Nightly Confessions

luvboston · November 2011

Let it rip........

HopingforChange · November 2011

I made lunch after church at two, ate, then fell asleep until six. I was supposed to clean the house. Still, I would do it again, happily!

babyquestnortheast · November 2011

I am in a FOUL mood. I should not answer the phone, the door, or speak to anyone at all. It's dangerous. I have no idea what my problem is.

VikingQueen · November 2011

I am not in the mood to deal with some people in my life that is all woe is me.. I just want to tell them they could have it so much worse.. and so I'm sitting here eating a whole cheese pizza and drinking a beer to calm me down.. oh and AF has been a total b!tch the past few days and I'm pretty sure that is why I'm in this mood. I know it's been almost 5 months since she visited but dang.. does she have to torture me?

hungryhippo · November 2011

I came close to posting mean comments to a select few people on my old BMB (which I never actually participated in, just lurked).

BarooGirl · November 2011

hungryhippo:
I came close to posting mean comments to a select few people on my old BMB (which I never actually participated in, just lurked).

I get it.
I participated in mine and liked most of the girls, but there were a few...

I am trying to stop lurking because I am feeling a mean comment is just itching to pop out.

FreyaWin2382 · November 2011

I should be cleaning out my closest and the rest of my disaster of a house....instead, I got sucked into a marathon of "Sister Wives" on TLC!!

hungryhippo · November 2011

BarooGirl:
hungryhippo:
I came close to posting mean comments to a select few people on my old BMB (which I never actually participated in, just lurked).

I get it.
I participated in mine and liked most of the girls, but there were a few...

I am trying to stop lurking because I am feeling a mean comment is just itching to pop out.

I promise not to post if you won't. I hope instead to direct this energy towards supporting any women with losses on a future BMB.

It is so tempting though...

babyquestnortheast · November 2011

FreyaWin2382:
I should be cleaning out my closest and the rest of my disaster of a house....instead, I got sucked into a marathon of "Sister Wives" on TLC!!

WAIT - there's a marathon on?? {heads over to TLC}

on_a_whim · November 2011

I just ate a 1/4 bag of milk chocolate chips...and now I feel like I'm going to hurl... Ick!

Rawr08 · November 2011

TTCAL is not the same anymore.

LEP424 · November 2011

I had a case of verbal diarrhea last night at my HS reunion. Chatting a former teammate/friend she asked where we stood with starting a family (or something to that nature... the wine was flowing freely). I blurted out it's been a bit challenging and we had a loss a few weeks ago...she felt horrible and felt a little liberated. Honestly, people just need to mind their own business. I understand this is a logical question, but one that struck a nerve. If wine consumption wasn't part of the equation I wouldn't have ever said anything but am kind of glad I did.

rainyday31 · November 2011

I told DH that I had a test tonight so that he would take DD and I could lock myself in the bedroom with the computer. Online classes rock!

BarooGirl · November 2011

hungryhippo:
BarooGirl:

hungryhippo:
I came close to posting mean comments to a select few people on my old BMB (which I never actually participated in, just lurked).

I get it.
I participated in mine and liked most of the girls, but there were a few...

I am trying to stop lurking because I am feeling a mean comment is just itching to pop out.

I promise not to post if you won't. I hope instead to direct this energy towards supporting any women with losses on a future BMB.

It is so tempting though...

Deal.

...unless there is something too bad to pass up. Then, all bets are off

I just went and lurked, the BMB is kinda dead. Most posts only have 2-8 comments on them. Those ladies are not very supportive.

raashton · November 2011

I've been in an extremely weepy mood about my loss and not being pregnant again, yet, since late Thursday/Friday.

I wish I could have cared more about school this semester. I was so excited to be starting my grad program this August, but I m/c the Saturday before school started and never found that passion again. Maybe next semester will be better!

rainyday31 · November 2011

I get what you are saying. I started this semester really strong, but lately I just go through the motions. My grades are still good, but I don't feel like I am putting the same effort into my work.

raashton · November 2011

hungryhippo:
I came close to posting mean comments to a select few people on my old BMB (which I never actually participated in, just lurked).

I never posted either. And being a glutton for punishment like I am, I still lurk. My fingers itch so badly to write some scathing remarks sometimes. You would think it would keep me away, but no, I keep coming back for more.

mikeANDjen448 · November 2011

DH made Chili today and we ate at 2pm, followed by a nap from 3-5:30pm, then more chili at 6:15....now back in bed watching Extreme Home Makeover. LOVE lazy sundays

Oh, and I POAS today at 12DPO and got a BFN...my fault really...what do I expect?!? I need to make my DH hide those things..... ugh!!

Brie2010 · November 2011

I have my f/u appointment for the D&C tomorrow. I really don't even want to go and am daydreaming about canceling and playing hooky from work tomorrow afternoon instead. It's with a doctor I've only met once, and probably won't stick with for any future PGs because we're moving. I was supposed to come in 2-3 weeks after the D&C, but because of his schedule I had to wait 4.

I feel like it's pointless and will just upset me. I've been feeling emotionally great this last week and I don't want to upset the balance. And I'm in the 2WW, so I don't want him to do any digging around in there and I know it's too early for a beta/ultrasound if something were miraculously to stick.

