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On to IVF

It's official...IUI #3= not pregnant.  I'm crushed (I have been mopey since last Friday).  This is by far the hardest bfn. Crying

Even though we are set up to move forward with IVF, there is this unexplainable weight that I am feeling with it....maybe because there are no other procedures to turn to if IVF doesn't work...no better shot at getting our biological child.

Thank you so much for being here and being my support ladies.  I can't imagine going down this road without this board.

 

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Re: On to IVF

  • Hugs-sorry! My failed IUI before IVF was the hardest too! Hang in there!!

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  • I'm so sorry, ((BIG hugs)).
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  • I'm so sorry about the BFN - I could see why it would be the hardest! Good luck with the IVF though!

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    Trying for #1 since May 2010   l   DX ~ Unexplained Infertility June 2011

    IUI #1&2 = BFN; IUI #3 = BFP, m/c @ 6 weeks

    November '11 ~ IVF#1 ~ ER 11/18 (29R, 17F) ~ 5dt of one beautiful blast on 11/23 = BFP!!

    Beta #1 9dp5dt = 116, P4 = 28 ~ Beta #2 13dp5dt = 700 ~ Beta #3 20dp5dt = 9500, P4 = 26

    1st u/s 12/27 - hb of 156!! EDD 8.10.12 :)   **TEAM GREEN!**

    Sweet baby boy born 8.18.12

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    Trying for #2

    FET #1 - October '13 - c/p   l   FET #2 - December '13 - cancelled :(   l   FET #2.2 - 1.30.14 - BFN

    ~ More testing - hysteroscopy, endometrial biopsy & more b/w - all normal / negative~

    Surprise BFP while waiting on FET #3 ~ beta #1 500; beta #2 1600; first u/s 4/3 - measuring 5w5d, no hb yet!; 2nd u/s 4/10 - hb 132, measuring 6w6d - EDD 11.29.14 :)    **TEAM GREEN!**

    Beautiful baby girl born 11.24.14

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  • I'm so sorry about the BFN.  ((HUGE HUGS))  Good luck with IVF!

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    Me= 37 and DH = 41 

    Dx: DOR, Endo, APA+ (really high beta 2 glycoprotein antibody and high everything else tested), heterozygous MTHFR mutation, positive for lupus anticoagulant, high FSH, low AMH and both tubes blocked (per HSG on 3/8/11)

    IVF #1 - long lupron (with HGH, intralipids, lovenox and BA); 4 retrieved, 3 fertilized; ET 2 blasts and 1 frozen = BFN

    IVF #2 - a version of antagonist with EPP (with HGH, intralipids, lovenox and BA); 6 retrieved, 4 mature, 3 fertilized, 2 blasts and 1 frozen blast transferred on day 5 = BFN.

    IVF #3 April was postponed to May, May was canceled. June/July was canceled. Had a cyst aspiration and then began IVF #3 in August. ER on 8/22; ET on 8/24 with AH. +HPT on 9/5. Beta #1 (11dpo) = 3; Beta #2 (15dpo) = 29; Beta #3 (17dpo) = 60; Beta #4 (19 dpo) = 118. Heartbeat at 6 weeks 6 days =132.  Lil is here!

    TTC#2:  Trigger + TI = BFN; Clomid + Trigger + IUI = BFN.

    IVF #4:  BCP + MDLF + Lovenox = 7R, 1F = Transferred 1 6-cell embryo on day 3 = BFN

    IVF #5:  MDLF + Lovenox = 4R, 1F = Transferred 1 10-cell compacting embryo on day 3 = BFN

    IVF #6:  (New RE):  Long Antagonist November 2014 (transferred two 8 cell grade 1 embryos and froze one blast) = BFN

    FET#1:  BFN

  • I am so sorry to hear this. IUI #1 was a big fail for me, so I can only begin to imagine how hard it is to have 3 not work. Good luck with IVF!

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  • I'm sorry about the BFN. Try not to lose hope though and good luck with your upcoming IVF!
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    Hugs-sorry! My failed IUI before IVF was the hardest too! Hang in there!!

    This was me too.  I was praying so hard that our last attempt would work so I didn't have to deal with IVF.  I'm so sorry you have to go through this.

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  • I am so sorry! I found out Tuesday my 3rd iui didn't work. I am scared to do IVF and I am unexplained. Good luck with IVF!
    TTC since 06/2010 HSG-clear,SA-good DX:Unexplained IUI#1-(May) 100mg of clomid +trigger + progerstrone supp=BFN IUlI#2-(June) 100mg of clomide+trigger+progesterone supp=BFN JuLy Break for vaca. IUI#3 (Aug) 100mg of clomid+trigger+progesterone=BFN IVF trial started in Oct-Nov ER-15 Retrieved, 13 mature, 11 fertilized. 5dt on 11-15-11 Beta #1 9dp 5dt= 107 Beta#2 331 Lilypie First Birthday tickers
  • I'm so sorry ((hugs))
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    DX: severe MFI (low all 3) and low T. Undergoing replacement therapy.
  • I'm so sorry that you have to deal with this. ?I felt the same way Friday when AF showed. ?I thought that I was used to BFNs, but this one hit hard.

