My confession is that my BIL/SIL told us on Saturday that they were 9 weeks pregnant. We were moving and it just made me pissy all day long. I am still super jealous and sad that it's not us. I still have to convince my OB, neurologist and Spinal Doctor that I NEED a 3rd so I can get DH on board.
I ate DD's Halloween candy already. She only got about 20 pieces.. but still..
Also, I want to give away my entire wardrobe and start fresh. It took me thirty minutes to find something to wear, and I ended up in the same sweatshirt and yoga pants I had on yesterday To all you moms who look fashionable whilst shopping at HEB: I don't like you.
I said I was going to wait to do a HPT until tomorrow, but did one today and got a BFN and it's bumming me out. I know I'm not out for this cycle and I shouldn't let this get me down, but seeing it on a test still sucked, even if it is a "false" negative.
BFP 12.20.2010 :: missed m/c 1/2011 around 8 weeks
BFP @ 9dpo 5.24.2011 :: missed m/c 6/2011 around 7 weeks
positive for ANAs (1:40) with a speckled pattern
MTHFR c677t mutation (heterozygous)
*folic acid, baby asprin, Prometrium, acupuncture, Lovenox*
BFP @ 9dpo 2.1.2012 || HCG = 8 : Progesterone = 19.2
2nd HCG @ 11dpo = 40 || 3rd HCG @ 21dpo = over 5000!
Stick, little one, stick! EDD October 15, 2012
I am working from home today, b/c I don't feel like being around my coworkers. My irritation factor is very high this week. I've got 2 on my team that have been at my company for < 3 mths, but think they know everything. So they ask me a question, and when I go to explain, they interrupt or try to correct me. I don't handle being interrupted well, so I've basically said, "well, since you already know the answer, what other questions do you have". Kind of b*tchy, but at this point, I dont really care.
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I have SO much to do to get ready for our floor to be installed. I haven't even started.
People who blog and make their lives out to look like everything is perfect, their lives are perfect, their house is always perfect, everything they cook/bake is perfect....they make me want to cut myself.
DD is awake up in her crib and sounds moderately content, so I'm not hurrying to get up there. They've got colds and have been total maniacs all freaking morning and I spent most of their nap time working and I just want a few damn minutes to sit here and snuggle the puppy.
the bug & bee blog
(read it. you know you want to.)
anderson . september 2008
vivian . february 2010
mabel . august 2012
People who blog and make their lives out to look like everything is perfect, their lives are perfect, their house is always perfect, everything they cook/bake is perfect....they make me want to cut myself.
zomg. Me too.
the bug & bee blog
(read it. you know you want to.)
anderson . september 2008
vivian . february 2010
mabel . august 2012
People who blog and make their lives out to look like everything is perfect, their lives are perfect, their house is always perfect, everything they cook/bake is perfect....they make me want to cut myself.
zomg. Me too.
This. Or run them over with my car. Either one would work just as effectively.
I have been a total B the last month or so. I told my DH last night that I didn't need a costume because I was already a witch. He didn't disagree with me.
My OB just said as long as everything stays looking great, I can travel until 36 weeks. This means we are totally blowing off my family and most likely taking H on a special trip to Disney before the sibling arrives in March.
I'm so flipping excited
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I saw a picture on FB of the guy I was *madly* obsessed with in college. It was from his wedding last weekend. He was wearing a camo vest and tie.
And? I let DS have my Diet DrP in the car on the way home from running errands and I tried to get it back but he wouldn't give it to me until we were almost home. He drank it ALL. And he's wide awake in bed. I WIN!
We hosted our big family Halloween thing lastnight. There's not that much to clean up, so I'm not doing it. I really just want to park my kids in front of the tv and go read. DH is oot, so there's no one here to remind me to clean the dried up queso out of the crockpot or feed the kids dinner or whatever. We've got some mummy dogs and part of a veggie tray leftover so I figured I'd just throw that at them for dinner. DH would want a "real meal" so I'm taking the night off tonight. So, I guess really, my confession is that I'm kind of happy to have a night sort of to myself. I always feel guilty when I'm happy that DH is travelling.
People who blog and make their lives out to look like everything is perfect, their lives are perfect, their house is always perfect, everything they cook/bake is perfect....they make me want to cut myself.
zomg. Me too.
This. Or run them over with my car. Either one would work just as effectively.
Don't forget perfect marriages and plenty of money. When I first started lurking and posting on here I thought everyone here was living a perfect life.
I ate DD's Halloween candy already. She only got about 20 pieces.. but still..
Also, I want to give away my entire wardrobe and start fresh. It took me thirty minutes to find something to wear, and I ended up in the same sweatshirt and yoga pants I had on yesterday To all you moms who look fashionable whilst shopping at HEB: I don't like you.
Let me know when you want to go shopping. I'll probably need some new stuff soon enough too.
My confession is I want to take a very long nap right now but sadly no rest for the weary. I really should go to bed early tonight.
