DH just got home from work. Every Sunday, when he gets home, he rolls around on the floor with the dogs for a bit. It's quite cute and I love to sit here and watch. Today, I couldn't help but think that when we have a little one, and they're big enough, they'll be playing with daddy along with Doggie Mae and Buddie when daddy gets home on Sundays and how much fun of a memory that will be for him/her, and how sweet it will be to sit here and watch. And, instead of making me sad thinking of our lost LO, this thought makes me happy today.
BFP #1 9-15-11; EDD 5-28-12. US 6w2d, growth
BFP #2 12-6-11 and 12-7-11; EDD 8-17-12. US 6w6d measuring 5w6d. Misoprostol Assisted m/c 1-16-12 at 9w3d.
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Re: *sigh*
very sweet.
TTC #1 since 5/2010 dx: annovulatory
RLP: 2/2012: normal HSG 3/2012: normal
BFP #1 7/20/11 M/C 7/25/11. BFP #2 11/29/11 M/C 12/21/11
I have two angel babies that I will see again one day
BFP #3 10/27/12 EDD: 7/6/13
Baby Emma arrived at 35 weeks by surprise on June 3rd, 2013!!
BFP #4: 5/23/14 EDD: 1/30/15 Emma's gonna be a big sister!
Beta #1 19DPO: 213 Beta #2 21DPO: 674
I love this. My dad told me after my m/c that if I don't have hope, then how can I ever dream for the future. I think about that every day.
I love those little moments where you know everything will be okay.
I couldn't agree more. Even when times are bad and we are down and bitter ::::points to self:::: it's good to know that *one* day in the future, we will look back on our time here as just a season of our lives.
(with REALLY good support and friends might I add!!)
TTC #1 since 5/2010 dx: annovulatory
RLP: 2/2012: normal HSG 3/2012: normal
BFP #1 7/20/11 M/C 7/25/11. BFP #2 11/29/11 M/C 12/21/11
I have two angel babies that I will see again one day
BFP #3 10/27/12 EDD: 7/6/13
Baby Emma arrived at 35 weeks by surprise on June 3rd, 2013!!
BFP #4: 5/23/14 EDD: 1/30/15 Emma's gonna be a big sister!
Beta #1 19DPO: 213 Beta #2 21DPO: 674
BFP #1 and M/C 5/2011
BFP #2 7/1/2011, Blighted ovums officially diagnosed at 9w6d, D&C 8/19/2011.
BFP #3 12/7/2011, EDD 8/15/2012, Harper Lorelai born 8/09/12
Amen sister!
This is a lovely look at what the future holds. I can't wait until that vision comes true for you.
My OB made a point to tell that as much as I acknowledge the milestones from my lost pregnancies, that it is okay to look forward to those of future pregnancies. She specifically said to get excited for summer maternity clothes etc... It is hard to look forward, but it is a small slice of positivity when I do it.
BFP#1 April 12, 2011, EDD December 24, 2011, strong heart beat at 7w3d, d&c at 10w6d
BFP#2 Oct 24, 2011, natural miscarriage, EDD unknown
After RPL testing my losses and subsequent infertility are considered unexplained.
Cycle #22: Femara, TI, and progesterone = BFP!!
BFP#3 Dec 21, 2012. Beta #1 @14dpo = 134, progesterone 67.8. Beta #2 @ 17dpo = 664! Team green, EDD 9/1/13, healthy baby boy born 9/12/13!
Congratulations to the fabulous KGS2003! Her sweet boys are here! Grow boys grow!!!
Thanks!
He is (he's got three kids from two previous relationships, the two older we get three days a week or more and the younger lives far enough away that we only see him a few times a year). Though he's not perfect, he loves his kids more than anything in the world, as do I, and we have a very open and honest relationship with them. The fact that he's such an amazing dad is part of what attracted me to him. I know he's looking forward to getting the chance to do things right this time (a planned pregnancy - none of the others were - with the woman he knows he'll be with for the rest of his life so we can actually do this together).
BFP #2 12-6-11 and 12-7-11; EDD 8-17-12. US 6w6d measuring 5w6d. Misoprostol Assisted m/c 1-16-12 at 9w3d.
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My thoughts as well. Sometimes I wonder why I want to keep trying, and then I think about the future. It will be worth it, we just have to get there.
BFP#1 10 wk missed mc
BFP#2 DS born at 40+2 on 8/14/12 BFP#3 DD Born at 39+3 on 5/13/14
[spoiler] My Blog: Grow Baby Grow
BFP #1: 12/2009 m/c 1/2010 BFP #2: 6/2010 m/c 8/2010
BFP #3: 10/2011 ectopic 11/2011 (right tube removed, learned left tube was probably nonfunctional due to scar tissue from infection after m/c)
3 failed IUIs, IVF #1: 18R, 12M, 10F, 3 poor quality 5d embryos transferred= BFP #4!!!!!
Betas: 9dp5dt: 64 ~14dp5dt: 91 (expecting miscarriage, doubling time of 236 hours) ~16dp5dt: 200~18dp5dt: 500
First Ultrasound at 6w2d revealed two sacs, only one with a heartbeat
LK arrived after 42 weeks on August 14, 2013! Beautiful, healthy, and happy!
TTC#2: IVF booked for April 2015
Surprise BFP#5 February 19, 2015 EDD: November 2, 2015
Betas: 10dpo: 10, 14dpo: 77, 17dpo: 270
First Ultrasound at 5w1d showed a miracle UTE baby! And right ovary ovulation to left fallopian tube.
JD arrived at 38 weeks on October 20, 2015.
TTC #3: Since October 2017. BFP #6 July 2, 2018 EDD: March 16, 2019 [/spoiler]
Yes, I can't wait for that one day to happen. :]