(I will still go. But I don't wanna and I'm going to pout about it.)

amandachs · November 2011

Rawr08:
TTCAL is not the same anymore.

I know that I don't understand exactly what you mean, but I feel the same way. Does that make sense? I'm trying really hard to be chipper tonight and it's just not working. I'm wondering if a crossing over is in my future... and it's weighing on my mind.

besoul · November 2011

Hey ladies,

After taking a little bump break for the holiday, it's nice to be back. Congrats to all the BFPs!!

My confession is that DH and I are way, way overbooked this holiday season. I should feel grateful that we have so many opportunities to spend time with loved ones. Instead, I feel a little resentful that I won't have any weekends to just relax until after the new year. And in between all our social obligations, I'm scheduled for a freaking hysteroscopy on what would have been my EDD. We cannot TTC until after the procedure, so I want to get it done asap.

Sigh. Thanks for listening. (((HUGS)))

besoul · November 2011

Brie2010:
I have my f/u appointment for the D&C tomorrow. I really don't even want to go and am daydreaming about canceling and playing hooky from work tomorrow afternoon instead. It's with a doctor I've only met once, and probably won't stick with for any future PGs because we're moving. I was supposed to come in 2-3 weeks after the D&C, but because of his schedule I had to wait 4.
I feel like it's pointless and will just upset me. I've been feeling emotionally great this last week and I don't want to upset the balance. And I'm in the 2WW, so I don't want him to do any digging around in there and I know it's too early for a beta/ultrasound if something were miraculously to stick.
(I will still go. But I don't wanna and I'm going to pout about it.)

Pout away. (((HUGS)))

bribri81404 · November 2011

Even though I decorated today for Christmas, my favorite time of year, I feel blah and sorta down... I'm gonna chalk it up to stupid AF cause she has been a real b!tch!! Hoping this week is a good one!

LaTi07 · November 2011

I don't really recognize a lot of the posters here anymore. A lot of the posters who were here when I joined have already moved on which I'm super stoked about, but just makes me a tad sad to feel like I'm always left behind.

[Deleted User] · November 2011

By some stroke of luck I ended up off of work today. Instead of making the most of my time off, FI and I slept until 12:30, went and bought Christmas lights, and ate Kinder's. And I don't know why but all day I've been down and kind of snappy, when I should have been overjoyed with a rare Sunday off.

emisi · November 2011

My confessions is that I've been super lazy this weekend. I didn't do more than two loads of laundry (oops), didn't clean anything... really, I'm lucky to still not be in my PJs. I did finish a video game, though. So that's an accomplishment, right?

amidkiff · November 2011

LaTi07:
I don't really recognize a lot of the posters here anymore. A lot of the posters who were here when I joined have already moved on which I'm super stoked about, but just makes me a tad sad to feel like I'm always left behind.

I know what you mean. I have bee here pretty much solid since February, and on and off since June 2010, and I don't recognize a lot of names either.

raashton · November 2011

Jessiebug81:

I decided tonight that I'm backing out of online grad school. I only have 2 or 3 semesters left but with work, our losses and now starting back with fertility treatments I just don't know that my sanity can deal with it. I'm sure I could manage but I know my full effort wouldn't be in it.

Finally making the decision and admitting it makes me feel like a lazy, cop out. I'll probably cope with beer and cookies.

There is nothing to feel negative about this decision! I don't think anyone ever leaves school (particularly grad school) without seriously weighing it. You do what you have to do to get the family that you deserve! School will be there when it is better for you and your family.

I would be lying if I said it didn't cross my mind more than once to go ahead and drop out of my program.

Deethebee · November 2011

The Jets played today so we went out and ate a ton of gutbusting bar food paired with more beers than I care to admit. I feel like a cow right now.

ChloBub · November 2011

In the past 48 hours I have watched 7 movies and have been in pajamas for all but 6 or 7 of those hours.

RedRose84 · November 2011

I let my dad get to me and he made me cry. I'm so irritated that I let him get to me like that. I snapped at him too and it made me feel even worse. I have since apologized, but am now in a sad mood. I miss my baby.

godzprncs · November 2011

AF started this weekend - early. It has been so off since my MC in August. I just feel down about the whole thing. Plus DH's job is so stressful lately - we are thankful he has a job but are currently so frustrated with what the company is doing. Just a crappy kind of day.

AmKaSaw · November 2011

I started smoking again. Embarrassed I'm going to quit as soon as I get a go-ahead to start TTC(we'll be waiting a couple months or more after that), and I know its horrible and unhealthy and disgusting...but its one of the few things getting me through this right now.

Please no judgements, I'm ashamed of myself. I hadn't touched a cigarette for 7 months... Angry

BarooGirl · November 2011

I just realized I have been here for almost a year.

My whole world was shaken Dec 6th 2010 with my first loss. And here I am again/still.

BarooGirl · November 2011

ChloBub:
In the past 48 hours I have watched 7 movies and have been in pajamas for all but 6 or 7 of those hours.

That is not a confession. That is just bragging Stick out tongue

I would love to spend 2 days in my PJs watching movies.

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