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Sad Today

I try to disquise my infretility issues by convincing myself that my life is perfectly fine without kids yet, we can come and go as we please, vacation across the world, basically do anything we want. However, you can take as many breaks as you want, tell yourself your fine, but in the back of your head your always wishing for that BFP!!

 I am currently on a break and just heard newa that my best friend who also struggled with infretility is pregnant! She got pregnant last year with her 1st using Clomid and TI and now.. with nothing.. she got pregnant. I am happy for them. It just makes me mad that someone who isnt trying gets pregnant and someone who is.. dosent!:( It's just not fair sometimes.

Sorry just having one of those days...

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Re: Sad Today

  • I'm sorry you're feeling sad today.  IF is totally unfair.  I hope you feel better.
    TTC with PCOS since November 2009
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    IUI#2 Femara/Ovidrel (cd 5-9) = BFN
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  • imageTJ1979:
    I'm sorry you're feeling sad today.  IF is totally unfair.  I hope you feel better.

     

    thank you...

    Image and video hosting by TinyPic Me: 28 // DH: 28 TTC #1 since 6/2010 Unexplained Infertility Diagnoses HSG: all clear 07/2011 // SA: Great! 07/2011 SHG : everything normal 08/2011 100mg Clomid, Ovidrel Shot, TI = BFN 09/29/2011 unmediated IUI #1 BFN 10/10/2011 taking a break from fertility treatments 11/2011 Clomid 50 mg IUI #2 BFN 03/2012 Clomid 100 mg IUI #3 BFN IVF scheduled for July 2012 08/29/2012 BFP! Beta #1 on 8/29 250 Beta #2 on 8/31-461 BabyFruit Ticker My Blog
  • Yuck. Sorry to hear you are sad. I hope things start looking up for you.
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  • imagekeliser:
    Yuck. Sorry to hear you are sad. I hope things start looking up for you.

    Thank you

    Image and video hosting by TinyPic Me: 28 // DH: 28 TTC #1 since 6/2010 Unexplained Infertility Diagnoses HSG: all clear 07/2011 // SA: Great! 07/2011 SHG : everything normal 08/2011 100mg Clomid, Ovidrel Shot, TI = BFN 09/29/2011 unmediated IUI #1 BFN 10/10/2011 taking a break from fertility treatments 11/2011 Clomid 50 mg IUI #2 BFN 03/2012 Clomid 100 mg IUI #3 BFN IVF scheduled for July 2012 08/29/2012 BFP! Beta #1 on 8/29 250 Beta #2 on 8/31-461 BabyFruit Ticker My Blog
  • I had one of those days yesterday. I'm sorry. They're the worst...
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  • imagejessa8909:
    I had one of those days yesterday. I'm sorry. They're the worst...

    yeah I have had tears in my eyes all day... i just cant shake it. Somedays are better than others I quess.. i also think AF is coming any day now :(

    Image and video hosting by TinyPic Me: 28 // DH: 28 TTC #1 since 6/2010 Unexplained Infertility Diagnoses HSG: all clear 07/2011 // SA: Great! 07/2011 SHG : everything normal 08/2011 100mg Clomid, Ovidrel Shot, TI = BFN 09/29/2011 unmediated IUI #1 BFN 10/10/2011 taking a break from fertility treatments 11/2011 Clomid 50 mg IUI #2 BFN 03/2012 Clomid 100 mg IUI #3 BFN IVF scheduled for July 2012 08/29/2012 BFP! Beta #1 on 8/29 250 Beta #2 on 8/31-461 BabyFruit Ticker My Blog
  • Sorry your having one of those days! None of IT is fair~ hang in there!!
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  • I'm sorry you're having a bad day. IF sucks.
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    9/2011 & 10/2011: Clomid + Ovidrel + TI = BFN
    11/2011: Femara + Ovidrel + TI = BFN
    1/2012: Femara + Follistim + Ovidrel + TI = BFP! (Praise the Lord!)
    ?3/23/2012: Graduated from the RE... moving on to a regular OB!?
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  • imagejackiejoey:

    imagejessa8909:
    I had one of those days yesterday. I'm sorry. They're the worst...

    yeah I have had tears in my eyes all day... i just cant shake it. Somedays are better than others I quess.. i also think AF is coming any day now :(

    I feel the exacttt same way.Yesterday was awful and today isn't much better either. I think I'm going to splurge and order a pizza for dinner. We deserve it! 

