or do you have kids? I giggled at theses questions last week but now it hurts so bad.
on one hand no, I dont have any children at home that I can show people pictures of or tell them a story but on the other hand, yes, I carried a baby in my body and I still love him or her with all my heart so I would say that I am a mother and my husband is a father.
feelings? opinions?
Re: are you a parent?
It's really funny you bring this up. I had a parent conference yesterday and the mom was 9 months pregnant. At the end of our conference, she asked me if I had children and I said no. She asked me if I wanted children, and I paused. I just wanted to cry and tell her I carried a baby for 3 months, but its gone now. I just smiled and said yes, I hope one day to have children. I was devastated after. I really don't know how you respond to that question. I know that is not the last time I'm going to be asked either. It sucks! ( I know in my heart, I was a mom and had a baby, though now its no longer with me. I will never forget my baby and how much joy it brought to me for those three months.
I'm sorry for what you're going through. You're not alone. **Hugs**
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Funny, despite NOW "officially" being a parent I can remember asking myself these questions before my DS.
I've had multiple losses and after a point I just started being point blank with people. Not to be mean but to make people think about what they say before they say it (PP).
After the first loss I had I wondered this and determined that I loved my baby, thats what made me a mother. I grieved for that child I lost and the others that followed. There is no doubt in my mind that we are all mothers! Unfortantely our babies were too beautiful for Earth!!
HUGS!!!
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8.31.08 CP at 4w5d
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3.25.11 missed m/c discovered at 9w6d, D&E at 10w2d
4.28.11 MTHFR a1298c homozygous discovered
4.2011 Began NaProTechnology
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10.2011 Starting hcg injections on 5, 7 & 9 dpo
BFP 12.7.11 - EDD 8.14.12 - IT'S A BOY! Fruit Baby
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I have actually been thinking a lot about this question. From the moment I found out I was pregnant, I felt like I became a mom....now, even though our baby is gone, I still feel like a mom, only without a baby....
I work in pediatrics, so this is a question that comes up a lot in conversation; most of the time it's just people chit-chatting, but sometimes parents will use it in this context: "Do you have kids? No? Well then, how can you take care of my child? Or know how hard it is to see them get a shot?". I am dreading this, as I honestly don't know what I am going to say....do you say No, even though I will feel like I am lying to myself? Or do I just say: "We're recovering from a loss." or "We're hoping to someday?".
Hugs to all of you that are having to ponder this too.
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BFP #2 ~ EDD 11.15.2012 ~ CP 3.7.2012
BFP #3 ~ DS born 12.03.2012
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I think I've reached that point where I want to be point blank too... What do you say?
I have so much to say to people that ask me the same questions over & over & over again "When are you going to have kids?": I don't know!! "Are you trying?": You mean, are we having unprotected sex? Really? That is none of your business! I kind of want to have an awesome go-to response for these questions, so that I don't burst into tears ...or slap them lol