TTC After a Loss

Nightly Confessions

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6 m/c
Anovulatory cycles, increased Synthroid Diagnosed Sep 2010
Natural cycle Dec 2010 BFP M/C 6 1/2 Weeks, D&E Jan 2011
1 Clomid/Ovidrel BFN May 2011
Natural cycle Aug 2011 BFP M/C 4 Weeks
1 IUI Sept 2011 BFP M/c 7 weeks
Provera Dec 2011 BFP M/C 3 Weeks
DQ ALPHA HLA MATCH, High NK Cells Diagnosed Dec 2011
IVF March 2012 BFP m/c 4weeks 5 days (IL, Prednisone)
IVF#2w/DS July 2012 MEGA FAILURE BFN (IL, Dexamethasone)
Diagnosed No real HLA Match, DQ Beta Triad, High TNF, Low NK Cells
Oct 2012 Natural Cycle m/c 4wks (Lovenox, Prednisone) 
Went to Beer Center- high tnf, low lad, implantation failure
Nov/Dec 2012 LIT Treatment
Dec 12 Humira
Jan 2013 BFP
Humira,LIT,Prednisone, Lovenox, IVIG, Baby Aspirin
Miracle Born August 2013 Premature

Yours doesn't have to be a sad story



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Re: Nightly Confessions

  • DH can be such a slob sometimes...He literally walks through the door, kicks off his shoes, undresses there and leaves his stuff in the living room. He knows it drives me nuts! So this morning I picked up all the clothes and shoes off the floor and dumped them on him while he was sleeping. Devil
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  • imageDeethebee:
    DH can be such a slob sometimes...He literally walks through the door, kicks off his shoes, undresses there and leaves his stuff in the living room. He knows it drives me nuts! So this morning I picked up all the clothes and shoes off the floor and dumped them on him while he was sleeping. Devil

    This made me laugh so hard!!  My DH leaves his stuff around the house and I just pick them up and throw them in his closet.  Next time, I'm going to try your way. :] 

  • I spent the morning at Sportsman's Warehouse, Sports Authority, Wal-Mart and Joann's Fabric.  I'm ready to throat punch everybody.  I hate people.  And it snowed for the past three days.  Apparently, here in Alaska, snow means people drive like douches.  Because, you know, it never snows here...

    On a happy note, I have a date with my friend tonight.  We're going to Boston's for pizza, then to see Breaking Dawn.  Woot!

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    After 7 years of no ovulation...
    BFP#1 10/24/11 ~ EDD 6/29/12 ~ Natural m/c 11/2/11
    BFP#2 2/3/12 ~ Alice born 9/26/12


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  • I'm having twinges that remind me of the implantation cramping I had last time around.  Last time, I had light twinges on one side from 6-10DPO and it's 5DPO today.

    I'm pretty sure I'm going nuts.  It's a good thing I packed my HPTs in a box and sealed them with tape so I can't get to them until my test day, ha.

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  • I've been shopping online at Old Navy and couldn't help but look at the maternity clothes.  I found a super cute top for $10 and it's in my cart.  I'm afraid to click "buy"...not sure if I'll jinx myself, or will good things my way.

    Also, I keep looking at the May 2012 board.  I must enjoy torture!

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    BFP#2 - 04/01/12, EDD 12/12/12, Arrived 12/4/12!!
    BFP#3 - 12/31/13, EDD 09/10/14 - Grow baby, grow!

  • imageTA110980:

    I've been shopping online at Old Navy and couldn't help but look at the maternity clothes.  I found a super cute top for $10 and it's in my cart.  I'm afraid to click "buy"...not sure if I'll jinx myself, or will good things my way.

    Also, I keep looking at the May 2012 board.  I must enjoy torture!

    I still lurk on June 2012.  I can't help myself!

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    BFP#2 2/3/12 ~ Alice born 9/26/12


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  • imageRedRose84:

    imageDeethebee:
    DH can be such a slob sometimes...He literally walks through the door, kicks off his shoes, undresses there and leaves his stuff in the living room. He knows it drives me nuts! So this morning I picked up all the clothes and shoes off the floor and dumped them on him while he was sleeping. Devil

    This made me laugh so hard!!  My DH leaves his stuff around the house and I just pick them up and throw them in his closet.  Next time, I'm going to try your way. :] 

    LOL he just rolled over and went back to sleep! But hopefully I got my point across!

