I'm not quite sure if this is PPD or PPA but I can't seem to stop obsessing that something might be wrong with my baby. I'm constantly googling things, thinking something might be wrong. For Pete's sake I was searching symptoms for Down Syndrome when it's *impossible* that she has it!
I don't feel like I'm in a panic but I'll be on the computer, maybe checking facebook and then I'll open up a new window and start typing in symptoms and there I go. I've talking to my husband about it and he just wants me to stop worrying and seems so carefree about everything. I just don't know how to stop worrying.
I went to see someone about PPD a few weeks ago and they told me to wait it out and see if it gets worse but I'm BFing and don't want to get on medication.