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Hi Girls looks like I'm coming back if you'll have me

crystalknppcrystalknpp member
in TTC After a Loss 6 Months+

Saturday I had some bleeding that stopped. Sunday the Dr. had me come in for b/w and u/s.  Betas were great but the u/s showed nothing in my uterus. Went in today and again the u/s showed nothing in the uterus but "something" up near my left ovary.  The Dr. just called and my betas went down today from yesterday and she said it's definitely not a viable pregnancy.  I go back Wednesday for b/w and u/s so they can monitor me closely.  Right now were just hoping its a miscarriage and not another ectopic. I really dont want the Methotrex shot or possibly another surgery.

This sucks so much and I can't seem to stop crying.  I don't know what our next step will be or for how long we'll be TTA but after 4 losses in less than 2 yrs I'm completely drained and no longer hopeful.  I'm really starting to feel like I may never be a mom.

"Sometimes the smallest things take up the most room in your heart"

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I'm a mom to my 4 angel babies who were taken from us much to soon!
BFP#1 on 09/29/09 and EP discovered/Left Tube lost on 10/19/09 EDD 06/12/10
BFP# 2 on 03/21/2010 EDD 11/30/10 Natural M/C on 3/27/10
BFP# 3 on 02/14/2011 EDD 10/28/11 Missed M/C discovered 4/19/11 and D&C 4/21/11 On 5/6/11 we found out our Oct Angel was a beautiful little girl <3
IVF#1=BFP#4 on 8/31/11 EDD 5/12/12 EP discovered and MTX shot given 9/14/ & 9/21 M/C on 10/9/11
IVF#2 and Stims started 12/2 ER 12/16 ET 12/21 transferred two beautiful blastocysts. Please stick LO's! BFP 12/26
Benjamin Matthew Our Little Miracle Born 9/5/2012!
BFP 1/2/14 EDD 9/11/14

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  • Missa_gMissa_g member
    I am so incredibly sorry. I wish there was something I could say or do to ease your pain. You remain in my thoughts and prayers.
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    Married 9/22/07, began TTC 8/10
    Diagnosed with DOR, LP defect, mild endometriosis and cysts
    BFP #1 EDD 9/10/11, natural miscarriage at 6w
    BFP #2 Medicated cycle, twin boys born 4/4/12 at 29w4d
    BFP #3 EDD 8/8/14, D&C for missed miscarriage at 8w, baby boy with triploidy
    BFP #4 June 2014 CP
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  • liesamliesam member
    Crystal, I am so sorry you're going through this again. You're in my thoughts & prayers. ((hugs))
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  • MandaS08MandaS08 member

    I am so so sorry for your loss!

    You're in my thoughts (((HUGS)))

    TTC since 5/2010
    DX with Diminished Ovarian Reserve - AMH of 1.1 - 7/2011; AMH of .42 8/2012    BFP 9/1/10-M/C confirmed 9/8/10-Methotrexate 10/6/10
    IUI #1 (w/clomid)-9/5/11-BFN ; IUI #2 (w/clomid)-10/5/11 - BFP - 11/1/12-No sac seen; 11/2/11 and 11/9/11-Methotrexate 
    IVF #1- ER 2/2; ET 2/5;-Two 8 cell embryos transfered = BFFN
    Surprise BFP - 5/7/12
    U/S on 6/8/12 - H/B at 128 BPM; U/S on 6/14/12 @ 9wks-No H/B-D&C on 6/17/12
    IVF 2.0- ER 10/17; ET 10/20-One 12 cell, one 10 cell and one 8 cell embryo transfered
    BFP!   11/16/12 U/S- Two nuggets with perfect heartbeats! EDD 7/10/13

     

    5/31/2013- My miracles arrived at 34w2d!  Welcome to the world Harper and Nolan!Lilypie First Birthday tickers

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  • lunatwolunatwo member

    I am so, so sorry to be reading this.  I just can't even believe it.  I have nothing to say that will make you feel better other than just (((HUGS)))

    Sad

    4/08 BFP resulted in m/c
    8/08 BFP resulted in m/c
    3/09 Polyp removed and dx MTHFR (both copies)
    6 Clomid cycles, all BFN
    5/09 IUI#1 with Clomid=BFN
    6/09 IUI#2 with Clomid=BFN
    8/09 IUI#3 with Clomid=BFN
    IVF#1 = BFN
    IVF#2 = BFN
    IVF#3 ET 2 Grade A blasts 11/16/11
    Beta #1: 485
    Beta #2: 2,495
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  • buckeyebaby814buckeyebaby814 member
    I'm so sorry to see this.  ::HUGS::

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  • raecheleblue1raecheleblue1 member
    I'm so so sorry! Huge ((((hugs))). It's really not fair.

