Late Term and Child Loss

Yet another thing to make me :-(

Not only do movies and shows with babies and children make me sad and don't get me started on commercials (especially playskool ones), but now I have people on Facebook posting their babies in Fall stuff. Jack was supposed to be an October baby and I looked forward to having pictures with pumpkins, etc. I'm so sad!!!!!!!
TTC since November 2009. DH diagnosed with sperm antibodies. IUI #1 = BFN IUI #2 = BFN On the road to IVF.... Egg Retrieval Jan 21, 2011 16 eggs retrieved Egg transfer Jan 26, 2011 Only 2 viable eggs transferred. 1 IVF, 1 ICSI IVF #1 = BFP :-) 10/3/11 No heart beat at 38 weeks: Our baby Jack became an angel 12/14/11 = natural BFP Rainbow baby Samantha Jacklyn born8/8/12. Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers

Re: Yet another thing to make me :-(

  • you are not alone I feel exactly the same way. Everwhere i look there are baby girls everywhere. Commercials kill me ,movie baby stores . Sorry you are ceeling down i am here with u feeling the same way! Thinking of u!! 
    DS- Brenden born 11/13/93 Missed miscarriage on March 6, 2007 @ 9 weeks D&C on March 8th 2007. Riley Annalise born 2/25/08 ( 3 weeks early weighing 8 lbs 12.8 oz.) Chemical pregnancy 3/2010. Sydney Adriana born sleeping on 9/30/11 weighing 10lbs 3 oz at 38wks 4 days. Trinity Alivia born via c section at 36 wks 4 days weighing 9 lbs. 5.7 oz. She is our amazing rainbow baby!!! Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers Lilypie First Birthday tickers PGAL buddy drvst8
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  • I understand. My sister is sitting in front of me carving a pumpkin with all the kids hand prints and kyndal will never have a handprint. 
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  • I hear ya.  I wasn't due in the fall, but seeing those cute babies in their pumpkin gear is too much sometimes.  Hugs.
    TTC #1 since October 2008. Dealing with MFI.
    IVF #1 w ICSI in July 2010 = BFN
    IVF #2.1 in Oct 2010 converted to IUI = BFN
    IVF #2.2 w ICSI in Dec 2010 = BFN
    Met with new RE in new city on 1/31/11.
    IVF #3 w ICSI in April 2011. HPT on 5/9 = BFP!
    Beta #1 on 5/10 (10dp5dt) = 99.4. Beta #2 on 5/12 = 284. First u/s on 5/26. = Fraternal TWINS!
    Twin boys born & lost on 8/16/11 at 18w1d due to PPROM & preterm labor.
    IVF #4.1 in Jan 2012 converted to IUI on 1/7/12 = BFN
    IVF #4.2 w ICSI in Feb 2012. Lupron on 2/10. Stims on 2/18. ER on 2/29- 7R,6F
    ET scheduled for 3/5/12- nothing to transfer :(
    Dh seeing new MFI uro & Dh starting meds- June 2012.
    IVF #5 in Dec 2012 = BFFN.
    IVF #6 planned for Spring 2013. Praying for our take home baby/ies.
    **P/SAIF and P/SAL always welcome!**

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  • (((hugs))) I was really looking forward to Halloween this year. I even had a cute costume idea for the three of us to wear.
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  • FB was hard for me to see when my loss was still fresh.  I hid every pregnant friend and everyone with kids so I didn't have to see their stuff pop up in the newsfeed.  (((HUGS)))
    Mom to Eliott Alexander, born sleeping at 37 weeks on 8/13/10. Most of us only dream of angels - I held one in my arms.
    BFP #2 - EDD 2/26/12 M/C 6/28/11 @ 5w2d
    BFP #3 - EDD 4/7/12 M/C 8/2/11 @ 4w2d
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    BFP #4 - EDD 12/09/12, Lucille arrived 11/26/12
  • I'm the same way! i was excepting the same time as 12 of my friends/family members..the first time i saw my friend who was due like 2 weeks after post the first pics of her baby,it about killed me.when my husband's uncle called to say they had a son and everything was great.i felt like a horrible person for feeling sad,not because they had their son but because i didn't have mine.since then there was been more that have had there's,all boys like mine.every.single.one..i sit in church with 3 or 4 of them every week..it sucks i couldn't dress up Bentley and take him to my parents..instead i went to see my nephews dressed up,one 2 months older then Bentley would have been.I'm sorry,i think it is normal to feel like this, but i'm so sorry.
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