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1 year ago..

 

1 year ago...we were on cloud nine praying and believing that our pregnancy would stick even bought a maternity shirt that said "tis the season to be pregnant" to announce our miracle to our families.

Little did we know, the next morning we would be told that my beta went down and that I was miscarrying. I miscarried on Thanksgiving. *sigh* I can't believe its been a year. Crying

I was so hoping and praying to be able to wear that shirt this holiday season, yet its still packed away.... 

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  • I am so sorry for your loss :(

    It's horrible, and impossible to forget or move past. Hopefully you can find something else to smile about over the holidays, and I wish you the best of luck going forward (*hugs*).

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  • I`m so sorry. The holidays are hard enough without having to deal with IF. Hope things get better for you.
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  • I'm so sorry for your loss.  The holiday season can be a difficult time of the year in general, but adding in the memory of a loss is even harder.  T&P's to you and YH. 
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    TTC since 2008
    Dh:34, no issues.  Me:31, Endo, slightly hypothyroid, deformed ovary, paracentric inversion.
    4 Gonal-F, Cetrotide, HcG, Crinone +TI cycles= all BFN
    Lap in 2012 to remove large unresolving cyst discovered endo and double lobed ovary.
     6 Gonal-F, Cetrotide, HcG, Crinone IUI cycles= All BFN,
    1st IVF w/ICSI- June '13 Antagonist: Gonal-F, Menopur, Ganirelix, HcG, Estradiol, Crinone= 7 retrieved, 4 mature, 1 unfertilized, 2 abnormally fertilized, 1 normally fertilized.  2DT of only embryo and our miracle BFP.
    Our beloved baby boy was born sleeping Oct. 13, 2013 due to pROM/IC/Uterine infection.
    2nd IVF w/ICSI- Feb. '14 EPP/lupron/antagonist: Estrace, lupron, HGH, Gonal-F, Menopur, HcG, PIO, lovenox, doxy/dex.=21 retrieved, 16 mature, 15 fertilized!!  5dt of 1 blast/ 6 frozen. BFP!  Beta 1 9dp5dt:83.9  Beta 2: 11dp5dt: 145.2  Beta 3  14dp5dt: 497  Please be our sticky rainbow baby!

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  • I'm so sorry about your loss and that the holidays bring about that memory.  Hugs
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  • I'm so sorry. I know how hard it can be when you set deadlines for yourself and you don't reach them. I hope you can enjoy the holiday in your own way.
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    PCOS--TTC since 11/2010:   
    5 cycles of Clomid: all BFN, 1 cycle of Follistim:CP
    1 year break thanks to deployment.
    1 cycle Follistim: BFN, Lap to remove peritubal cyst May 2013
    2 cycles Follistim + trigger: BFN, Gonal F +IUI April 2014: BFP!!!!!! 

    Boy/Girl Twins due Jan 5, 2015!!! 


  • I am so sorry.  T&P's that you can get through this holiday season without too much sadness.
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  • Thanks ladies. I so appreciate it
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  • I am very sorry for your loss.
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    TTC since March/April 2010
    DX: MFI - less than 1 million sperm, 26% motility
    DH put on anastrozole to increase counts
    June/July 2011 100 mg Clomid + TS IUI#1 & IUI 2 - BFN :-(
    Forced break due to DH getting spinal surgery in August 2011
    IVF - January 2012: BFN
    FET in April 2012 - BFP at 6dp5dt! Beta #1 at 9dp5dt: 82.5, Beta #2 at 12dp5dt: 352 Beta #3 at 19dp5dt: 6000, saw heartbeat and one little bean at 5W6D!
    After nearly 3 years of waiting our LO was born December 18th 2012!
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