while TTC is so hard. My brother and his wife are having a little girl and i went to walmart today and tried to buy her something since we will be visiting them in less than a month...i couldn't even make it through 5 minutes in the baby section before bursting into tears....I felt so ridiculous....I'm so happy for them but deep down i wish it was me...I feel like such a terrible person...does this make be a bad sister/aunt?
Don't feel like a bad person. I'm the same position right now. My brother and SIL are having a little boy in a couple of months and as happy as I am for them and can't wait to be an aunt, it's hard not to feel a little jealous from time to time.
Me: 35 | Him: 35 G born 10/25/12 | H born 3/25/14 TTC#3 since 7/2015 Early loss 12/2015 most likely due to low progesterone Began medicated cycles (Femara/Ovidrel/Endometrin) with TI 1/2016 BFP 3/22, EDD 12/4/16 ~ It's a GIRL!
I sooooo feel your pain! My brother-in-law and his wife just announced earlier this month that they are 6 weeks.. so now they must be close to 9. My husband is younger than his brother, but despite that we got engaged first, married first and even bought our first house first... I felt that it was almost our right to have the first grandchild... it sounds so selfish when I say it outloud! I am extremely happy for them because turns out they were trying for over a year and she is actually pre-menopausal already at only 28! No lying though I still am jealous...
And this weekend they are having a housewarming party where they will announce the pregnancy... I'm dreading that so much!!!! I know everyone will either be asking or thinking ... "when are you two going to start a family" I so wish I could blurt out... we are and it's harder than it sounds.... NOW back off!!!!!!!!!!
Okay that vent felt better.. not jealous at all right! Just keep swimming... swimming swimming.
Baby #1: BFP on 10/12/2011, EDD 6/24/2012
Born: 6/16/2012 Boy!
Baby #2: BFP on 11/11/2016, EDD 7/25/2017 - MC 1/2/2017
Re: shopping for baby clothes....
G born 10/25/12 | H born 3/25/14
TTC#3 since 7/2015
Early loss 12/2015 most likely due to low progesterone
Began medicated cycles (Femara/Ovidrel/Endometrin) with TI 1/2016
BFP 3/22, EDD 12/4/16 ~ It's a GIRL!
TTC Since 10/2010
BFP-4/18 M/C @5w-4/27/11
BFP!!!12/21/11*DD 8/29/12
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you are so kind....thank you so much!
TTC Since 10/2010
BFP-4/18 M/C @5w-4/27/11
BFP!!!12/21/11*DD 8/29/12
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I sooooo feel your pain! My brother-in-law and his wife just announced earlier this month that they are 6 weeks.. so now they must be close to 9. My husband is younger than his brother, but despite that we got engaged first, married first and even bought our first house first... I felt that it was almost our right to have the first grandchild... it sounds so selfish when I say it outloud! I am extremely happy for them because turns out they were trying for over a year and she is actually pre-menopausal already at only 28! No lying though I still am jealous...
And this weekend they are having a housewarming party where they will announce the pregnancy... I'm dreading that so much!!!! I know everyone will either be asking or thinking ... "when are you two going to start a family" I so wish I could blurt out... we are and it's harder than it sounds.... NOW back off!!!!!!!!!!
Okay that vent felt better.. not jealous at all right! Just keep swimming... swimming swimming.
Baby #1: BFP on 10/12/2011, EDD 6/24/2012 Born: 6/16/2012 Boy!
Baby #2: BFP on 11/11/2016, EDD 7/25/2017 - MC 1/2/2017