Success after IF

well that was fun.... NOT!

I went in this morning for my blood draw, promised myself I wouldn't cry. Good thing I didn't promise anyone else. I sat down for the blood draw and I sobbed. I totally wasn't expecting that reaction.

Now I have to wait for the dreaded call and I am pretty sure this is FINALLY day 1. I have been spotting on and off, sorry for the TMI, but it's finally red and oh the cramps. They are killing me.

I don't really understands how everything can be sooo perfect and fail for IVF :(

I know I will cry again when they call, tonight me and a bottle or two of wine have a date!

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  • I'm sorry hun. There really is no explaining why we have to go through all this disappointment. Hopefully your next cycle will have much better results (((hugs)))
    A lot of years and a million tears finally led me to you.
    After 7 years trying to concieve, 3 failed IUIs and 2 failed IVFs, my third IVF was a success!
    My Christmas baby turned into a turkey bird! Dillon Richard was born at 34 weeks, 5 days on November 28, 2009 after 10 weeks on bedrest for preeclampsia.
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  • I have not been around a ton, but I am so sorry. It is just as disappointing the second time around. I remember being SO confident that it would work for baby #2 faster because we had "figured out what worked" It took longer than I wanted, and I was really upset and frustrated. 

    Keep going! You will give those ladies a sibling!(or two!) 

  • I'm so sorry sweetie :(
  • I am sorry.  there is just no great way to get a BFN.  I had a breakdown after my second FET one.....even though i totally was trying to prepare for it!

     

  • I'm so sorry Babbs :( It really does suck.  There's just no two ways about it.
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  • (((hugs)))
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  • You're much stronger than I am.

    I flat out refused to do blood draws with pee stick BFN's.

    Just couldn't handle it.

    Enjoy your adult beverage and date night tonight!

    Our IF journey: 1 m/c, 1 IVF with only 3 eggs retrieved yielding Dylan and a lost twin, 1 shocker unmedicated BFP resulting in Jace, 3 more unmedicated pregnancies ending in more losses.
    Total score: 6 pregnancies, 5 losses, 2 amazing blessings that I'm thankful for every single day.
  • So sorry sweetie. :( IF totally sucks.
  • I'm so sorry :(

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  • I'm sorry. :( Just try to look forward to next time I guess...
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  • I'm sorry :-( Enjoy that wine tonight, and cry again if you need to! IF sucks.
    After 20 months TTC with PCOS, we were blessed with twins!
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  • Sorry Babbs.  Enjoy your wine tonight.
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  • I wish I could buy you a drink!  I'm glad you cried - you need to get it out.  Yeah for Day 1 - onward and upward!  Reason to celebrate with that wine...
  • I'm sorry :( I know what it's like to have "perfect" cycles end in BFNs. No fun.
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  • I'm so sorry.
  • I'm sorry!
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  • (((HUG)))  I hate this for you, lady.   I'm so sorry!   Drink up tonight, and spoil yourself a little.   You deserve it.  
    Brought to you by IVF, ICSI, limited fert, and oocyte cryopreservation.
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  • I'm sorry, Babbs {{{{ hugs}}}}
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