Friday night while waiting for a table at a restaurant with my DH I passed out and had to be taken to the ER by ambulance. (I am so embarrassed) .My blood pressure had dropped too low, so we spent Friday night in hospital. My hemoglobin had dropped from when they released me on Monday after surgery. I have to go back in tomorrow to check hemoglobin levels.
All of this is making it really hard to grieve and move forward. I am trying to hold it together so I can get healthy, but I lost it tonight. I feel like I can't start healing emotionally until I can heal physically.