Thank you all so much for talking my off the ledge last night. It's not a fun thing to have a panic attack at 11:30pm and your messages really helped calm me down. The cramps were gone when I woke up, and I'm drinking water like it's going out of style today, just to be on the safe side I keep telling myself that this pg is not my last pg, and I need to enjoy these early days and not spend them as a panicky mess. Thank you all so much!
Much love & baby dust,
~L
Re: f/u to freaking out post last night....
Water. It is our friend.
Glad the cramping has eased up and you're feeling better.
BFP #1 2-1-11 Missed Miscarriage 3-14-11(9 wks)-D&C
BFP #2 9-17-11 EDD 5-29-12
Edward James born 3-14-12 weighing 1lb11oz at 29w1d via c section due to low fluid and growth restriction from crappy placenta.
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i missed your post, but i'm glad you're feeling better!
i was kinda freaked out last night too with cramps....now i'm going to go drink some water
ttc (on and off) since we were married in 2005
unexplained if
3/2011 injectibles with tic = bfp and twins!! edd december
lost both heartbeats and emergency d&c at 7 weeks
9/2011 letrozole,injectibles,and iui = BFP! edd june 2 - baby girl born at 32 weeks and 1 month in NICU...so happy to be healthy and home! 8/2012 whoa! surprise! baby boy due june 2...again!
"...and guard with tenderness, small things that have no words."
This is exactly how I feel!!! And it's especially hard to calm myself down when it's 11:30pm and I'm exhausted. There's no being rational at that point :P
Soooooooooooo true!
BFP#1 EDD 11/8/11 - MC @ 9w6d, 4/15/11 we said goodbye
BFP#2 DD arrived 5/7/12