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Another thing ruined by IF

reb259reb259 member
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So this is the first year that Halloween has made me sad/depressed.  I could only answer the door a few times before having to just leave the bowls of candy on the front porch.

All the cute little ones dressed up...another reminder of what I don't have...

Hope everyone else if having a nice halloween!!

I am AMA and all tests on H came back normal
3 failed IVF with OE and 2 failed frozen DE cycles
Last fresh hail mary DE cycle starting Feb 2013
PAIF/SAIF always welcome
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    Mayan2011Mayan2011 member

    I am so sorry you are having a rough night.  Maybe a glass of red and a bubble bath will help?

    HUGE ((hugs))

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    BeeBee08BeeBee08 member
    I cried, then I opened a bottle of wine, then I drank a lot of it, now I'm fine.  Halloween is stupid.  I don't know if IF ruined it though or if I just always thought it was kind of weird.

     
    me 33/DH 36
    ttc since 10/2008; d/x: mild MFI, stageII endo
    ~~PAIF/SAIF Welcome~~
    11 IUI’s = 1 m/c (7w4d)
    IVF#1 January 2012 BFN, FET #1 April 2012 BFN
    Surprise BFP October 2012 m/c (7w), Surprise BFP April 2013 m/c (6w4d)
    IVF #2: July 2013, ET 1 embryo 7/18, beta 1 @ 14dp3dt - 757, beta 2 @ 16dp3dt - 1762
    U/S 1 @ 6w4d = 1 little frogger with HB of 118, U/S 2 @ 7w3d measuring right on track with HB of 160
    Stick Frogger Stick! Please!!!!!!!!!!!!!   It's a Girl, EDD April 7, 2014

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    M&MBride0506M&MBride0506
    ((hugs)) sweetie.  Halloween is hard.  It's really just amazing how much IF just keeps on taking from us.  Have a bottle of wine!!!  LOL
    My Wonderful Sister is my GC!!!! 3 IUIs, 2 unmedicated, 1 50mg of Clomid = All BFNs Next step IVF!!!! Melinda & Michael 5*6*06 God Bless The Broken Road
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    vanessagorcvanessagorc member

    imageBeeBee08:
    I cried, then I opened a bottle of wine, then I drank a lot of it, now I'm fine.  Halloween is stupid.  I don't know if IF ruined it though or if I just always thought it was kind of weird.

    i think it's stupid....just an excuse for adults to dress like whores and idiots!

    And i felt this way, even back we thought my DH had sperm :)

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    reb259reb259 member
    imagevanessagorc:

    imageBeeBee08:
    I cried, then I opened a bottle of wine, then I drank a lot of it, now I'm fine.  Halloween is stupid.  I don't know if IF ruined it though or if I just always thought it was kind of weird.

    i think it's stupid....just an excuse for adults to dress like whores and idiots!

    And i felt this way, even back we thought my DH had sperm :)

    OMG...I love this and it is so true!!  Thanks for the giggle, and the wine is going down very smooth...

    I am AMA and all tests on H came back normal
    3 failed IVF with OE and 2 failed frozen DE cycles
    Last fresh hail mary DE cycle starting Feb 2013
    PAIF/SAIF always welcome
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    km0426km0426
    I've been greatful that we have lived in an 8 unit building in the city = no trick or treaters.  Sorry Reb. 
    ***SAIF & PAIF Welcome***

    TTC since November 2008; me - poor egg quality,hypothyroidism,missing beta 3 integrin;
    DH - some MFI;

    1 month clomid plus timing - BFN;
    3 months clomid + IUI - BFN BFN BFN

    IVF #1 Nov/Dec 2009 - BFP - c/p;
    IVF #2.1 Jan 2011 - Converted to IUI - BFN;
    IVF #2.2 March/April 2011 - ER 3/23/11: 12 retrieved, 8 mature, 3 fert-ET 3dt 3/26/11: 3 embies - BFN;
    IVF #3 May 2011 - ER 5/19/11: 20 retrieved, 10 mature, 9 fert-ET 5dt 5/24/11 3 embies - BFN;
    Switched RE's for IVF #4 (CCRM) Oct 2011 - Surprise BFP before starting IVF #4!
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    labbylover03labbylover03 member
    :( so sorry for the rough night. And I haven't been around much, but wanted to say I'm so sorry to hear about your last cycle. ((hugs))
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    Delta04Delta04 member

    I am sorry you had a rough night Reb.  ::hugs::

    TTC since 3/07. IVF#1 = canceled. IVF#2 = 0% fertilization. IVF#3 = BFN. IVF#4 = c/p.  
    Moving forward with Adoption 2017!
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    reb259reb259 member

    imagelabbylover03:
    :( so sorry for the rough night. And I haven't been around much, but wanted to say I'm so sorry to hear about your last cycle. ((hugs))

    Thanks!  It was really disappointing (not like they all aren't) but I had such high hopes with Hickman.  My eggs are crap so I its not even his fault but still disappointing.  We have a DE consult 11/3 so we will see what happens with that.  How is your cycle going? 

    I am AMA and all tests on H came back normal
    3 failed IVF with OE and 2 failed frozen DE cycles
    Last fresh hail mary DE cycle starting Feb 2013
    PAIF/SAIF always welcome
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    blueberries8blueberries8 member
    (((hugs))) Thank goodness it is now at least a full year away (and hopefully next yearr it will be a much happier occasion for you!)
    IUIs #1-3 (1x unmedicated, 2x Clomid) = 2 BFNs, 1 m/c at 7w3d
    IUIs #4-6 (injects) = 3 BFNs
    IVF #1 = BFN
    FET #1 = BFN
    FET #2 = BFN
    IVF #2 = BFP, b/g twins lost at 20w due to partial abruption/PPROM
    IVF #3 = c/p 5w2d
    Long-shot Clomid/Prednisone cycle before next IVF = BFP, our beautiful, healthy girl born 6/26/13!
    ~~
    TTC again March 2014
    FET #3 - May/June 2014     -     all embryos arrested before xfer - back to the drawing board...
    IVF #4 - July/August 2014 
    beta 1 (11dp3dt) 220, beta 2 (13dp3dt) 671, beta 3 (19dp3dt) 10762
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    lovemygslovemygs member
    I feel ya, hon.  I turned off our porch light so I wouldn't have to face the cuteness. 
    MFI and (now) AMA
    IVF 1 April 2011 - Cancelled
    IVF 1.5 July 2011 - MC
    IVF 2 October 2011 - BFP!
    *Identical Twin Boys born June 2012*
    Here we go again...IVF 3 is underway!
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