SO is not DD's bio father. We have talked about our future before, and having another baby once I finish school and have a career going. He's planning on looking into getting into a career in law enforcement. Anyway, last night he said he decided he doesn't want to have a baby, he wants to adopt a baby. I am sad because I really want to TTC and be pregnant again one day. We had already agreed on 2 kids for us, but now I'm considering trying to talk him into 3. Maybe we can have a bio child in a couple years and then if finances look good we can start the adoption process. I'm not against adopting at all, and I would like to do that, but I just really want to be pregnant again. I didn't get to enjoy my first pregnancy due to gall bladder issues and the fact that DD's bio father wasn't there. IDK...I'm just confused. I guess there's not a real point to this post, but I'm just bummed.