So I had my first internal on Friday. After hearing everyone's stories about internals being painful, I was prepared for the worst. Turns out there was a nurse practitioner student with my Dr. that day who did my initial internal (they said she had a lot of experience so I felt ok with it).
Well she was not gentle at all and I just kind of assumed that was the painfullness everyone was talking about. Then when the Dr. went to double check, it did not hurt at all AND turns out the student was completely wrong and it wasn't even my cervix she was feeling!!! Lesson learned there!
But the Dr. said I am starting to soften but I'm still completely closed up and LO is going to stay put for a while. I know I am still a few days away from term and she still needs to cook some more but I was just hoping for a little bit of progress. Especially now that I have come back from not checking the boards all weekend and see so many people making so much progress! I'm just excited and ready to meet LO.
Re: First Internal...
I do realize that I probably will not go early and that even if there was progress at the appointment that it wouldn't necessarily mean I was having her early. I guess I was just hoping that there was something going on down there. I see everyone talking about their progress and I'm just anxious.