I try to disquise my infretility issues by convincing myself that my life is perfectly fine without kids yet, we can come and go as we please, vacation across the world, basically do anything we want. However, you can take as many breaks as you want, tell yourself your fine, but in the back of your head your always wishing for that BFP!!
I am currently on a break and just heard newa that my best friend who also struggled with infretility is pregnant! She got pregnant last year with her 1st using Clomid and TI and now.. with nothing.. she got pregnant. I am happy for them. It just makes me mad that someone who isnt trying gets pregnant and someone who is.. dosent!:( It's just not fair sometimes.
Sorry just having one of those days...
Me: 28 // DH: 28
TTC #1 since 6/2010
Unexplained Infertility Diagnoses
HSG: all clear 07/2011 // SA: Great! 07/2011
SHG : everything normal
08/2011 100mg Clomid, Ovidrel Shot, TI = BFN
09/29/2011 unmediated IUI #1 BFN
10/10/2011 taking a break from fertility treatments
11/2011 Clomid 50 mg IUI #2 BFN
03/2012 Clomid 100 mg IUI #3 BFN
IVF scheduled for July 2012
08/29/2012 BFP! Beta #1 on 8/29 250 Beta #2 on 8/31-461
Re: Sad Today
IUI#2 Femara/Ovidrel (cd 5-9) = BFN
IUI#3 Femara/Ovidrel (cd 3-7) = BFP!
beta #1 11/23 = 270, P4 = 75
beta #2 11/28 = 2055
Our daughter E was born 7/29/2012!
Surprise, our 2nd daughter P was born 5/22/14!
thank you...
PCOS
BFP June 3,2012
Partial Molar Pregnancy
D&C July 12, 2012
Forced 6 month break.
BFP January 13, 2013
Thank you
TTC #1 since October 2009
Diagnosed with PCOS September 2011
Started Metformin November 2011
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yeah I have had tears in my eyes all day... i just cant shake it. Somedays are better than others I quess.. i also think AF is coming any day now
TTC#1 since 5/2010 (charting, AO)
2/2011: DX: PCOS, hypothyroid (1700 mg Metformin, 50 mcg Synthroid)
8/10/2011: First RE appt.
9/2011 & 10/2011: Clomid + Ovidrel + TI = BFN
11/2011: Femara + Ovidrel + TI = BFN
1/2012: Femara + Follistim + Ovidrel + TI = BFP! (Praise the Lord!)
?3/23/2012: Graduated from the RE... moving on to a regular OB!?
?10/29/2012: Our precious baby boy was born via emergency C-section. 5 lbs, 13 oz; 18" long ?
I feel the exacttt same way.Yesterday was awful and today isn't much better either. I think I'm going to splurge and order a pizza for dinner. We deserve it!
TTC #1 since October 2009
Diagnosed with PCOS September 2011
Started Metformin November 2011
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TTC since 2008
Dh:34, no issues. Me:31, Endo, slightly hypothyroid, deformed ovary, paracentric inversion.
4 Gonal-F, Cetrotide, HcG, Crinone +TI cycles= all BFN
Lap in 2012 to remove large unresolving cyst discovered endo and double lobed ovary.
6 Gonal-F, Cetrotide, HcG, Crinone IUI cycles= All BFN,
1st IVF w/ICSI- June '13 Antagonist: Gonal-F, Menopur, Ganirelix, HcG, Estradiol, Crinone= 7 retrieved, 4 mature, 1 unfertilized, 2 abnormally fertilized, 1 normally fertilized. 2DT of only embryo and our miracle BFP.
Our beloved baby boy was born sleeping Oct. 13, 2013 due to pROM/IC/Uterine infection.
2nd IVF w/ICSI- Feb. '14 EPP/lupron/antagonist: Estrace, lupron, HGH, Gonal-F, Menopur, HcG, PIO, lovenox, doxy/dex.=21 retrieved, 16 mature, 15 fertilized!! 5dt of 1 blast/ 6 frozen. BFP! Beta 1 9dp5dt:83.9 Beta 2: 11dp5dt: 145.2 Beta 3 14dp5dt: 497 Please be our sticky rainbow baby!
I am so sorry! It is rough when friends get pg. It is hard for people to understand how you are feeling because you are happy for them but sad at the same time.
IF SUCKS!
I hope you feel a little better tomorrow.
Thanks for your support. The TTC ladies always make me feel better.
Thanks you! xoxox