It's been hard and confusing but, because we're also exploring the adoption route, it's also started to become exciting and just the tiniest bit hopeful too.
We're getting close to starting our home study and contracting with our agency. It's hard giving up the idea of a biological child, but we both feel that this is the path that leads us to our take home baby.
Sorry that I disappeared for a while - I really had some serious regrouping to do. Now that my head is on better, I hoping to be around these parts more again. I love you girls and am so glad to finally be back in a place where I can be a part of the community again.
Re: About time for an update
??? TTCAL Buddies w/ BabyTrippin & CashewsMommy ???
1st BFP = m/c 4.21.08 @ 7W5D (and divorce)
TTC #1 since 6.10
SA #1=Agglutination SA #2= Everything perfect
HSG= All clear & perfect
Currently learning to live Child Free
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?Big Girls have babies too!?
??Success/pregnant after everything welcome - FHs need not apply??
BFP #2 - EDD 2/26/12 M/C 6/28/11 @ 5w2d
BFP #3 - EDD 4/7/12 M/C 8/2/11 @ 4w2d
Too beautiful for this earth
BFP #4 - EDD 12/09/12, Lucille arrived 11/26/12
Aurora Rose born sleeping at 35w on 4-21-10
BFP#2 {Almond} - 2.1.11 EDD 10.12.11 C/P 2.11.11
Jenn
IVF#1 BFN IVF#2 BFP, loss at 19 weeks FET#1 BFN IVF#3 BFP, m/c FET#2 BFN
Missing our twins Zachary and Madison, lost at 19 weeks on 11/13/09, edd 4/9/10
BFP 7/17/10, m/c 7/25/10, edd 3/25/11
Ectopic, lost left tube 4/20/11, edd 12/6/11
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Welcome back! Your adoption progress sounds very exciting. FX that the home study goes on without a hitch.
P.S. I love your t-shirt!
TTC since 5/2010
DX with Diminished Ovarian Reserve - AMH of 1.1 - 7/2011; AMH of .42 8/2012BFP 9/1/10-M/C confirmed 9/8/10-Methotrexate 10/6/10
IUI #1 (w/clomid)-9/5/11-BFN ; IUI #2 (w/clomid)-10/5/11 - BFP - 11/1/12-No sac seen; 11/2/11 and 11/9/11-Methotrexate
IVF #1- ER 2/2; ET 2/5;-Two 8 cell embryos transfered = BFFN
Surprise BFP - 5/7/12
U/S on 6/8/12 - H/B at 128 BPM; U/S on 6/14/12 @ 9wks-No H/B-D&C on 6/17/12
IVF 2.0- ER 10/17; ET 10/20-One 12 cell, one 10 cell and one 8 cell embryo transfered
BFP! 11/16/12 U/S- Two nuggets with perfect heartbeats! EDD 7/10/13
5/31/2013- My miracles arrived at 34w2d! Welcome to the world Harper and Nolan!

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((Ridiculously squishy hugs)) and a high-5 for a plan that works for you and DH. You deserve all the best. Sending stormtrooper love your way, and hugs from G.
BFP #1 5/2010 - Missed m/c at 8 weeks
BFP #2 2/2011
Baby G welcomed with love and relief 10/2011
Surprise BFP 1/8/2013...say what? Baby A arrived 9/2013
Motherhood is not for wimps