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Note to self...

jessa8909jessa8909
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Never test on a holiday. Because when you get that ugly BFN it really sucks to have to slap on a smile and visit the in-laws all day.

Wish me luck today guys. It's going to be a LONG day...

Married on August 15, 2009
TTC #1 since October 2009
Diagnosed with PCOS September 2011
Started Metformin November 2011
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  • jessa8909jessa8909

    Thanks. I figured it would be a BFN but no matter what you're expecting BFN's always are really hard. 

    Married on August 15, 2009
    TTC #1 since October 2009
    Diagnosed with PCOS September 2011
    Started Metformin November 2011
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  • kathrynlokathrynlo member
    Sorry hun. Still try to enjoy your day ((hugs))
    TTC #1 since 6/2010
    8 IUIs - 3 Cancelled cycles - 1 Ectopic Pregnancy with Left tube removal = A broken heart
    IVF #1 : Fall 2012
    15R - 13M - 13F w/ICSI - Transferred 2 day 5 blasts = BFP!!!
    8 Frosties!
    Beta #1: 135, Beta #2: 312, Beta #3: 996
    10/21: Saw one beautiful flickering heartbeat! EDD: 6/12/13
    ?S/PAIFW?

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  • akakselakaksel
    I'm sorry!
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  • TJ1979TJ1979 member
    Oh boo, so sorry.  That is no fun.  GL.
    TTC with PCOS since November 2009
    IUI#1 Femara/Ovidrel (cd 3-7) = BFP, m/c
    IUI#2 Femara/Ovidrel (cd 5-9) = BFN
    IUI#3 Femara/Ovidrel (cd 3-7) = BFP!
    beta #1 11/23 = 270, P4 = 75
    beta #2 11/28 = 2055
    Our daughter E was born 7/29/2012!
    Surprise, our 2nd daughter P was born 5/22/14!
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  • lincoln79lincoln79 member
    i am right with you girl. i tested this morning and got a bfn on tgiving and our anniversary and now i get to spend tgiving alone pondering the stark whiteness of the strip bc mh is working. wish af would start so i could get drunk as i sit by myself.
    TTC #1 since 12/2010 DH: MFI, cancer survivor Me: Resected septate uterus, lap treated mild endo, tubes open, ovulate on own, autoimmune disease 3 Failed IUI's (2/2012, 4/2012, 6/2012) 
    IVF #1 August 2012. BFP! Beta #1 56.7 Beta #2 150 One baby, one heartbeat on 9/20/12! no h/b @7w6d. dandc @8w0d, 
    FET #1 December 2012, BFN
    FET #2 February 2013, no embies survived thaw
    IVF #2, BFP #2, Loss #2 March 2013, Scar tissue discovered, RPL testing,
    IVF #3, BFP #3, Loss #3 (twins) September 2013
    Hostile ute, moving onto Gestational Carrier!

    GC/FET #1 of 1 5AA blast and 1 compacted blast, February 2014, BFP #4 on 3/1/2014!
    6w u/s 1 bean with h/b of 145 bpm, 8w u/s 187 bpm
    EDD 11/7/14. Please, please, please stick little one!

    Praying unceasingly for a miracle. ALL welcome!

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  • pulga131pulga131
    Sorry about the BFN :( Enjoy some drinks today to help you endure your day
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  • loulou182loulou182 member
    Hopefully, you'll get a bfp for Christmas! That's a better holiday to get a bfp on anyways.
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  • jessa8909jessa8909

    Thanks so much everyone. No drinks yet though. My cycle is so screwed up that I'm not 100% sure that I've even o'ed yet. I'm going to give AF another week to show and then I'll test again. I'm finally on my full dose of Met (1500mg) so hopefully that helps...

    Thanks again everyone. Happy Thanksgiving! 

    Married on August 15, 2009
    TTC #1 since October 2009
    Diagnosed with PCOS September 2011
    Started Metformin November 2011
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  • keliserkeliser member
    Yuck... Hope the day passes quickly for you.
    Anniversary TTC since Oct 2009
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    BFP June 3,2012
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    Forced 6 month break.
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  • lily8543lily8543 member
    I'm sorry! Hope Christmas is better for you!
    TTC #1 with PCOS and mild MFI
    10-21-11 Clomid & Ovidrel IUI #1= BFN
    11-18-11 Clomid & Ovidrel IUI #2= ?
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  • zookbridezookbride member

    Yeah, that's why I waited until tonight to test... however, the BFN still sucks. I'm just glad I didn't have to fake smiles during our family time today. It really was a good day today.

     Now just waiting on AF...and when she shows I'm sure my "woe is me" side will come out. I usually can handle the neg tests b/c in the back of my mind I am always thinking it ain't over until AF...but once she shows up I'm devastated. :(

    I'm sorry your morning was ruined...hopefully the rest of the day wasn't so bad.

