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i'm an idiot and i POAS

malderman1malderman1
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so im 9dpiui and 11 days post my ovidrel trigger - and i POAS ... ugh ... i see a very faint faint line (i even tore the test strip apart to make sure the line i was seeing wasn't just a glare ... im a nut) - my DH sees it as well but now im sitting here wondering if it's still the trigger, or is my own HCG just low ... i guess now i just have to really wait - i know ive read girls will test out their trigger, but i just couldn't contain myself anymore - even tho im supposed to have my beta wed - these last few days have really wore me out! im trying to be realistic and realize that this is totally not an accurate reading but i wanted to vent bc i know ppl ask this question a lot and now im like should i have just listened to everyone else and just waited!! (im going to wind up having to wait anyway!!) - thanks for letting me vent :) GL to you ladies, and those of you also in this agonizing 2ww!
TTC since May 2010
ME: 29, DH: 29
dx: MFI due to uncontrolled diabetes
10/2011 baseline bw, us and HSG - ALL CLEAR!!, SA #s were looking good
Nov 7 2011 Clomid monitored ultrasound - 2 follies on left side (one was 18-20mm the other was 22 mm) and 1 medium follie on right side
Nov 9 2011 IUI #1 clomid + ovidrel trigger
Nov 23 2011 BFP!!
beta #1 11/23: 228, progesterone: 38, beta #2 11/25: 426, progesterone: over 40, beta #3 11/29: over 1100, progesterone: 30.4, beta #4 12/2: 1800, progesterone: 20.4 - starting progesterone suppositories, beta #5 12/6: 1600 :(, progesterone: 19, after a rollercoater of up & down betas we went ahead with the methotrexate shots and ultimately had a m/c 12/2011 :(

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  • pinkangelmoonpinkangelmoon member
    Ugh I feel ya! I tested 8dpiui in the evening just to confirm the trigger was out, fully expecting it to be negative. And it was positive. I literally said "crap" out loud. Not what I expected my reaction to a positive HPT to be at this point! I'm at 10dpiui (12 days past trigger) and it's still positive. And I swear it looks like it's getting darker, it's definitely not any lighter.  Why do we do this to ourselves?? My beta is Monday. Hope this is it for us! Good luck!!
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  • lady_chance_99lady_chance_99
    I feel you. I poas today at ten dpo and got a bfn so now i have to wait and test again... good luck and i hope the bfp is a true one for you...
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  • malderman1malderman1
    thanks ladies :) im going to do it again on saturday morning with a FMU (i bought a 3 pack, might as well use them up!! ha ha) and then again on wed. if AF doesn't show up - it's so misleading bc u know even tho you're doing it, theres  agood chance it may not be accurate!!
    TTC since May 2010
    ME: 29, DH: 29
    dx: MFI due to uncontrolled diabetes
    10/2011 baseline bw, us and HSG - ALL CLEAR!!, SA #s were looking good
    Nov 7 2011 Clomid monitored ultrasound - 2 follies on left side (one was 18-20mm the other was 22 mm) and 1 medium follie on right side
    Nov 9 2011 IUI #1 clomid + ovidrel trigger
    Nov 23 2011 BFP!!
    beta #1 11/23: 228, progesterone: 38, beta #2 11/25: 426, progesterone: over 40, beta #3 11/29: over 1100, progesterone: 30.4, beta #4 12/2: 1800, progesterone: 20.4 - starting progesterone suppositories, beta #5 12/6: 1600 :(, progesterone: 19, after a rollercoater of up & down betas we went ahead with the methotrexate shots and ultimately had a m/c 12/2011 :(

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