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Wish yesterday was a bad dream,...

Mom2ReeseMom2Reese member
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I feel like I'm spinning in circles today. In my head, why did our very first IVF cycle work and we have our miracle Reese, but nothing has worked since then? FETs, IUIs and donor sperm. My body needs a rest - I know that. But, I just want to complete our family. Some people only want one child, are ok with one child -- me? I'm not. I want Reese to have a sibling - I LONG for that. I loved being pregnant - I want that again. When will this nightmare be over? Thanks for listening.
Wife for 6 years. Mommy to Reese, 3, after IVF. IUI #1 5/07 = BFN. IVF #1 7/07 = BFP (Reese :-)) FET #1 7/10 = BFN. FET #2 4/11 = BFN. IUI #2 9/11 = BFN. IUI #3 (with donor sperm) 11/11 = BFN. IVF with DE 5/12 = BFP! Beta #1 = 222. Beta #2 = 613. First u/s 6/9 due to bleeding and cramping = saw one beautiful baby! EED 2/3/13 M/C on 6/12/12 at 6 weeks. At a crossroads with our next steps... Read about my journey at: www.clayandjobeth.blogspot.com
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  • MouseygailMouseygail member
    (((((HUGS)))))  I'm so sorry :(  IF is so unfair :(
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  • KYRNKYRN

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    (((((HUGS)))))  I'm so sorry :(  IF is so unfair :(

    This!  It's just not fair

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  • PhillySuePhillySue
    ((HUGS)) I am so sorry.  IF is so cruel and unfair.  I hate that IF dictates the size of our families....it just sucks : (
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  • emmyloustuemmyloustu
    (((hugs)))
    Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker TTC since Dec '04 Severe MFI-diagnosed 12/06 3 failed Fresh IVFs FET #1 - BFP!! 2 blasts tx on day 6. Beta #1 8dp6dt = 56, Beta #2 = 600, Beta #3 = 5600 My Blog Image and video hosting by TinyPic Image and video hosting by TinyPic
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  • Mom2ReeseMom2Reese member
    Thank you Ladies. I look back 10 years ago when ALL I longed for was to be a wife and a mommy -- I am a wife to an excellent husband, and a mommy to a perfect little girl but never would have DREAMED this is the road we would've taken. First cancer for my husband, thus most of our issues. Then, IF.
    Wife for 6 years. Mommy to Reese, 3, after IVF. IUI #1 5/07 = BFN. IVF #1 7/07 = BFP (Reese :-)) FET #1 7/10 = BFN. FET #2 4/11 = BFN. IUI #2 9/11 = BFN. IUI #3 (with donor sperm) 11/11 = BFN. IVF with DE 5/12 = BFP! Beta #1 = 222. Beta #2 = 613. First u/s 6/9 due to bleeding and cramping = saw one beautiful baby! EED 2/3/13 M/C on 6/12/12 at 6 weeks. At a crossroads with our next steps... Read about my journey at: www.clayandjobeth.blogspot.com
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