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    **TTC since 04/09, C/P 02/02/10; 4 weeks, 3 days**
    **Dx: Anovulation, Hypothryroidism, Mild Endo, Pituitary Adenoma (prolactin issues), PAI-1, MFI **

    **7/10: Clomid + TI= BFN**
    **3/2/11: 1st RE appointment**
    **DH= Morph= 2%, Motility= 30%**
    **HSG= All clear!!**
    **3/11: Femara + Pregnyl + TI= BFN**
    **5/17/11: Laparoscopy / hysteroscopy = mild endo**
    **7/11: Novarel + IUI #1= BFN (7mil, 75% motility, 2% morph)**
    **8/11: Femara + Novarel + IUI #2= BFN (11mil, 35% motility, 1% morph)**
    **11/11: Femara + Novarel + IUI #3= BFN (9mil, 2% morph)**
    **Jan 2012: Follistim (75ius) + IUI #4= CANCELLED due to cyst -put on bcp**
    **Feb 2012: Follistim (75ius) + Novarel + IUI #4.2= BFFN (2.5mil, 13% motility, 1% morph)**
    **Mar 2012: Follistim (100ius) + IUI #5= CANCELLED due to 35mm & 14mm cysts**
    **On med break indefinitely...IF Sucks!**

    **Jan 2013: Follistim (100ius) + IUI #5.2= CANCELLED due to high prolactin level, MRI scheduled, pituitary adenoma found, put on Dostinex**
    **Mar 2013: Follistim (100ius) + IUI #5.3= CANCELLED due to uterine polyp, surgery scheduled for polypectomy and D&C**
    **03/22/13: Hysteroscopy, polypectomy and D&C**
    **May 2013: Finally got to start a cycle!!! Follistim (100ius) + IUI #5.4 = BFFN (6mil, 74% motility, 2% morph)** 

    **Jun 2013: Decide to start IVF**
    IVF w/ICSI #1 (Long Lupron Protocol)
    06/26/13: Start BCPs
    07/02/13: HSG #2= all clear
    07/15/13: Start Lupron 10 ius
    07/25/13: Suppression check
    07/28/13: Start stims (225IUs Follistim + 75IUs Menopur) drop to 5 IUs Lupron
    08/01/13: Monitoring: 12 follicles all about 10mm, E2- 313
    08/04/13: Monitoring: 18 follicles (15mm, 13mm, a few 11mm, rest 10mm or below) E2- 1,505
    Start Augmentin- antibiotic prep
    08/06/13: Monitoring: 13 follicles (18mm, 17mm, rest b/w 15mm-16mm!) Ready to trigger!! E2- 2,248
    08/08/13: ER-- 14R, 13M, 10F 
    08/11/13: One fertilized late, we now have 11 embryos!
    08/13/13: 5dt-- 2 blasts (Sheldon and Penny) 3AA and 3BB, none to freeze
    8/23/13: BFFN... Sheldon and Penny didn't stick**

    **8/29/13: Follow up... bad fragmentation issues. Changing protocol to Antagonist for round #2 coming soon! Also started on 81mg Aspirin after getting blood panel done and found out I have PAI-1**

    **Oct 2013: After large cysts, finally starting IVF #2**
    IVF w/ICSI #2 (Antagonist Protocol)
    BCPs started back in Sept due to cysts
    10/27/13: Start stims (225 IUs Gonal-F + 75 IUs Menopur)
    11/03/13 - 11/05/13: Add Ganirelix to the mix
    11/06/13: 3 follicles at 18mm-- Ready to trigger!
    11/08/13: ER-- 17R, 13M, 8F
    11/13/13: 5dt-- 2 blasts (Luke and Leia) 5AB and 4AB, 1 frostie
    11/20/13- 11/23/13: light positives on FRERs and Wondofos
    11/22/13: BFN per RE office (under HCG of 10)
    11/27/13: CP ::sigh::

    *12/03/13: Follow up...great response and quality this time, was given 50% chance of it working, just didn't stick. Great plan for 2014! 

    **Jan 2014: Last IVF of our SRP**
    IVF w/ICSI, freeze all, then FET
    12/27/13: Start BCPs
    01/19/14: Stims (375 IUs Gonal-F + 75 IUs Menopur)

    Congratulations Cutebride!! --TWINS!! Congratulations, Luvie, on your sweet boy! Congrats, Jess! So happy for you ladies! <3<3  
    ~~Also best of luck to Kati, illinigal, and youngin!~~

    *S/PAIFW*

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  • DoubleBubble08DoubleBubble08
    UGH! I know. I was in a terrible mood all day yesterday.
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