It started last night when I started to have anxitiy about everything. I ended up not sleeping till like four am. When I got up at 830 I was still super tired and couldn't breath, so I decided I would lay on the couch and watch tv a little. Thank goodness it was my day off. So I fell asleep on the couch and when I woke up I really didn't feel like doing anything. As the day went on I just started thinking more and more about wanting a baby. I ended up in tears the rest of the day. I just now got up off the couch only because the dogs needed to be walked. This whole thing sucks so bad. After getting my tubes cleaned out my doc gave me three months to get pregnant and well this is the last cycle before I have to go back. I really feel that we are going to have to go though alot to get pregnant. Three years and one miscarriage is to much time. Thanks for hearing my sad day I feel a little better just getting it out.
Re: Bad day
Oct 2011~Second round clomid 50 mg; BFN
Nov 2011~Third round clomid 50 mg: BFP
Dec 11- Beta #1 91;Dec 13- Beta #2 186.2
Dec 27- third miscarriage
May 25th- Beta #1 369;May 27th- Beta #2 798
Baby girl born Jan 23, 9lbs 3oz, 21 1/2" long
May 27th-Beta #1 80; May 29th- Beta #2 304; May 31st- Beta #3 860
IUI#2 Femara/Ovidrel (cd 5-9) = BFN
IUI#3 Femara/Ovidrel (cd 3-7) = BFP!
beta #1 11/23 = 270, P4 = 75
beta #2 11/28 = 2055
Our daughter E was born 7/29/2012!
Surprise, our 2nd daughter P was born 5/22/14!
Thanks guys. I actually did end up going shopping and I do feel better.
That's how I feel today. I told DH I felt like making a big purchase to make myself feel better...he thinks I'm nuts lol.