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My update

carmelbride05carmelbride05
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First I want to say thank you for everyone who took the time to post and wished me good thoughts and dust, I do appreciate it.

It pains me to write this, but unfortunately at my US they didn't see a sac/baby.  I don't think by timing that I could just be too soon to see anything.  They did a urine PT and it was still positive.  So, it is likely that there are still a few fetal cells that are causing the test to be positive, but a slim and VERY slim chance that I could just be a couple weeks along.  The doctor did want me to do beta HCGs so I had blood drawn and will have it drawn again Sunday.  So the waiting game continues, but it doesn't seem hopeful.  I am trying to wrap my brain around this, because I want to be hopeful, but I also want to accept what the doctor pretty much said is a miscarriage.  I am very sad, crying at this moment.  To top it off the doctor I saw had NO I mean NO bedside manners, saying things like, ya this doesn't look good, and this isn't reassuring and that was it, no I am sorry or I know this is not the news you were hoping for, etc.  It all just sucks.  For those of you following, I will update with Sundays levels, since there is also a small chance of ectopic, which would be bad news too.  :(  I just wish I could be happy, I feel so down...ugh.  I might DD this later...please keep the positive thoughts though, I am sure they help.  Thanks!

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