Before DS2 was born, we were pretty sure that we weren't planning on having any more kids. We had talked about possibly having a 3rd, to try for a girl, but the chances of us actually following through on that were already pretty slim. And this was when I was still planning a vaginal birth.
I asked my OB while I was in recovery if we did decide to have another baby, would I be a good candidate for vbac since I delivered my 1st vaginally and needed a c-section this time due to fetal distress. She hesitated and said she really wouldn't feel comfortable with me having a VBAC because my uterus had a lot more blood vessals than normal. It took her 2x as long to stitch it back up and she feared I was at much higher risk for a uterine rupture.
Then when I had such a horrible recovery and so many complications resulting in me being in the hospital for almost a month, knowing that I would have a RCS if we did decide to have a 3rd.....well that made us 100% certain we are done!
Re: has the thought of another CS made you not want any more kids?
I knew I would only have two kids if DS2's birth ended in a RCS, because I'm not comfortable with having more than two c-sections. Since his birth was a VBAC in the end, I'm now open to having a third, but it's still up in the air (and it wouldn't be for a few years - DS2 is too crazy and exhausting right now!).
Feel free to ignore me, but I would get a second opinion about what your doctor said if you want. It would seem like VBAC would be a safer option if you have a lot of blood vessels, because there's less trauma to the uterus than with a RCS. And if you've already had a vaginal birth, your chance with VBAC is higher anyway.
DS2 - Oct 2010 (my VBAC baby!)
This is funny because the thought of having another vaginal delivery made me not want any more kids!
I'm having a c-section this time because of all the damage from my vaginal delivery (plus as of yesterday baby was measuring 40 weeks & I'm only 37 weeks, so they may have put me in for a c-section anyway). I think that there are horrible experiences/recoveries and great experiences/recoveries no matter how you have the baby. Some of us just have crappy luck with delivery, I guess. I know plenty of people who had waaaay better experiences & recoveries with a c-section than I had with a vaginal delivery. I don't expect the c-section to be a walk in the park, and I know I'll be hurting & not able to take care of the baby myself right away, but I think knowing that ahead of time will make the experience not too bad for me. One of the worst parts of the vaginal delivery was that everything I heard & read made it seem like a magical, beautiful experience, and it just plain wasn't. That made dealing with the aftermath so much more difficult because not only did I feel like I failed, but I felt like I was completely alone.
That being said, we're also done having kids after this one. Not because of the delivery, but because two is just plenty for us, emotionally, physically, financially, and time-wise. We know we can be better parents to two children than to be spread too thin with 3. Nothing wrong with that.
At first it did. I ended up with an emergency CS, and honestly couldn't even talk about it until Ryan was about 6 months old.
Now that time has faded my memories a little bit I'm not as scared. Especially since I'm hoping my scheduled CS will be much less scary!
I had a smooth c/s delivery and recovery, so whether I have a RCS or VBAC is not that concerning to me with the next pregnancy. I would definitely do it again, it's the complicated pregnancy, weeks of hospital bedrest and NICU that I never want to repeat!
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