  • imageTA110980:

    I've been shopping online at Old Navy and couldn't help but look at the maternity clothes.  I found a super cute top for $10 and it's in my cart.  I'm afraid to click "buy"...not sure if I'll jinx myself, or will good things my way.

    Also, I keep looking at the May 2012 board.  I must enjoy torture!

    I just went and looked at the March 2011 board today so I must also enjoy torture. Know that you are not alone.

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    BFP #1
    07/04/10. EDD 03/14/11. Missed m/c 08/09/10. D&C 09/27/10. }Casey & Jaimie{
    BFP #2 01/14/11. EDD 09/25/11. Missed m/c 02/18/11. D&C 02/24/11. }Dustin{
    TTA for 18 months and then TTC for 12 months
    BFP #3 08/18/13. EDD 04/30/14. Missed m/c 09/25/13. D&C 09/26/13. }Daylin{
    TTA for 7 months
    Jan-Mar 2014 - RPL, SHG, karotyping: all results normal
    TTC Again May 2014
    Progesterone & baby aspirin combo for 5 cycles
    - All BFN's
    SA with DNA fragmentation = Perfect results

    Diagnostic cycle monitoring = Polycystic ovaries leading to premature egg release
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    Jan 2015 - Medicated cycle with timed intercourse
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  • I confess that I hate the bridesmaids dresses my future SIL picked out, and I really hope I'm too KU to wear it by her wedding.
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    I confess that I hate the bridesmaids dresses my future SIL picked out, and I really hope I'm too KU to wear it by her wedding.
    Hahah this is great! That would be just what she deserves. :)
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  • I have been acting like a crazy person and and taking my temps all throughout the day for the last two days! I am 11DPO and trying very hard not to test until at least Monday... but I am so fearful that I'm not pg and I don't want to give up the hope for this cycle so I keep checking my temps throughout the day to make sure that they are still high...  I know! I know!  Absolutely stupid!!  DH was making fun of me today.... ugh

    TTC #1 since 5/2010 dx: annovulatory 

    RLP: 2/2012: normal HSG 3/2012: normal

     BFP #1 7/20/11 M/C 7/25/11. BFP #2 11/29/11 M/C 12/21/11

    I have two angel babies that I will see again one day

    BFP #3 10/27/12 EDD: 7/6/13

    Baby Emma arrived at 35 weeks by surprise on June 3rd, 2013!!


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    BFP #4: 5/23/14 EDD: 1/30/15  Emma's gonna be a big sister!

    Beta #1 19DPO: 213 Beta #2 21DPO: 674

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  • My DH's ex gf's sister invited him to her baby shower but he wouldn't tell me at first who it was for. I had to figure it out for myself. I have nothing against the sister, but I do against his ex.(Long story short she told lies on him to try to get me to break up with him and then continued to cause drama with us. I am so mad that I cussed(been awhile since I had because I tried to cut down bc DH doesn't like it). I wouldn't be so mad if he had just told me out right and he won't even tell me if he plans on stopping by or not. I ended up going to our room and crying. I should be having my own baby shower in about 2 months if I hadn't of lost out LO. PG people have just been getting to me lately. I would be super happy for any of you ladies to be PG, its just other around me that has never had trouble getting there..... Sorry that got so long.
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  • My DH and I went to my granny's house and ate wayyyyy too much leftover Turkey day things!!! Stuffed to the max, but totally worth it.
  • imagemikeANDjen448:
    I have been acting like a crazy person and and taking my temps all throughout the day for the last two days! I am 11DPO and trying very hard not to test until at least Monday... but I am so fearful that I'm not pg and I don't want to give up the hope for this cycle so I keep checking my temps throughout the day to make sure that they are still high...  I know! I know!  Absolutely stupid!!  DH was making fun of me today.... ugh

    I don't blame you, your chart does look very pretty!