    Married on August 15, 2009
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    imagejackiejoey:

    imagejessa8909:
    I had one of those days yesterday. I'm sorry. They're the worst...

    yeah I have had tears in my eyes all day... i just cant shake it. Somedays are better than others I quess.. i also think AF is coming any day now :(

    I feel the exacttt same way.Yesterday was awful and today isn't much better either. I think I'm going to splurge and order a pizza for dinner. We deserve it! 

    Image and video hosting by TinyPic Me: 28 // DH: 28 TTC #1 since 6/2010 Unexplained Infertility Diagnoses HSG: all clear 07/2011 // SA: Great! 07/2011 SHG : everything normal 08/2011 100mg Clomid, Ovidrel Shot, TI = BFN 09/29/2011 unmediated IUI #1 BFN 10/10/2011 taking a break from fertility treatments 11/2011 Clomid 50 mg IUI #2 BFN 03/2012 Clomid 100 mg IUI #3 BFN IVF scheduled for July 2012 08/29/2012 BFP! Beta #1 on 8/29 250 Beta #2 on 8/31-461 BabyFruit Ticker My Blog
  • imagejessa8909:
    imagejackiejoey:

    imagejessa8909:
    I had one of those days yesterday. I'm sorry. They're the worst...

    yeah I have had tears in my eyes all day... i just cant shake it. Somedays are better than others I quess.. i also think AF is coming any day now :(

    I feel the exacttt same way.Yesterday was awful and today isn't much better either. I think I'm going to splurge and order a pizza for dinner. We deserve it! 

    That sounds great! Feel better too!! xoxo
    Image and video hosting by TinyPic Me: 28 // DH: 28 TTC #1 since 6/2010 Unexplained Infertility Diagnoses HSG: all clear 07/2011 // SA: Great! 07/2011 SHG : everything normal 08/2011 100mg Clomid, Ovidrel Shot, TI = BFN 09/29/2011 unmediated IUI #1 BFN 10/10/2011 taking a break from fertility treatments 11/2011 Clomid 50 mg IUI #2 BFN 03/2012 Clomid 100 mg IUI #3 BFN IVF scheduled for July 2012 08/29/2012 BFP! Beta #1 on 8/29 250 Beta #2 on 8/31-461 BabyFruit Ticker My Blog
  • Thanks Ladies xoxox I know you all feel my pain, so nice to have you all xoxox
    Image and video hosting by TinyPic Me: 28 // DH: 28 TTC #1 since 6/2010 Unexplained Infertility Diagnoses HSG: all clear 07/2011 // SA: Great! 07/2011 SHG : everything normal 08/2011 100mg Clomid, Ovidrel Shot, TI = BFN 09/29/2011 unmediated IUI #1 BFN 10/10/2011 taking a break from fertility treatments 11/2011 Clomid 50 mg IUI #2 BFN 03/2012 Clomid 100 mg IUI #3 BFN IVF scheduled for July 2012 08/29/2012 BFP! Beta #1 on 8/29 250 Beta #2 on 8/31-461 BabyFruit Ticker My Blog
  • It's definitely hard to get news like that.  Hope you feel better about things soon!!
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    1st IVF w/ICSI- June '13 Antagonist: Gonal-F, Menopur, Ganirelix, HcG, Estradiol, Crinone= 7 retrieved, 4 mature, 1 unfertilized, 2 abnormally fertilized, 1 normally fertilized.  2DT of only embryo and our miracle BFP.
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  • imagekz's_girlygirl:
    It's definitely hard to get news like that.  Hope you feel better about things soon!!
    Image and video hosting by TinyPic Me: 28 // DH: 28 TTC #1 since 6/2010 Unexplained Infertility Diagnoses HSG: all clear 07/2011 // SA: Great! 07/2011 SHG : everything normal 08/2011 100mg Clomid, Ovidrel Shot, TI = BFN 09/29/2011 unmediated IUI #1 BFN 10/10/2011 taking a break from fertility treatments 11/2011 Clomid 50 mg IUI #2 BFN 03/2012 Clomid 100 mg IUI #3 BFN IVF scheduled for July 2012 08/29/2012 BFP! Beta #1 on 8/29 250 Beta #2 on 8/31-461 BabyFruit Ticker My Blog
  • I am sorry you are having a bad day today. I had one of those yesterday. Sad I hope tomorrow will be better for you.
  • imagekz's_girlygirl:
    It's definitely hard to get news like that.  Hope you feel better about things soon!!
    Thanks so much:)
    Image and video hosting by TinyPic Me: 28 // DH: 28 TTC #1 since 6/2010 Unexplained Infertility Diagnoses HSG: all clear 07/2011 // SA: Great! 07/2011 SHG : everything normal 08/2011 100mg Clomid, Ovidrel Shot, TI = BFN 09/29/2011 unmediated IUI #1 BFN 10/10/2011 taking a break from fertility treatments 11/2011 Clomid 50 mg IUI #2 BFN 03/2012 Clomid 100 mg IUI #3 BFN IVF scheduled for July 2012 08/29/2012 BFP! Beta #1 on 8/29 250 Beta #2 on 8/31-461 BabyFruit Ticker My Blog
  • I am so sorry!  It is rough when friends get pg.  It is hard for people to understand how you are feeling because you are happy for them but sad at the same time. 

