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2WW Sucks!

EMNTOMEMNTOM
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Yesterday (7dp3dt) it felt like AF was going to show up (TMI WARNING: although I am also a little constipated so I guess the cramps could be intestinal). After Sunday not having any symptom, I was concerned of having dull cramps all day. Last night I found some light pink cm and two bright red specks of blood on my endometrin applicator.

This Morning (8dp3dt) cramps are not as bad and applicator was clear.

I am so scared.... I hope it is implantation cramping and spotting, but am fearing the worst. I emailed my nurse today, she said it could be alot of things (which I know to be true) that it is possible for AF to arrive before beta while still on endometrin but try to relax and for now there is nothing I can do but to stay positive and hope for the best. ~ Thanks Lady easier said that done!

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  • MrsOjoButtonsMrsOjoButtons member
    What would you have preferred for her to say?
    Twin boys due 7/25/12
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  • theworks23theworks23
    I understand your pain, I'm at 2dpo today! I still have so far to go. FX you get your bfp this month. It's harder near the end because everything going on could mean so many things!

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    TTC Our Little Angel since Jan2010
    DH (21): Perfect SA
    Me (21): Mild PCOS, One tube potentially blocked

    * No period w/out BC; provera 2 mos to regulate cycles (successful)
    * Metformin and referral to downtown OB/GYN
    * Taken off Metformin; OPKs 6 cycles
    * HSG; one open & one blocked tube (potentially a spasm)
    * One round 50 mg Clomid; no u/s or monitoring
    ** Requested new OB/GYN
    * Nov 50 mg Clomid (monitored) - BFN
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    imageMrsOjoButtons:
    What would you have preferred for her to say?

    That's pretty much what I expected her to say, and it is what I know to be true... just easier said than done

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    TTC #1 Since June 2007
    April 2008 Diagnosed with Unexplained Infertility
    5 failed IUI cycles
    2009-2011 IF Treatment Break - saving for IVF and TTC on our Own... Praying for a miracle

    IVF (Long Lupron) Bravelle & Menopur, ER on 11/4 (Retrieved 17 eggs - 16 mature & 16 fertilized!)3dt on 11/7 (Transfered Two "perfect" 8 Cell 0% Frag Embryos) = BFFN

    Nov 2011 - July 2012 Taking time off to heal before FET
    (We have three beautiful frosties waiting for us)

    FET August/September 2012 = BFP!!!
    ET (8/31) 2 Expanded Blastocysts & 1 Collapsed Blastocyst
    Beta#1 (9/14) 14dp5dt = 1309 Beta#2 (9/19) 19dp5dt = 7557!! 1st U/S (9/28) 1 Beautiful Heartbeat! 8 Weeks 2 Days 2nd U/S (10/9) Heartrate=184!!! EDD: 5/19/13

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  • debnut39debnut39

    Hang in there sweetie! The 2ww definitley toughens a woman up!

    My friend had the same symptoms as you with some bleeding at 5dp5dt (approx same time as you with a 3d) last week and she just had her Beta and was confirmed as being prego yesterday. So try to relax and breathe!!! Focus on your breathing to calm your nerves!! :)

     

    Me: 39 DH: 39 Dx: MFI, DOR, Poor Responder Our only option is IVF with ICSI; 1/11 IVF#1.1: Lupron flare, canceled lead follie/poor response; 3/11 IVF#1.2: EPP, canceled due to lead follicle/poor response; 10/11 IVF#1.3: Antagonist, microdose HCG, 2 embies 2dt BFN; 12/11 IVF #2: Stims started 12/17, ER: 12/27 3R, 1 mature, 1 fert, other 2 eggs matured overnight and rescue ICSI performed and both fertilized! (frozen on 12/30), On 12/29 1 2d 4-cell, grade 1 embie transferred. 1/12: Scheduled Beta, FX'd! IVF Snowflakes!
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  • ifitwillmakeyouhappierifitwillmakeyouhappier member

    It's important that you relax.  I know you said you didn't want to test, but if the 2ww is giving you this much anxiety I say do it.  It's all about keeping yourself stress free.

    Hang in there girl - thinking of you.

    TTC #1 since 12/2009 HSG -all normal SA - perfect Clomid 100 = no response Clomid 150 + Ovidrel + IUI = BFN Clomid 150 = no response Clomid 100 + 75 Follistim + Ovidrel + IUI = BFN Clomid 100 + 75 Follistim + Ovidrel + IUI = BFN ---
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  • TripplebTrippleb member

    hang in there, the 2ww will be over soon.