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  • I feel like I am crazy this cycle. In the past I have ovulated by CD 13. Well today my temp dropped so now I know I didn't O on CD 10 like I orginally thought. I'm so worried that I won't ovulate this cycle, and I keep checking my CP and CM. Seriously, every time I go to the bathroom I am checking my fertility signs. I hate feeling like this.
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  • imageTA110980:

    I've been shopping online at Old Navy and couldn't help but look at the maternity clothes.  I found a super cute top for $10 and it's in my cart.  I'm afraid to click "buy"...not sure if I'll jinx myself, or will good things my way.

    Also, I keep looking at the May 2012 board.  I must enjoy torture!

    Today was the first day I have been tempted to look at the July 2012 board - I didn't because I'm afraid I'll break down in tears but I know I'm going to end up doing it in the next few days - it's only a matter of time. 

    Still have been eating waay too many Thanksgiving leftovers and did not start exercising today as intended...  There's always tomorrow. 

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  • I just said this morning that I hope this is our month to get KU and stay KU so the Aug 4th wedding that is already making me crazy will be out of the question. If i hear "matron of honor" again someone might get hurt!

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  • imagerainyday31:

    imagemikeANDjen448:
    I have been acting like a crazy person and and taking my temps all throughout the day for the last two days! I am 11DPO and trying very hard not to test until at least Monday... but I am so fearful that I'm not pg and I don't want to give up the hope for this cycle so I keep checking my temps throughout the day to make sure that they are still high...  I know! I know!  Absolutely stupid!!  DH was making fun of me today.... ugh

    I don't blame you, your chart does look very pretty!

    Why thank you!  I only wish that a pretty chart meant pretty and pregnant!!  We shall see.... :) FX.....


    TTC #1 since 5/2010 dx: annovulatory 

    RLP: 2/2012: normal HSG 3/2012: normal

     BFP #1 7/20/11 M/C 7/25/11. BFP #2 11/29/11 M/C 12/21/11

    I have two angel babies that I will see again one day

    BFP #3 10/27/12 EDD: 7/6/13

    Baby Emma arrived at 35 weeks by surprise on June 3rd, 2013!!


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    BFP #4: 5/23/14 EDD: 1/30/15  Emma's gonna be a big sister!

    Beta #1 19DPO: 213 Beta #2 21DPO: 674

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  • imagerainyday31:
    I feel like I am crazy this cycle. In the past I have ovulated by CD 13. Well today my temp dropped so now I know I didn't O on CD 10 like I orginally thought. I'm so worried that I won't ovulate this cycle, and I keep checking my CP and CM. Seriously, every time I go to the bathroom I am checking my fertility signs. I hate feeling like this.

    Don't get your hopes down!  Your temp drop was still above your cover line....  wait a few days.  As far as Oing.....I had 2 previous attempts at Oing this cycle before I actually did and it was 10 days later than last cycle.   GL this cycle!!


    TTC #1 since 5/2010 dx: annovulatory 

    RLP: 2/2012: normal HSG 3/2012: normal

     BFP #1 7/20/11 M/C 7/25/11. BFP #2 11/29/11 M/C 12/21/11

    I have two angel babies that I will see again one day

    BFP #3 10/27/12 EDD: 7/6/13

    Baby Emma arrived at 35 weeks by surprise on June 3rd, 2013!!


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    BFP #4: 5/23/14 EDD: 1/30/15  Emma's gonna be a big sister!

    Beta #1 19DPO: 213 Beta #2 21DPO: 674

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  • The first thing I did when I got home from work was eat a piece of pumpkin pie. Immediately after, I felt guilty. Immediately after THAT I wished I was pregnant so I could have that excuse again...Oh how I miss being pregnant...Sad
  • Just got home from seeing Breaking Dawn. I didn't full on cry, but I did tear up during the ooshy gooshy hug the belly and oh-i-love-this-baby scenes. 

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    After 7 years of no ovulation...
    BFP#1 10/24/11 ~ EDD 6/29/12 ~ Natural m/c 11/2/11
    BFP#2 2/3/12 ~ Alice born 9/26/12


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  • I have an early morning confession; I am insanely proud of myself for not POAS this morning at 7dpo. I was so tempted, I know seeing the BFN would devastate me
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