Trouble TTC

All I want is a baby!!

Is that really too much to ask for?!?!?!

I'm in my 2ww & driving myself nuts! I don't feel different...even if I should or shouldn't!? I keep thinking there's no way Clomid worked, why would it? We've only been trying for over a year on our own. I'm too scared to POAS when the time comes because I know it will be negative....It's ALWAYS negative!!!

To top it off, we went out to dinner last night, the restaurant was super busy & I'm not kidding almost EVERY single table had a BABY at it!!!! Then today on Facebook a friend of mine who just got married July 2010 (the month we STARTED trying) is expecting! Indifferent

Vent over.....

TTC since July 2010
Me 26 (unexplained), DH 28 (SA GREAT!)
Charting since April 2011
Nurse Practitioner Fertility Specialist 9/11 Provera, Clomid for 3 months with no response.
Metformin 1/12 to 3/12 with no regularity
took break until 10/12
CD1 11/9 + clomid 150, 4 follies (1 - 22mm) + hcg, progesterone level 9.3, put on progesterone supps, BFN 12/7
CD1 12/9 + clomid 150, 2 follies 12mm & 13mm + no trigger, +OPK 12/23 + progesterone supps CD18, progesterone blood test=14.4, BFN 1/9
CD 1 1/11, clomid 150 CD3-7 & dexamethasone CD 3-12, u/s 1/23 showed 3 follies 20+, triggered w/ hcg, started progesterone supps 1/25, 7dpo bw sched for 2/1

Re: All I want is a baby!!

  • I am in the same boat and I am driving myself nuts. I do not feel any different and all I want to do is POAS but luckily DH hid them. Waiting until Tuesday is going to be torture especially since everyone around me keeps telling me it is going to work and not a negative thought is passing through their minds! I have already attacked my carpets with stains that magically appeared out of nowhere, I am on my third load of laundry, I have hung 3 pictures and is cursing DH for hiding all of the items I need to hand the rest and now I am trying to figure out something else to do to keep me busy...
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    Because of Undescended testicle at birth
    IVF #1 October BFN; 5 snowbabies
    FET: November/December 2011
    ET: 12/7/11; Beta 1: 12/16/11: 66 Beta 2: 12/19/11: 212! 1st ultrasound 1/3/12! Graduated 1/10/12: heartbeat 160
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  • Also in the 2ww here and also going crazy (or is that the prometrium?).  Also going in for my beta on Tuesday and nervous as he11.  I hope we all get wonderful news very soon.
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  • Good luck to both of you!! I hope we all get BFP!!

    keeping my fingers crossed!

    TTC since July 2010
    Me 26 (unexplained), DH 28 (SA GREAT!)
    Charting since April 2011
    Nurse Practitioner Fertility Specialist 9/11 Provera, Clomid for 3 months with no response.
    Metformin 1/12 to 3/12 with no regularity
    took break until 10/12
    CD1 11/9 + clomid 150, 4 follies (1 - 22mm) + hcg, progesterone level 9.3, put on progesterone supps, BFN 12/7
    CD1 12/9 + clomid 150, 2 follies 12mm & 13mm + no trigger, +OPK 12/23 + progesterone supps CD18, progesterone blood test=14.4, BFN 1/9
    CD 1 1/11, clomid 150 CD3-7 & dexamethasone CD 3-12, u/s 1/23 showed 3 follies 20+, triggered w/ hcg, started progesterone supps 1/25, 7dpo bw sched for 2/1
  • I am in my 2ww also and on my second month of clomid.  I feel the same.  I feel soo negative like it didn't work the first month when we were soo excited that clomid might actually help!  Why would it work this month : (.   I also don't want to POAS because I feel like I have wasted soo much money on it, but yet I still do as soon as I can! 

    I hope you get your BFP soon!  

     It feels like everyone I know is pregnant, announcing pregnancies, or having their baby.  I guess this is what we get for being in this age group : (

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    TTC SINCE 7/2010, BFP-10/2010 ended in miscarriage 11/2010 : (.....
    Progesterone level 4/2011= 11.29. SA normal. HSG normal.
    8/11 Clomid 50mg=BFN progesterone level 35,
    10/11 Clomid 50mg =BFN progesterone level 31,
    11/11 Clomid 50mg=BFN progesterone level 12,
    12/11 Clomid 50mg=Progesterone 31
    01/12-Break from meds-BFN
    Feb-cd3 blood work FSH(5), AMH(0.56) 02/12 Break....
    03/01/12-Clomid 50mg with IUI #1=BFN.
    04/01/12-Another round of clomid with IUI#2=BFN.
    5/8/12-Diagnostic Laparoscopy-found minimal endometriosis and small fibriod.
    June and July-much needed break
    August-Bravelle 75 with IUI#3- BFN
    September-Bravelle injects with IUI #4-BFP!! MC 10/7/12 : ( Sonohysterogram-Normal
    December- Bravelle(3 good follicles & E2 1252) with IUI#5 BFFN :*(
    July IVF #1- BFP! : )  Beta #1-245, #2- 703, #3- 1655, #4- 3553 YAY!  Praying and Praying this one sticks around!
                      1st U/S scheduled for Aug 23rd!  
    Twins!!
    We are having a BOY & a GIRL !!



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