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out at dinner last night

After trick-or-treating we were out eating.  A woman walks by carrying the most precious little baby and DH says, "Hey look at that cute little baby."Crying
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  • oh ouch. ((hugs))
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  • I'm sorry, sweetie.  The first encounter with a baby is always tough, but I hear once you've done it, it gets easier from there.  *hugs*
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  • Ouch!!!!! :/

    I see babies and PG women everywhere. It makes me want to cry or scream, or both.

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  • :( It's so hard...
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  • It is hard.  It stays hard, but it's not as bad as you get further away from the trauma.  Hang in there.  DH and I intentionally look at cute babies now.  It still stings, but it's sort of like exposure therapy.  The more you do it, the easier it gets (comparatively).  I am sorry, though.  My first "baby sighting" broke my heart, and I still remember like it was yesterday.  Not fun.
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