She came at the gym. I didn't have high hopes for this month, anyway. Missing ovulation doesn't make for much baby making.
DH showed his disapointment for the first time ever. He said to me this morning, "It's just, month after month." That actually made me feel a bit relieved. It's nice to know that the severity of our situation is finally starting to sink in with him.
While I was walking the treadmill today, I could feel my cramps getting heavier and heavier. I knew AF was on her way and I started dreaming of the time when I was blissfully ignorant of our situation. A year ago, I thought that weaning DD was the only ticket I needed to get KU again. I am so glad that I didn't know that a year of about 50 BFNs would go by. I dream of the day where I'm not ruled by infertility and monthly disapointment.
Re: CD 1
Sorry I dream of that day too but mine's more of "I dream of a day that when I get a bfp that I don't have to worry that I'll lose it".
I hope you have success soon ((hugs))
3/11 DX: lean PCOS/anovulatory
9/11 ovarian drilling to remove cysts + 5mg Femara = BFN
10/11 5 mg Femara again = BFP, ectopic pregnancy at 5w4d
11/11 diagnosed with breast cancer
12/11 bilateral mastectomy with reconstruction
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Beta #1 27 (13 dpo) Beta #2 143 (16 dpo) Beta #3 436 (19 dpo)
Ditto, ditto, ditto. Sorry Hon. (HUG)
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Miracle DD born 12.2005
TTC #2 since Dec 2008 w/ PCOS
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