I'm so frustrated. I fell like I can't even enjoy being pregnant. I've had a super easy pregnancy and a super stressed semester for school. I'm taking 2 of the hardest classes this semester and worried I'm going to fail them both. I took my midterm tonight and 99% sure I failed it. Have a TON of homework/paper to write by thursday. I had to take tomorrow off to do it and I still dont think that is going to be enough time. I don't know how much longer I can keep this up. I'm going crazy and am ready to have an emotional breakdown every day it seems. I don't even get the comfort of DH since he lives 9 hours away.
Now I'm getting worried/stressed that if I do fail either one of these classes there is no way I'll be able to take it next year with my other class I have to take, while working full time, while taking care of a baby, while my hubby is serving overseas. That means I'll have to push off graduation another year, not a semester but a whole year. Ugh. I just can't take this anymore.
Re: The stress just keeps coming...
I've had a couple rough days and feel bad when I know I'm not enjoying this pregnancy as much as I could/ want to but it's where I'm at now and I'm so grateful to be pregnant so I take the good moments and try to not be too hard on myself when I'm overwhelmed.
TTC since 3-2008: v/c repair 2009; BFP: 7-2010, m/c 8-2010, c/p 4-2011, BFP: 6-2011 EDD: 2-12-2012?
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Today I am pregnant & I love my baby!