    TTC since March 2010, BFP #1 11.09.10, ectopic, m/c 12.14.10 (10w)
    Clomid + TI=BFN, IUIs 1-6= BFN
    Application for domestic adoption submitted 4/18/12, matched 8/12/12, DD born 10/31/12


     

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  • chusumchusum member
    So sorry you have to come back.

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    Married August 9, 2008
    TTC Since September 2009

    1st   BFP | EDD 10/23/10 | Natural M/C 03/27/10 | 10w 0d
    2nd BFP 06/26/10 | EDD 02/25/11 | Natural  M/C 07/17/10 | 8w 1d
    3rd  BFP 12/17/10 | EDD 08/24/11 | Natural M/C 12/31/10 | 7w 4d
    4th  BFP 06/22/11 | EDD 02/25/12 | M/C D&C on 07/27/11 | 9w4d
    5th  BFP 09/17/11 | DD Paige Lily born 05/16/12
    6th  BFP 08/11/12 | EDD 04/11/13 | CP
    7th  BFP 09/29/13 | EDD 06/04/14 | Natural M/C 10/27/13 | 8w1d
    8th  BFP 12/16/13 | EDD 09/01/14

    DX: Pericentric Inversion of Chromosome 8 & compound heterozygous for MTHFR mutations
    RX: Lovenox/Heparin & Folgard

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  • jolieandscottjolieandscott
    I'm so sorry for your loss. Big (((hugs))).
    BFP #1: 5/3/10 Natural MC: 5/11/10 BFP #2: 3/24/11 C/p: 3/29/11 BFP #3: 5/17/11 C/P: 5/20/11 BFP #4: 11/13/11 Daisypath Anniversary tickersImage and video hosting by TinyPic imageImage and video hosting by TinyPic ~*~Congrats to my TTCAL buddies toshbosh233 & clairenmonique, EDDs 4/2011; bekahjen, EDD 5/2011; MCH77, EDD 7/2011; HokieMomma, EDD 8/2011; shanna82, EDD 9/2011; Rachel4127, EDD 10/2011~*~
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  • cutebride73cutebride73 member

    I am just so, so sad to read this hun.  ((((hugs)))) 

    I completely understand about the 4 losses, I am right there myself and I understand how hard it is to have hope.  It's going on two months now and I am just starting to have some again.  Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. 

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  • butterfly843butterfly843
    I'm so sorry. It's so unfair that anyone has to go through all the crap we have been through. ((hugs))

    Jenn

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    IVF#1 BFN IVF#2 BFP, loss at 19 weeks FET#1 BFN IVF#3 BFP, m/c FET#2 BFN

    Missing our twins Zachary and Madison, lost at 19 weeks on 11/13/09, edd 4/9/10

    BFP 7/17/10, m/c 7/25/10, edd 3/25/11

    Ectopic, lost left tube 4/20/11, edd 12/6/11

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  • CaroleeCarolee member
    I'm so sorry...I don't even know what to say except that this just sucks and it's so unfair.  I'm here if you need to chat.  (((HUGS)))
    Mom to Eliott Alexander, born sleeping at 37 weeks on 8/13/10. Most of us only dream of angels - I held one in my arms.
    BFP #2 - EDD 2/26/12 M/C 6/28/11 @ 5w2d
    BFP #3 - EDD 4/7/12 M/C 8/2/11 @ 4w2d
    Too beautiful for this earth
    BFP #4 - EDD 12/09/12, Lucille arrived 11/26/12
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  • lavrillavril member
    I am so so sorry.  Big giant (((HUGS)))

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    Trying to start our family since 2010
    BFP #1 11.4.10, EDD 7.12.11, HB 12/9/10, MMC 12/27/10; 11w6d
    BFP #2 9.12.12, EDD 5.24.13, Baby Boy Born 5.15.13!!
    My Ovulation Chart
    3 Clomid (100mg) cycles + TI + Trigger = BFN's, Femara + Trigger + IUI#1 = BFN
    Femara + Trigger + IUI#2 = BFP!
    "Strength does not come from physical capacity. It comes from an indomitable will." ~Gandhi
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  • johnnys junejohnnys june member
    I am so sorry, lovey. *huge hugs*
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  • CashewsMommyCashewsMommy member
    {{{{hugs}}}} I am so so sorry hun. My heart breaks for you. Good luck!


    BFP#1 {Cashew} - 9.19.09 EDD 5.26.10
    The day you first lay in my arms, you made my life complete.
    Aurora Rose born sleeping at 35w on 4-21-10
     BFP#2 {Almond} - 2.1.11 EDD 10.12.11 C/P 2.11.11

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  • millejj1millejj1 member
    I am so sorry. Big huge hugs.
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  • Olive44Olive44 member
    I am so sorry. (((hugs)))
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  • +SMACE++SMACE+ member
    I'm so sorry

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