For what it's worth, here's a bit of an intro. DD was born in July and when we came home I cried nonstop for an entire day. There were times when I couldn't console her, and so I would cry. I did have thoughts before, but never acted on them. There were two incidents where I got so frustrated, I scared her, but as soon and she started sobbing, so did I. I tried to hide it and it worked, until tonight. I was stuck in congestion for a good hour, with no where to pull over and DD cried for literally the entire car ride home (we were visiting my mom who lives 2 hours away). My temper got the best of me and I kept yelling to shut up, that she was fine, and there was no reason to cry. But then I would start crying too.I know now that this is stupid, for one. DB even said I was being a "crazy b***h" and needed to calm down. I broke down crying, and now I wonder if I should just let it go, or talk to my OB.
WDYT?
Re: Should I Call A Doctor?
::: hugs :::
If in doubt, of course, call your OB. I'm sure he or she will be happy to bring you in and hear what you have to say and get you on a good course of action.
If you need more info, I recommend checking out postpartumprogress.com for resources/stories/etc.
~~ married 8.11.07
~~ DD1 1.16.11 ~~ DD2 1.3.14 ~~
~~ BFP3 12.22.15 MMC 2.29.16 @ 13 weeks ~~
~~ 2 D&Cs (3.1.16 and 3.10.16) for MMC
~~ BFP4 10.27.16 MMC 1.23.17 @ 16 weeks ~~ D&E 1.26.17 ~~
Like ladipale said, call your doctor. That sort of stress would make anyone a little crazy, but it sounds like it's building up to a bad place. Knowing that rationally the stress and reactions are wrong is one thing. But if emotionally it doesn't make a difference and you can't talk yourself down - it's a good idea to get some help.
postpartumprogress is a great resource.