I confess that sometimes I post in threads just to look at my ticker. Yes, I forget exactly how old SParky is (adjusted and real) and I'm too lazy to do the math myself sometimes for anything more accurate than "Oh he's 3mo"
People who blog and make their lives out to look like everything is perfect, their lives are perfect, their house is always perfect, everything they cook/bake is perfect....they make me want to cut myself.
zomg. Me too.
This. Or run them over with my car. Either one would work just as effectively.
Don't forget perfect marriages and plenty of money. When I first started lurking and posting on here I thought everyone here was living a perfect life.
HA! <----said in a sarcastic, slightly bitter tone.
Though I have to say I'm really glad we all feel comfortable enough with each other on here to express when things aren't going well. Chances are, someone else on that board has been there.
BFP 12.20.2010 :: missed m/c 1/2011 around 8 weeks
BFP @ 9dpo 5.24.2011 :: missed m/c 6/2011 around 7 weeks
positive for ANAs (1:40) with a speckled pattern
MTHFR c677t mutation (heterozygous)
*folic acid, baby asprin, Prometrium, acupuncture, Lovenox*
BFP @ 9dpo 2.1.2012 || HCG = 8 : Progesterone = 19.2
2nd HCG @ 11dpo = 40 || 3rd HCG @ 21dpo = over 5000!
Stick, little one, stick! EDD October 15, 2012
I have another confession/b!tch I am bruising again really bad which means I get to go back to the oncologist and start iron injectables which will inevitably lead to me getting more transfusions. In order to do those things I have to find babysitters to watch the kids. Grrrr stupid body of mine.
I have another confession/b!tch I am bruising again really bad which means I get to go back to the oncologist and start iron injectables which will inevitably lead to me getting more transfusions. In order to do those things I have to find babysitters to watch the kids. Grrrr stupid body of mine.
My confession is that I'm a 35-year-old who gets the majority of her fashion inspiration from hipster 20-something mormon bloggers. And I feel happier with my fashion than I have since my first pregnancy 4.5 years ago.
I got irritated with DH last night for telling kids to take as much candy as they wanted. A few kids literally emptied out the bowl, and we ran out early. He said that's what he wanted to do so we could close up shop early, but I thought that was lame. So, I'm paying him back by catching up on Greys Anatomy tonight while he is in the house. Muah hah hah..
DD has been whining continuously all week, plus I'm sick and grumpy so I basically sat her in front of Sesame Street for 2 hours today The dishes never got done yesterday aaaand they're not getting done tonight. I'm considering just giving up on the kitchen.
I said I was going to wait to do a HPT until tomorrow, but did one today and got a BFN and it's bumming me out. I know I'm not out for this cycle and I shouldn't let this get me down, but seeing it on a test still sucked, even if it is a "false" negative.
You are definitely not out! I had BFNs until 13 DPO. I know it sucks, though. I'll keep my fingers crossed for you.
No siggy pic until TB gets rid of Twitter and FB links
My former job wants me to do a concall this week or next to "get my opinion" on a bunch of things that need to be scaled down. They also want to email me the list of things to pare down. Last time I had to do this (while employed there), it took me days to go through that list. And I think they expected me to do this for free. So I told them that I have time for a call, I don't have tons of time to go through the list, and that they need to check and make sure I'm set up as a contractor in their system b/c I'm not doing this without getting compensated for it.
No siggy pic until TB gets rid of Twitter and FB links
I start back to work next week... so I've spent all of today watching day time tv. Even though I have projects I'd like to get done before being employed again.
Married October 28, 2006, TTC since March 2009
IUI #1-8 w/ clomid = BFN
IVF # 1 May, 2011 = BFP!!! Stillbirth at 26 weeks (placental failure/severe IUGR)
FET #1 February, 2012-- BFP! Beta #1=84 Beta #2= 207 Beta #3= 3,526
Our Rainbow Baby is on the Way!
(sooo embarassed--but no one is reading this late, right?) Kids had cereal this morning for breakfast and kids had cereal for dinner. The best part is that DH is home/in town and he supported me on this! Crazy, crazy day...
My Tuesday confession on Wednesday: Good news is, I'm wearing jeans in a size smaller than before. Bad news is, they are super tight, so I'm wearing a maternity shirt over them. The best part? The jeans and the shirt are so similar in color, they look like mis-matched blacks (but in blue). I put on an off setting necklace and called it a day.
Yes, it's obviously a maternity shirt.
And I didn't shower this morning. I have to put down bug killer in the yard at 3, so what was the point??
Re: Tuesday Confessions
Haha I may have done that before to Emma.
My confession is that my BIL/SIL told us on Saturday that they were 9 weeks pregnant. We were moving and it just made me pissy all day long. I am still super jealous and sad that it's not us. I still have to convince my OB, neurologist and Spinal Doctor that I NEED a 3rd so I can get DH on board.
I ate DD's Halloween candy already. She only got about 20 pieces.. but still..
Also, I want to give away my entire wardrobe and start fresh. It took me thirty minutes to find something to wear, and I ended up in the same sweatshirt and yoga pants I had on yesterday
To all you moms who look fashionable whilst shopping at HEB: I don't like you.
