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Hi ladies...

DCWJesDCWJes member
in TTC After a Loss 6 Months+
I know I intro'd over here and kinda just disappeared, for that I am sorry. Honestly, I have not been in a good place for quite some time. With TTA and constantly wishing we were trying or that I hadn't lost my second baby, I quit appreciating what I do have. My husband, my DD, my family. I started on antidepressants about 3 weeks ago. DH says that they have at least improved my mood. I have also lost a friend due to her own stupidity. But I am here and if you ladies can be patient with me while I wait for my meds to go into full affect, I hope to support you ladies. And an update on our TTA status, it may be until November 2012, not July like I had hoped.
I have short term memory loss. Do not take it personally if I do not remember you right away.
No longer trying to conceive at all.
BFP #1 12/1/02 DD born 7/25/03 
BFP #2 7/23/10 EDD 3/30/11 m/c 8/17/10 We will always miss you Angelique Marie! 
 BFP #3 4.13.11 EDD 12.18.11 m/c 5/13/11 d&c 5/18/11 We will always miss you Sprout Ryker! 
 Lucky Lee (furbaby) born 1.29.12 
 Midnight Marie (furbaby) born 7.4.12 passed for unknown reasons 9.19.12 Missing my jumping bean. 
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  • CashewsMommyCashewsMommy member

    {{{hugs}}} I am so sorry for everything that you are going through. I hope that things start looking up for you. 

     


    BFP#1 {Cashew} - 9.19.09 EDD 5.26.10
    The day you first lay in my arms, you made my life complete.
    Aurora Rose born sleeping at 35w on 4-21-10
     BFP#2 {Almond} - 2.1.11 EDD 10.12.11 C/P 2.11.11

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  • jenn0021jenn0021 member
    I'm so sorry that you've been feeling down. I'm glad that the meds seem to be helping and that they continue to do so. TTA sucks. That's all I can say about that.
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    BFP #1     07/04/10. EDD 03/14/11. Missed m/c 08/09/10. D&C 09/27/10. }Casey & Jaimie{
    BFP #2 01/14/11. EDD 09/25/11. Missed m/c 02/18/11. D&C 02/24/11. }Dustin{
    TTA for 18 months and then TTC for 12 months
    BFP #3 08/18/13. EDD 04/30/14. Missed m/c 09/25/13. D&C 09/26/13. }Daylin{
    TTA for 7 months
    Jan-Mar 2014 - RPL, SHG, karotyping: all results normal
    TTC Again May 2014
    Progesterone & baby aspirin combo for 5 cycles     - All BFN's
    SA with DNA fragmentation = Perfect results
    Diagnostic cycle monitoring = Polycystic ovaries leading to premature egg release
    TTA Oct 2014 - Jan 2015
    Jan 2015 - Medicated cycle with timed intercourse
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  • Laurakat81Laurakat81 member
    Good to see you here! I'm sorry for all that you've been going through and I completely understand disappearing for a bit. I pretty much did the same thing. I hope the meds are working and you start noticing that you are feeling better and better. ((( hugs)))

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    BFP #1: 12/2009 m/c 1/2010 BFP #2: 6/2010 m/c 8/2010

    BFP #3: 10/2011 ectopic 11/2011 (right tube removed, learned left tube was probably nonfunctional due to scar tissue from infection after m/c)

    3 failed IUIs, IVF #1: 18R, 12M, 10F, 3 poor quality 5d embryos transferred= BFP #4!!!!!

    Betas: 9dp5dt: 64 ~14dp5dt: 91 (expecting miscarriage, doubling time of 236 hours) ~16dp5dt: 200~18dp5dt: 500

    First Ultrasound at 6w2d revealed two sacs, only one with a heartbeat

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    TTC#2: IVF booked for April 2015

    Surprise BFP#5 February 19, 2015 EDD: November 2, 2015

    Betas: 10dpo: 10, 14dpo: 77, 17dpo: 270

    First Ultrasound at 5w1d showed a miracle UTE baby! And right ovary ovulation to left fallopian tube.

    JD arrived at 38 weeks on October 20, 2015.

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  • CaroleeCarolee member
    I'm sorry you're having a hard time right now.  Sending you (((HUGS))). 
    Mom to Eliott Alexander, born sleeping at 37 weeks on 8/13/10. Most of us only dream of angels - I held one in my arms.
    BFP #2 - EDD 2/26/12 M/C 6/28/11 @ 5w2d
    BFP #3 - EDD 4/7/12 M/C 8/2/11 @ 4w2d
    Too beautiful for this earth
    BFP #4 - EDD 12/09/12, Lucille arrived 11/26/12
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  • butterfly843butterfly843
    ((hugs)) Glad the meds are helping, sorry to hear you lost a friend and may be TTA for longer.

    Jenn

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    Missing our twins Zachary and Madison, lost at 19 weeks on 11/13/09, edd 4/9/10

    BFP 7/17/10, m/c 7/25/10, edd 3/25/11

    Ectopic, lost left tube 4/20/11, edd 12/6/11

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  • lavrillavril member
    BIG ((((HUGS))))). I hope things start looking up for you soon. I'm sorry for all you've been through

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    BFP #2 9.12.12, EDD 5.24.13, Baby Boy Born 5.15.13!!
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    3 Clomid (100mg) cycles + TI + Trigger = BFN's, Femara + Trigger + IUI#1 = BFN
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  • Rawr08Rawr08
    I hope things start to look up for you hun.  The anti-depressants should help you.  Sending you tons of love!
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