Over the last month or so I've been having a lot of anxiety. I am always worried about something happening to LO. Night is the worst for me. I rairly sleep for longer than an hour at a time and wake up worrying about LO. It usually takes me about 30 minutes to an hour to fall back asleep once i get thinking. This makes my days much harder as I don't ever get a good nights sleep anymore. My son is perfectly healthy, I'm just so scared of SIDS. When he has a bad day I have a hard time coping as I worry that something is wrong with him. I know in my head that babies do get grumpy and it doesn't indicate that something is wronge, but my head just can't get over it. I'm pretty much a nervous wrech unless he is right beside be. I also get very anxious when i'm out without him of DH has him out even if its only for minutes. I had a panic attack yesterday when DH took LO out to the grocery store to give me a break. I know every mom goes through anxiety. I just feel like this amount of anxiety I'm having isn't normal.
I also worry about DH. I think about what would happen to us if he die and get very upset. Again, I know in my head he is healthy and will be around for a long time, but I just can't seem to get the thought out of my head.
I have a history of both depression and anxiety and I am definatly not feeling depression. Have any of you other ladies had this type of anxiety? where did you seek help?
Re: PP anxiety
GL hope things get better for you!