TTC After a Loss

*sigh*

DH just got home from work.  Every Sunday, when he gets home, he rolls around on the floor with the dogs for a bit.  It's quite cute and I love to sit here and watch.  Today, I couldn't help but think that when we have a little one, and they're big enough, they'll be playing with daddy along with Doggie Mae and Buddie when daddy gets home on Sundays and how much fun of a memory that will be for him/her, and how sweet it will be to sit here and watch.  And, instead of making me sad thinking of our lost LO, this thought makes me happy today. 
BFP #1 9-15-11; EDD 5-28-12. US 6w2d, growth

BFP #2 12-6-11 and 12-7-11; EDD 8-17-12. US 6w6d measuring 5w6d. Misoprostol Assisted m/c 1-16-12 at 9w3d.

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  • (hugs) that will be a great memory when it happens
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  • I love those little "windows into the future" moments.  I really think it makes our time here more bearable....if we didn't have hope, we would have misery....  

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    RLP: 2/2012: normal HSG 3/2012: normal

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    I have two angel babies that I will see again one day

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  • How sweet.... yes the day will come
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  • imagemikeANDjen448:
    I love those little "windows into the future" moments.  I really think it makes our time here more bearable....if we didn't have hope, we would have misery....  

    I love this.  My dad told me after my m/c that if I don't have hope, then how can I ever dream for the future.  I think about that every day.

    I love those little moments where you know everything will be okay.  

  • <3 this. :)

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    imagemikeANDjen448:
    I love those little "windows into the future" moments.  I really think it makes our time here more bearable....if we didn't have hope, we would have misery....  

    I love this.  My dad told me after my m/c that if I don't have hope, then how can I ever dream for the future.  I think about that every day.

    I love those little moments where you know everything will be okay.  

    I couldn't agree more.  Even when times are bad and we are down and bitter ::::points to self:::: it's good to know that *one* day in the future, we will look back on our time here as just a season of our lives. :)

    (with REALLY good support and friends might I add!!)


    TTC #1 since 5/2010 dx: annovulatory 

    RLP: 2/2012: normal HSG 3/2012: normal

     BFP #1 7/20/11 M/C 7/25/11. BFP #2 11/29/11 M/C 12/21/11

    I have two angel babies that I will see again one day

    BFP #3 10/27/12 EDD: 7/6/13

    Baby Emma arrived at 35 weeks by surprise on June 3rd, 2013!!


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    BFP #4: 5/23/14 EDD: 1/30/15  Emma's gonna be a big sister!

    Beta #1 19DPO: 213 Beta #2 21DPO: 674

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  • That's so cute! And that's a wonderful way to look at it!
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  • That is so sweet. It brought tears to my eyes and a smile to my face. ((Hugs)) I hope your day dream soon becomes reality.
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  • imagemikeANDjen448:
    I love those little "windows into the future" moments.  I really think it makes our time here more bearable....if we didn't have hope, we would have misery....  

    Amen sister! 

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  • This is a lovely look at what the future holds. I can't wait until that vision comes true for you. 

    My OB made a point to tell that as much as I acknowledge the milestones from my lost pregnancies, that it is okay to look forward to those of future pregnancies. She specifically said to get excited for summer maternity clothes etc... It is hard to look forward, but it is a small slice of positivity when I do it. 

    TTC #1 since January 2011
    BFP#1 April 12, 2011, EDD December 24, 2011, strong heart beat at 7w3d, d&c at 10w6d
    BFP#2 Oct 24, 2011, natural miscarriage, EDD unknown
    After RPL testing my losses and subsequent infertility are considered unexplained.
    Cycle #22: Femara, TI, and progesterone = BFP!! 
    BFP#3 Dec 21, 2012. Beta #1 @14dpo = 134, progesterone 67.8. Beta #2 @ 17dpo = 664! Team green, EDD 9/1/13, healthy baby boy born 9/12/13!
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  • Your DH sounds like he will be a great dad! I've been trying to be more hopeful about the future too lately. I think it really helps me to move forward. Hopefully your thoughts become a reality very soon!
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    Your DH sounds like he will be a great dad! I've been trying to be more hopeful about the future too lately. I think it really helps me to move forward. Hopefully your thoughts become a reality very soon!

    Thanks!  :)  He is (he's got three kids from two previous relationships, the two older we get three days a week or more and the younger lives far enough away that we only see him a few times a year).  Though he's not perfect, he loves his kids more than anything in the world, as do I, and we have a very open and honest relationship with them.  The fact that he's such an amazing dad is part of what attracted me to him.   I know he's looking forward to getting the chance to do things right this time (a planned pregnancy - none of the others were - with the woman he knows he'll be with for the rest of his life so we can actually do this together). 

    BFP #1 9-15-11; EDD 5-28-12. US 6w2d, growth

    BFP #2 12-6-11 and 12-7-11; EDD 8-17-12. US 6w6d measuring 5w6d. Misoprostol Assisted m/c 1-16-12 at 9w3d.

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  • imagemikeANDjen448:
    I love those little "windows into the future" moments.  I really think it makes our time here more bearable....if we didn't have hope, we would have misery....  

    My thoughts as well. Sometimes I wonder why I want to keep trying, and then I think about the future. It will be worth it, we just have to get there.

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  • What a wonderful image.  It is good to be able to look forward and smile.

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  • That is a really sweet thought. I hope it's here before you know it!

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    Betas: 10dpo: 10, 14dpo: 77, 17dpo: 270

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  • imagemikeANDjen448:
    imageRedRose84:

    imagemikeANDjen448:
    I love those little "windows into the future" moments.  I really think it makes our time here more bearable....if we didn't have hope, we would have misery....  

    I love this.  My dad told me after my m/c that if I don't have hope, then how can I ever dream for the future.  I think about that every day.

    I love those little moments where you know everything will be okay.  

    I couldn't agree more.  Even when times are bad and we are down and bitter ::::points to self:::: it's good to know that *one* day in the future, we will look back on our time here as just a season of our lives. :)

    (with REALLY good support and friends might I add!!)

    Yes, I can't wait for that one day to happen. :] 

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