Ok, this is getting to me. Pretty much every woman I know is PG right now or has been in the recent past and has an infant. I look at these women and wonder how the hell they can just "get pregnant" whenver they want (or don't want). Some of them are seriously morbidly obese... one has eating issues and is WAY too thin... some have drug problems... another has a bunch of medical problems, I mean this woman has more than one auto-immune disorder, a thyroid problem, arthritis and is being checked out for something else as we speak... and she has four children.
I am perfectly healthy beyond a few tiny specs of endo (stage one) and I didn't get pregnant in 4+ years of ttc. How can a HEROINE ADDICT get knocked up if I can't?!?
Do you have any effective ways you talk yourself out of the "what the hell, why me" funk? Because seriously, what the hell?!?