    Good luck with your IVF?

    TTC #1 since 09/10
    Me: 32 DH: 34
    5/17/11 SA- count 38 mil, low motility, traces of white blood cells (2 weeks antibiotics)
    6/16/11 SA- count 23 mil, low motility, referred to urologist
    dx varicocele
    DH ultrasound
    6/27/11 SA- count 101 mil, 36% motility, 5% morphology
    IUI #1 50 mg Clomid: Back -2- back: 7/27/11 & 7/28/11 = BFN
    IUI #2 100 mg Clomid: Back -2- back: 8/25/11 & 8/26/11= BFN
    IVF #1(Ganirelix, Follistim, Menopur) ER 11/16/11,ET 11/21/11= BFP 11/29
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  • I'm so sorry hun. Sending you huge hugs.
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  • I felt the same way too. That 3rd failed IUI was a brutally sad one for me. And we even did a fourth just to say we had done what our doctor recommended. I am still coming to terms with the IVF stuff and we have our orientation tonight, which I'm sure will be overwhelming. But I guess the odds of success are what keep me chugging along. We are not doing it until December though to give oursleves a break from it all. I am so emotionally exhausted so we are going on some long weekend trips to try to build our strength back up for the journey ahead. GL to you!
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  • ((Hugs)) I'm sorry sweetie! I hope IVF gives you your sticky baby.
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    TTC Since 2/2009
    2/2010 - 5/2010 Testing with OBGYN
    8/2010 First RE Appointment
    11/2010 Second Opinion RE Appointment
    12/2010 Clomid + IUI #1 = BFN
    1/2011 Clomid + IUI #2 = BFN
    2/2011 Clomid + IUI #3 = BFN
    5/2011 IVF #1, ET 6/2, Beta 6/15 = BFN
    8/2011 FET ET 9/12 = BFN :0(
    On a break to save money.
    1/2012 IVF #2 ER 1/12, ET 1/15, Beta 1/27 = BFFN
    4/2012 FET ET ??/?? =
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  • I'm sorry!!! I understand feeling that way!

    TTC since 5/2010
    DX with Diminished Ovarian Reserve - AMH of 1.1 - 7/2011; AMH of .42 8/2012
    BFP 9/1/10-M/C confirmed 9/8/10-Methotrexate 10/6/10
    IUI #1 (w/clomid)-9/5/11-BFN ; IUI #2 (w/clomid)-10/5/11 - BFP - 11/1/12-No sac seen; 11/2/11 and 11/9/11-Methotrexate 
    IVF #1- ER 2/2; ET 2/5;-Two 8 cell embryos transfered = BFFN
    Surprise BFP - 5/7/12
    U/S on 6/8/12 - H/B at 128 BPM; U/S on 6/14/12 @ 9wks-No H/B-D&C on 6/17/12
    IVF 2.0- ER 10/17; ET 10/20-One 12 cell, one 10 cell and one 8 cell embryo transfered
    BFP!   11/16/12 U/S- Two nuggets with perfect heartbeats! EDD 7/10/13

     

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  • (((hugs))) I'm so sorry. 

    Severe MFI. Me: supposedly all clear but eggs showed vacuoles.

    IVF #1 January 2012, ER Jan 14th: 34R, 27M, 23F. Day 3: 18 embies still strong. Day 5: zero "good," one "fair," the rest "poor." Transferred 3. None made it to blast or to freeze. Jan 28: BFN.

    Lucky IVF #2: Transferred two beautiful day three embies on St. Patrick's Day. BFP on HPT 7dp3dt. Beta 1 (14dpER)=106; Beta 2 (16dpER)=140; Beta 3 (19dpER)=264! First u/s 4.17.

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  • I'm sorry - I know exactly how you feel.  GL with IVF  ((hugs))
     TTC #1 since 6/09
    Dx: PCOS and MFI
    3 IUIs, 4 IVFs = BFFN
      3rd RE: IVF #5/FET = BFP
    14dp5dt=1170 16dp5dt=2573

    1st u/s=
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  • Aww ((hugs)) Sorry you have to go down this road!
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  • I am so sorry.  I can understand why you would feel this way.  You will have my T &P for your IVF cycle!
    TTC #1 since October 2010.
    Dx with Seminal allergy 4/2010.
    Low Progesterone (7/2011)
    Hypothalamic disorder/Luteal Phase Defect (7/2011)
    HSG normal (8/11)
    DH's S/A: Normal
    IUI #1 (50 mg Clomid + Noveral)= BFN
    IUI # 2 (100 mg Clomid + Noveral) October 2011
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  • I am so sorry! T&P's for you!
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