    IF SUCKS!

    I hope you feel a little better tomorrow.

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  • Those sad days can be so hard. I've had plenty of them so I can understand how you're feeling.  Take some time to take care of yourself tonight... have your favorite candy or watch a movie you love.  I'm sorry you're feeling so blue.
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  • Thanks everyone:)
    Image and video hosting by TinyPic Me: 28 // DH: 28 TTC #1 since 6/2010 Unexplained Infertility Diagnoses HSG: all clear 07/2011 // SA: Great! 07/2011 SHG : everything normal 08/2011 100mg Clomid, Ovidrel Shot, TI = BFN 09/29/2011 unmediated IUI #1 BFN 10/10/2011 taking a break from fertility treatments 11/2011 Clomid 50 mg IUI #2 BFN 03/2012 Clomid 100 mg IUI #3 BFN IVF scheduled for July 2012 08/29/2012 BFP! Beta #1 on 8/29 250 Beta #2 on 8/31-461 BabyFruit Ticker My Blog
  • If there's one thing I've learned through my IF journey, it's that it's okay to fall apart every once in a while (((big hug))). I hope tomorrow is a much better day for you!
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  • imageDaisies1706:
    If there's one thing I've learned through my IF journey, it's that it's okay to fall apart every once in a while (((big hug))). I hope tomorrow is a much better day for you!

     

    Thanks for your support. The TTC ladies always make me feel better.

    Image and video hosting by TinyPic Me: 28 // DH: 28 TTC #1 since 6/2010 Unexplained Infertility Diagnoses HSG: all clear 07/2011 // SA: Great! 07/2011 SHG : everything normal 08/2011 100mg Clomid, Ovidrel Shot, TI = BFN 09/29/2011 unmediated IUI #1 BFN 10/10/2011 taking a break from fertility treatments 11/2011 Clomid 50 mg IUI #2 BFN 03/2012 Clomid 100 mg IUI #3 BFN IVF scheduled for July 2012 08/29/2012 BFP! Beta #1 on 8/29 250 Beta #2 on 8/31-461 BabyFruit Ticker My Blog
  • imagejalara48:

    I think we all do that - try and make things seem okay - even with our partners on the day to day basis. The truth is, it's hell and devastating and hurts like hell.

    We're with ya girly! I'm sorry things suck so much right now, but you'll get through - we'll help you!

    Thanks you! xoxox

    Image and video hosting by TinyPic Me: 28 // DH: 28 TTC #1 since 6/2010 Unexplained Infertility Diagnoses HSG: all clear 07/2011 // SA: Great! 07/2011 SHG : everything normal 08/2011 100mg Clomid, Ovidrel Shot, TI = BFN 09/29/2011 unmediated IUI #1 BFN 10/10/2011 taking a break from fertility treatments 11/2011 Clomid 50 mg IUI #2 BFN 03/2012 Clomid 100 mg IUI #3 BFN IVF scheduled for July 2012 08/29/2012 BFP! Beta #1 on 8/29 250 Beta #2 on 8/31-461 BabyFruit Ticker My Blog
  • imagejackiejoey:
    imagejalara48:

    I think we all do that - try and make things seem okay - even with our partners on the day to day basis. The truth is, it's hell and devastating and hurts like hell.

    We're with ya girly! I'm sorry things suck so much right now, but you'll get through - we'll help you!

    Thank you! xoxox

    Image and video hosting by TinyPic Me: 28 // DH: 28 TTC #1 since 6/2010 Unexplained Infertility Diagnoses HSG: all clear 07/2011 // SA: Great! 07/2011 SHG : everything normal 08/2011 100mg Clomid, Ovidrel Shot, TI = BFN 09/29/2011 unmediated IUI #1 BFN 10/10/2011 taking a break from fertility treatments 11/2011 Clomid 50 mg IUI #2 BFN 03/2012 Clomid 100 mg IUI #3 BFN IVF scheduled for July 2012 08/29/2012 BFP! Beta #1 on 8/29 250 Beta #2 on 8/31-461 BabyFruit Ticker My Blog
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