    The only bfp I ever got, I had two tiny bright red spots on a pantyliner during the 2ww, almost like a speck of blood.  Honestly I think it's a good sign.  It didn't work out for me in the end, but I have very old eggs.

    TTC #1 since 9/07
    Dx MFI, AMA, Endo, AMH .16
    Lap 10/09 Removed endometrioma, stage IV endo and adhesions
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    Ivf #1 4/10 Antagonist, ET Cancelled.
    IVF #2 2/11 A/ACP+E2V C/P
    IVF #3 6/11 Letrozole/Antagonist BFN
    IVF #4 11/11 Low stim Antagonist BFN
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  • MrsOjoButtonsMrsOjoButtons member
    imageifitwillmakeyouhappier:

    It's important that you relax.  I know you said you didn't want to test, but if the 2ww is giving you this much anxiety I say do it.  It's all about keeping yourself stress free.

    Hang in there girl - thinking of you.

    Ditto.  You may very well get a + since you're already at 11dpo.

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  • Ruthie04Ruthie04 member
    imageMrsOjoButtons:
    imageifitwillmakeyouhappier:

    It's important that you relax.  I know you said you didn't want to test, but if the 2ww is giving you this much anxiety I say do it.  It's all about keeping yourself stress free.

    Hang in there girl - thinking of you.

    Ditto.  You may very well get a + since you're already at 11dpo.

    I agree. Do it! And spotting means nothing. I had spotting and cramping with my BFP last year and with this BFN. I know it is hard, but try not to worry!

    TTC in 2009, Dx: Unexplained IF
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  • jillychrisjillychris member
    Hang in there!! I hope you get some great news at the end of the 2ww!!
    2/11 Diagnosis: DOR-AMH .62, LPD and MFI-4% Morph
    IVF #1-July 2011 7/9/11-Started Stims
    7/20/11-ER:No eggs in 4/5 follicles. Left the 5th follie intact and converted to an IUI
    8/3/11-Beta #1=BFN,
    Nov, 2011 BFP #1=m/c at 7 wks 3 days
    11/11-AMH .47, IVF #2 March 2012...or not!! Surprise BFP on 2/19. Beta #1=161. Beta #2 305 Our little miracle girl is on her way! Due Oct 29, 2012
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  • LuckyClover13LuckyClover13 member
    Ahh hang in there you will know soon! I dread the 2ww wait its the worst part I think. I am praying this is implantation spotting and they are snuggling in. Try and stay positive I know its harder said than done. Good luck!
    TTC since 06/2010 HSG-clear,SA-good DX:Unexplained IUI#1-(May) 100mg of clomid +trigger + progerstrone supp=BFN IUlI#2-(June) 100mg of clomide+trigger+progesterone supp=BFN JuLy Break for vaca. IUI#3 (Aug) 100mg of clomid+trigger+progesterone=BFN IVF trial started in Oct-Nov ER-15 Retrieved, 13 mature, 11 fertilized. 5dt on 11-15-11 Beta #1 9dp 5dt= 107 Beta#2 331 Lilypie First Birthday tickers
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  • lady_chance_99lady_chance_99
    I feel your pain. I actually just posted a thread above (before seeing this one) about dreams during the tww almost being enough to make me test right now and I need to wait until Thanksgiving... so yeah, I definately second the motion that the tww- sucks! GL to you. I really hope this is your cycle!
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  • blueberries8blueberries8 member
    Thinking of you, EMNTOM! I really think it sounds like it could be implantation-related. This part of the process is so incredibly nerve-wracking. I hope you will get great news in the coming days.
    IUIs #1-3 (1x unmedicated, 2x Clomid) = 2 BFNs, 1 m/c at 7w3d
    IUIs #4-6 (injects) = 3 BFNs
    IVF #1 = BFN
    FET #1 = BFN
    FET #2 = BFN
    IVF #2 = BFP, b/g twins lost at 20w due to partial abruption/PPROM
    IVF #3 = c/p 5w2d
    Long-shot Clomid/Prednisone cycle before next IVF = BFP, our beautiful, healthy girl born 6/26/13!
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    TTC again March 2014
    FET #3 - May/June 2014     -     all embryos arrested before xfer - back to the drawing board...
    IVF #4 - July/August 2014 
    beta 1 (11dp3dt) 220, beta 2 (13dp3dt) 671, beta 3 (19dp3dt) 10762
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