BFP 12.20.2010 :: missed m/c 1/2011 around 8 weeks
BFP @ 9dpo 5.24.2011 :: missed m/c 6/2011 around 7 weeks
positive for ANAs (1:40) with a speckled pattern
MTHFR c677t mutation (heterozygous)
*folic acid, baby asprin, Prometrium, acupuncture, Lovenox*
BFP @ 9dpo 2.1.2012 || HCG = 8 : Progesterone = 19.2
2nd HCG @ 11dpo = 40 || 3rd HCG @ 21dpo = over 5000!
Stick, little one, stick! EDD October 15, 2012
I am working from home today, b/c I don't feel like being around my coworkers. My irritation factor is very high this week. I've got 2 on my team that have been at my company for < 3 mths, but think they know everything. So they ask me a question, and when I go to explain, they interrupt or try to correct me. I don't handle being interrupted well, so I've basically said, "well, since you already know the answer, what other questions do you have". Kind of b*tchy, but at this point, I dont really care.
I have SO much to do to get ready for our floor to be installed. I haven't even started.
People who blog and make their lives out to look like everything is perfect, their lives are perfect, their house is always perfect, everything they cook/bake is perfect....they make me want to cut myself.
(read it. you know you want to.)
anderson . september 2008
vivian . february 2010
mabel . august 2012
zomg. Me too.
(read it. you know you want to.)
anderson . september 2008
vivian . february 2010
mabel . august 2012
This. Or run them over with my car. Either one would work just as effectively.
I have been a total B the last month or so. I told my DH last night that I didn't need a costume because I was already a witch. He didn't disagree with me.
My OB just said as long as everything stays looking great, I can travel until 36 weeks. This means we are totally blowing off my family and most likely taking H on a special trip to Disney before the sibling arrives in March.
I'm so flipping excited
I have a few more.
I saw a picture on FB of the guy I was *madly* obsessed with in college. It was from his wedding last weekend. He was wearing a camo vest and tie.
And? I let DS have my Diet DrP in the car on the way home from running errands and I tried to get it back but he wouldn't give it to me until we were almost home. He drank it ALL. And he's wide awake in bed. I WIN!
We hosted our big family Halloween thing lastnight. There's not that much to clean up, so I'm not doing it. I really just want to park my kids in front of the tv and go read. DH is oot, so there's no one here to remind me to clean the dried up queso out of the crockpot or feed the kids dinner or whatever. We've got some mummy dogs and part of a veggie tray leftover so I figured I'd just throw that at them for dinner. DH would want a "real meal" so I'm taking the night off tonight. So, I guess really, my confession is that I'm kind of happy to have a night sort of to myself. I always feel guilty when I'm happy that DH is travelling.
Let me know when you want to go shopping. I'll probably need some new stuff soon enough too.
My confession is I want to take a very long nap right now but sadly no rest for the weary. I really should go to bed early tonight.
HA! <----said in a sarcastic, slightly bitter tone.
Though I have to say I'm really glad we all feel comfortable enough with each other on here to express when things aren't going well. Chances are, someone else on that board has been there.
BFP 12.20.2010 :: missed m/c 1/2011 around 8 weeks
BFP @ 9dpo 5.24.2011 :: missed m/c 6/2011 around 7 weeks
positive for ANAs (1:40) with a speckled pattern
MTHFR c677t mutation (heterozygous)
*folic acid, baby asprin, Prometrium, acupuncture, Lovenox*
BFP @ 9dpo 2.1.2012 || HCG = 8 : Progesterone = 19.2
2nd HCG @ 11dpo = 40 || 3rd HCG @ 21dpo = over 5000!
Stick, little one, stick! EDD October 15, 2012
Oh, I'm sorry to hear this!
Agreed on bluestreet's sig! They are too cute.
I got irritated with DH last night for telling kids to take as much candy as they wanted. A few kids literally emptied out the bowl, and we ran out early. He said that's what he wanted to do so we could close up shop early, but I thought that was lame. So, I'm paying him back by catching up on Greys Anatomy tonight while he is in the house. Muah hah hah..
You are definitely not out! I had BFNs until 13 DPO. I know it sucks, though. I'll keep my fingers crossed for you.
Married October 28, 2006, TTC since March 2009 IUI #1-8 w/ clomid = BFN
IVF # 1 May, 2011 = BFP!!! Stillbirth at 26 weeks (placental failure/severe IUGR)
FET #1 February, 2012-- BFP! Beta #1=84 Beta #2= 207 Beta #3= 3,526
Our Rainbow Baby is on the Way!
My Tuesday confession on Wednesday: Good news is, I'm wearing jeans in a size smaller than before. Bad news is, they are super tight, so I'm wearing a maternity shirt over them. The best part? The jeans and the shirt are so similar in color, they look like mis-matched blacks (but in blue). I put on an off setting necklace and called it a day.
Yes, it's obviously a maternity shirt.
And I didn't shower this morning. I have to put down bug killer in the yard at 3, so what was the point??