... until DH gets home. I miss him so much and I'm so overwhelmed with taking care of DS by myself. I am considering talking to someone about PPD because some of these feelings I've been having recently don't seem healthy.
Today I went to go to the grocery store with LO and my car battery was dead because I left the truck open accidentally. I seriously lost myshit. I was screaming at the top of my lungs in the driveway and stomping around the yard. DS was in the car and was looking at me like I had two heads, which who knows, maybe I did at that moment.
These little things are really getting to me, and I miss DH so much. He's been gone a year, but was home for midtour when DS was born. It seems like forever. We do have the opportunity to skype on weekends, but he is working all weekend and I contribute some of my grumpiness to missing our 'dates'.
After rereading what I posted, I really don't have much of a point. I just needed a place to vent to a bunch of strangers who understand these feelings, because none of my IRL friends do.