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The cruelest joke ever..

This is just not ok. Why does fate hate me? Why does this happen? Why couldn't it have happened any other week?

I took my Ovidrel on 9/22, IUI 9/24 and have been testing out my trigger.

Saturday HPT was neg

Sunday HPT was neg

Monday HPT was positive- twice!

Today HPT was negative

10 days from now is my first m/c due date...

I can't take this this week. I just can't. I'm falling apart.  

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Re: The cruelest joke ever..

  • Did you test with FMU every time? I hope today's was just a fluke. 
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  • I tested with FMU but also afternoon. I just tested again after holding it for 5 hours and it was still blank. :( Thank you though, Slick! 

     

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  • imageMsGMChick:

    I tested with FMU but also afternoon. I just tested again after holding it for 5 hours and it was still blank. :( Thank you though, Slick! 

     

    Booo :( I hope you have better luck tomorrow morning! 

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  • I am so sorry that life is being so cruel!! Hoping today was a fluke-and tomm will be a BFP!!! Fingers crossed.

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  • Hang in there.  I hope tomorrow it is positive again.  It's still possible.
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  • Hang in there - its still early. Are you using the same brand every time? That could also impact it... good luck!

    Started TTC #1: July 2010 DX: PCOS
    BFP: 12/5/10 Natural M/C: 12/17/10 (5w6d)
    Cycle 10 - 50mg Clomid + TI = BFN
    Cycle 11 - 50mg Clomid + IUI converted to TI = BFN
    Cycle 12 - 50mg Clomid + IUI #1 = BFN
    Cycle 13 - Clomid Break + Charting + Dr. Recommendations = BFN
    Cycle 14 - Clomid Break + Charting + meeting with URO (all clear!) = BFP!!
    Beta #1 - 105 Beta #2 - 336! 1st U/S (@5w4d)- gest. sac and yolk sac, measuring 5w2d 2nd U/S - 1/16 (will be 8w2d) Stick and grow, little bean! My Ovulation Chart
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  • (((hugs)))  I'm so sorry that IF is f*cking with you like that.  Not okay!!!  I really hope that today is just a fluke and tomorrow brings better news.  You'll be in my prayers tonight.

    Severe MFI. Me: supposedly all clear but eggs showed vacuoles.

    IVF #1 January 2012, ER Jan 14th: 34R, 27M, 23F. Day 3: 18 embies still strong. Day 5: zero "good," one "fair," the rest "poor." Transferred 3. None made it to blast or to freeze. Jan 28: BFN.

    Lucky IVF #2: Transferred two beautiful day three embies on St. Patrick's Day. BFP on HPT 7dp3dt. Beta 1 (14dpER)=106; Beta 2 (16dpER)=140; Beta 3 (19dpER)=264! First u/s 4.17.

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  • (((hugs))) I am so sorry. Due dates coming and going with no successful pregnancy yet are so, so hard.
    IUIs #1-3 (1x unmedicated, 2x Clomid) = 2 BFNs, 1 m/c at 7w3d
    IUIs #4-6 (injects) = 3 BFNs
    IVF #1 = BFN
    FET #1 = BFN
    FET #2 = BFN
    IVF #2 = BFP, b/g twins lost at 20w due to partial abruption/PPROM
    IVF #3 = c/p 5w2d
    Long-shot Clomid/Prednisone cycle before next IVF = BFP, our beautiful, healthy girl born 6/26/13!
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    TTC again March 2014
    FET #3 - May/June 2014
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    all embryos arrested before xfer - back to the drawing board...
    IVF #4 - July/August 2014 
    beta 1 (11dp3dt) 220, beta 2 (13dp3dt) 671, beta 3 (19dp3dt) 10762
  • I'm so sorry you are having a rough week. T's and P's for you
  • Thank you guys so much. I'm just so hurt but I really appreciate the thoughts and prayers. I should start spotting tomorrow if my normal lp stays true. Maybe I'll test thursday if nothing. Hugs girls.
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  • So sorry you're having to deal with this. Hang in there. I'll be praying for you.
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    PCOS--TTC since 11/2010:   
    5 cycles of Clomid: all BFN, 1 cycle of Follistim:CP
    1 year break thanks to deployment.
    1 cycle Follistim: BFN, Lap to remove peritubal cyst May 2013
    2 cycles Follistim + trigger: BFN, Gonal F +IUI April 2014: BFP!!!!!! 

    Boy/Girl Twins due Jan 5, 2015!!! 


  • I'm so sorry IF is proving that yet again, it is e-v-i-l!  I will keep you in my prayers tonight and hope tomorrow is better.
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    TTC since 2008
    Dh:34, no issues.  Me:31, Endo, slightly hypothyroid, deformed ovary, paracentric inversion.
    4 Gonal-F, Cetrotide, HcG, Crinone +TI cycles= all BFN
    Lap in 2012 to remove large unresolving cyst discovered endo and double lobed ovary.
     6 Gonal-F, Cetrotide, HcG, Crinone IUI cycles= All BFN,
    1st IVF w/ICSI- June '13 Antagonist: Gonal-F, Menopur, Ganirelix, HcG, Estradiol, Crinone= 7 retrieved, 4 mature, 1 unfertilized, 2 abnormally fertilized, 1 normally fertilized.  2DT of only embryo and our miracle BFP.
    Our beloved baby boy was born sleeping Oct. 13, 2013 due to pROM/IC/Uterine infection.
    2nd IVF w/ICSI- Feb. '14 EPP/lupron/antagonist: Estrace, lupron, HGH, Gonal-F, Menopur, HcG, PIO, lovenox, doxy/dex.=21 retrieved, 16 mature, 15 fertilized!!  5dt of 1 blast/ 6 frozen. BFP!  Beta 1 9dp5dt:83.9  Beta 2: 11dp5dt: 145.2  Beta 3  14dp5dt: 497  Please be our sticky rainbow baby!

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