Overly Emotional

Let me start by saying this could definately be me just being overly emotional and sensitive, but I feel like no one around me, not even DH is concerned about me because they are so excited about our baby.

This is my first pregnancy and I am super nervous about L&D! I want my baby girl here just as bad as everyone else and I love her with all my heart but I can't help being scared. I mentioned to DH yesterday I was having VERY mild cramping and he calls his mom right away who proceeds to tell his whole family. So now I am having a flood of emails, calls, and people stopping by (I work with some of DH relatives) to check and see if I am still cramping or if I have gone into labor. I know they are excited but it all feels so excessive, I feel like hour upon hour someone has to "check" on me. Even after I explain they stopped and I don't think labor is going to happen, they won't let up.

 Well DH had jumped on this band wagon and I can't help but snap at him because 1. he cause this by telling his mother and 2. I am frustrated because I have answer then same questions all day long.

I go to the Dr. Office twice a week because I have GB and they do an NST one Tuesday and I see a doctor and Friday is just an NST. Well DH decides he is coming and is going to "demand" I see a doctor and get my cervix check! WHAT?!? For one I was JUST checked on Tuesday (2cm dilated 50% effaced) and if I were having contractions it would show up on the NST. For two it is MY BODY and getting check hurts (I have a cyst they are removing after I give birth) and Three getting check can introduce infection therefore I don't feel like I need check TWICE a week.

So he is now not speaking to me because I told him no that wasn't happening.

I understand that this is his child whom he loves and is concerned about, but I feel like everyone is forgetting the fact that this is MY BODY and I have to experience labor by myself. Just feel unsupported.