Today was TERRIBLE

Our day will come · November 2008

It sucked, was rotten and really the only thing good I can say about it was that it is nearly over. I've had horrible cramping - which I thought would be ending and lots of blood. Then these wierd hot flashes - I felt like a walking zombie and like my pain should be somewhere visable so people will stop looking at me and think - oh that's why! I seriously feel like a basket case - I had these crying jags in front of coworkers. Then my cherry on top was just checking my email .... a family friend sends me her monthly update a picture of her precious baby at 6 months...not even fifteen minutes later, an email telling me she's sorry for our loss.

This bites. I mean really, seriously, why us??? I've played by the rules (for the most part)...I have a strong relationship and faith in God - which I feel like is being tested now...we've tried so hard....14 MONTHS! Accupuncture, supplements, IUI and lots of prayers and what do we get???

And poor DH had a rotten day to boot.

Well ladies, thanks for the vent - I'm going to head out and I hope and pray your (and my) day is much better tomorrow.

Take care.

Our day will come · November 2008

Ladies - I'm sorry I shouldn't have wrote this it is terrible -I just tried and it won't let me delete! This sucks!!!!

Rosieoutlook · November 2008

I think it's totally appropriate to vent here. This is a safe place to let out your feelings to people who understand. I'm sorry your day was so hard. You are right, you don't deserve this. I'm sending hugs and prayers your way. I hope tomorrow is better for both you and your DH.

bocock's having a baby · November 2008

I'm sorry your day was horrible. Hope tomorrow goes better.?

CincyRaysb2b · November 2008

That makes me sad that you wanted to delete your post. I was just telling a friend today who had a miscarriage a year ago about you and how your strong faith is refreshing! It's nice to hear that you have rough days too! I hope there aren't too many more bad days to come.

MrsA2Be · November 2008

Sweetie, that's what we're here for - please don't feel like you need to delete this.

Hugs to you.

Danielleee · November 2008

I'm so sorry you had to have this experience. It ISN'T fair at all. But I know that posts like this have been comforting to me because it lets me know that I'm not alone in the experience I had, and you need to get it out somewhere. No need to say you're sorry. I wish you well and hope tomorrow is a better day.

~Danielle

melodylb · November 2008

Sorry you had such a bad day! At least you we get a new one tomorrow! I will add you to our prayers tonight, and ask for a much better day for you tomorrow!

((HUGS))

ashleighlough · November 2008

Hope tomorrow is better for you. We all have these days and you shouldn't feel guilty about posting them.

A M · November 2008

Our day will come:

Then my cherry on top was just checking my email .... a family friend sends me her monthly update a picture of her precious baby at 6 months...

I'm so so sorry girl. My FIL also sent an email to all the women in his family with pictures of his two new granddaughters. Granted he doesn't know we m/c but still, it stung badly.

I'm praying for you.

sarahjared · November 2008

You have the right to feel all of those things and to have a bad day. Don't feel bad about venting. It is what will keep you sane through all of this.